Friday, September 19, 2003
NO MORE BLOGGIN' FOR ME!
hey guys this will be my very last blog entry! i got a new journal...click the link to go to it and add it to your favorites! or don't....it's up to you!:)
it's been REAL, blog...thanks for the memories.
ha j/k
but really
*~::Heather Lee Foster::~*
it's been REAL, blog...thanks for the memories.
ha j/k
but really
*~::Heather Lee Foster::~*
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood
hello hello! not much has been goin on in the lil' ol life of heather foster...just hangin out and doin the same ol thing! my peeny and corey broke up the other night...it's kinda hard right now but it's for the better i think! aint no thang, right choom??? :-D! last night i spent the night @ coreys w/ my christopher.....nick stayed too and we were all up talkin til like 8 this morning. fun stuff!! duuuuude i'm sick and i lost my voice. i sound like a freakin man!! chris thinks its sexy so i guess that makes it ok:) and i dont FEEL sick @ all...i just sound like shit and my throat kinda hurts and im coughin n stuff. ehh what are ya gonna do!? i leave EARLY sunday morning for the beach! Surfside here i come!!! a whole week to lay under the sun and play in the waves....i know it'll be fun but i'm dreading the boring nights w/ the grandparents and aunt gayle...i'm gonna miss the *family* so much! and my real family too of course!!! AHHHH my cell phone got taken away. it effin sucks balls! my phone bill this month was pretty high. not as high as they had been but still too much dinero. my moms sayin i cant get it back until i can pay the bill. yup now i REALLY gotta get a job! wellllll im gonna go catch the end of big brother4 and start on my laundry...i have soooooo many freakin clothes i gota have washed by saturday morning to pack. ugh!!!!
Sunday, September 14, 2003
::put on the party glasses::
man this w/e has been great but strange! last night me dovie laura kayli and tara rode the dart rail to the west end and ate @ spaghetti warehouse...fun stuff! Cala, Mari, Brownie, Quad, & Trixy! hahaha me and kayli got married lol see the dangly ring?? we got back to garland around 12ish and me dovie n tara went to coreys and they drank a lil and then tara went home and the trippyness began! lol john derek trent jayd and this chris guy came over and idk i guess you just had to be there to experience the weirdness. it was fun tho! we stayed up real late, slept real late, and here i am! i got $31 of my 100 back last night....faggot needs to gimme my money back! grrr i'm still beyond pissed about that.
Saturday, September 13, 2003
TWiSTED
maaan i'm pissed! i got $100 stolen from me last night. from a "friend". and he bought effin drugs w/ my money. ok i worked my ass off last saturday night for that money @ my moms banquet thing and then it goes to someone elses drug habits?! um no! im not gonna say who took it but the person had $60 worth of valiums(sp?) @ coreys last night and left them w/ chris so he can sell em and give me that 60 back and then the thief is gonna give me the other 40. GRR this is gay! and last week kristin had $100 stolen from her car and we think the same person took it. and then like a month ago neena had 30 stolen from her but someone else took that. stupid untrustworthy bastards!
***my mom is the best mom in the world she loves me more than anyone else in the world and i love her more than my other "family" the end. thank you. my pleasure.***
the homecoming dance is tonight. me dovie kristin tara and laura are supposed to go out to eat during and then hang out w/ all the dance-goers afterwards!
crazyness-me and neena got stopped by the cops last night on our way home. TRIPPY!!!!
***my mom is the best mom in the world she loves me more than anyone else in the world and i love her more than my other "family" the end. thank you. my pleasure.***
the homecoming dance is tonight. me dovie kristin tara and laura are supposed to go out to eat during and then hang out w/ all the dance-goers afterwards!
crazyness-me and neena got stopped by the cops last night on our way home. TRIPPY!!!!
Sunday, September 07, 2003
tomypeen:
We weren't sisters by birth,
but we knew from the start...
fate brought us together
to be sisters by heart!
fate can be an asshole but we'll always love it, right?!:)
but we knew from the start...
fate brought us together
to be sisters by heart!
fate can be an asshole but we'll always love it, right?!:)
BrRrR!
i think i have a cold disease...i've been SO cold the last couple days, and everyone else swears theyre burnin' up! ehh i dont get it!
this w/e has been F-U-N! friday night the *family*, kayli, her bf derek, lydia, and tara all went to ashleys house and had some drinky's and hung out....then i spent the night w/ chris @ coreys. then saturday morning me and my mom headed out to BFE to work @ her banquet...it was alright, worked a lot, made $100, and got free dinner! then we got back to garland around 12 and i went to coreys to spend the night again. it was the best night EVER!!! chris is so gosh darn sweet!!!! i swear we just layed together lookin' @ each other for hours...siiiigh!! he's tha best! then today i woke up and went on random shopping spree's w/ kristin. then we met up w/ dovie, ate @ chilis, went to a couple more random stores, met up w/ the guys, stole chris from 'em, went to walmart n subway and came home!
peen**ONE*WORD*AT*A*TIME**hahahahahaha funny times...u cant help but love sittin' on corey's porch in the middle of the night crackin' up @ everything! :)
well the last couple nights i haven't gotten much sleep...those guys keep u up n laughin all night! and sleepin' on the damn pool table isn't an easy thing to do... PLUS i smell like mustard from the stupid subway freezer so i'm thinkin shower time and then SLEEPY-SLEEPY time!
SADIELADY-it was GREAT talkin to ya tonight! gotta love the confessions, huh?! we really gotta make the lake plan happen b4 it gets too cold out hehe...since the guys couldn't get it right LAST year...GAH! haha saydsta n reta 4 ever! hehe love u girly!
this w/e has been F-U-N! friday night the *family*, kayli, her bf derek, lydia, and tara all went to ashleys house and had some drinky's and hung out....then i spent the night w/ chris @ coreys. then saturday morning me and my mom headed out to BFE to work @ her banquet...it was alright, worked a lot, made $100, and got free dinner! then we got back to garland around 12 and i went to coreys to spend the night again. it was the best night EVER!!! chris is so gosh darn sweet!!!! i swear we just layed together lookin' @ each other for hours...siiiigh!! he's tha best! then today i woke up and went on random shopping spree's w/ kristin. then we met up w/ dovie, ate @ chilis, went to a couple more random stores, met up w/ the guys, stole chris from 'em, went to walmart n subway and came home!
peen**ONE*WORD*AT*A*TIME**hahahahahaha funny times...u cant help but love sittin' on corey's porch in the middle of the night crackin' up @ everything! :)
well the last couple nights i haven't gotten much sleep...those guys keep u up n laughin all night! and sleepin' on the damn pool table isn't an easy thing to do... PLUS i smell like mustard from the stupid subway freezer so i'm thinkin shower time and then SLEEPY-SLEEPY time!
SADIELADY-it was GREAT talkin to ya tonight! gotta love the confessions, huh?! we really gotta make the lake plan happen b4 it gets too cold out hehe...since the guys couldn't get it right LAST year...GAH! haha saydsta n reta 4 ever! hehe love u girly!
Friday, September 05, 2003
MIA
hey hey hey! not a lot's been goin on lately...yesterday was kristins b-day! woohoo! now everyone in the family's free of curfew tickets! hehe ok well ill blog more later but in the mean time here's some new pics!
awww hehe
what a cute couple lol
peen & her cor!
neen kayli lydia n ashley
my chickfila nugget that looked like a jellyfish lmao
Young PHIT!
lol crazy dovie
me n justin deja bleau!
awww old school memories like WHoA!
me n crazy tray
awww hehe
what a cute couple lol
peen & her cor!
neen kayli lydia n ashley
my chickfila nugget that looked like a jellyfish lmao
Young PHIT!
lol crazy dovie
me n justin deja bleau!
awww old school memories like WHoA!
me n crazy trayFriday, August 29, 2003
contraversy
wow, the opening scene of the vma's last night was CRAZY! ...for those who missed it, this is what happened: 
dang and if you saw the look on justin timberlakes face after madonna and britney kissed...whoa! the kid looked like he was gonna cry.
last night we did the usual hangin out, and then @ like 11 somethin mike came over. i haven't seen or talked to that guy in forever!! and thats really weird b/c we used to be inseperable... so he came over and we sat and talked. and talked. and talked!! he didn't leave until after 4 this morning...i missed that kid SoOo much!!!! we're gonna hang out soon so it's all bueno now!
i haven't seen or talked to neena since tuesday night when we dropped her off @ home...i miss my peen!:-/ she better come out tonight or there's gonna be an ass beatin'!!! hehe silly lizzie mcguire!
the plans for today/night arrrrrrrrrrrre.... idk! kristin will prolly come get me in a lil bit and we're gonna go fill out a couple applications, then WhO kNoWs!!!!!! access hollywoods on now and i gotta go watch it! HoLLa!
dang and if you saw the look on justin timberlakes face after madonna and britney kissed...whoa! the kid looked like he was gonna cry.
last night we did the usual hangin out, and then @ like 11 somethin mike came over. i haven't seen or talked to that guy in forever!! and thats really weird b/c we used to be inseperable... so he came over and we sat and talked. and talked. and talked!! he didn't leave until after 4 this morning...i missed that kid SoOo much!!!! we're gonna hang out soon so it's all bueno now!
i haven't seen or talked to neena since tuesday night when we dropped her off @ home...i miss my peen!:-/ she better come out tonight or there's gonna be an ass beatin'!!! hehe silly lizzie mcguire!
the plans for today/night arrrrrrrrrrrre.... idk! kristin will prolly come get me in a lil bit and we're gonna go fill out a couple applications, then WhO kNoWs!!!!!! access hollywoods on now and i gotta go watch it! HoLLa!
Thursday, August 28, 2003
i HATE fighting w/ my mom...it sucks very very very very badly...thats all i have to say about that!
i also hate not having a car. i sit here at home and get ready and then have to KEEP sitting until there's something to do b/c i dont have a car to drive me somewhere!! grrr being bored sucks
me n JuGs!!
matteo doin Petrie!! trippy...theres two petries!
i also hate not having a car. i sit here at home and get ready and then have to KEEP sitting until there's something to do b/c i dont have a car to drive me somewhere!! grrr being bored sucks
me n JuGs!!
matteo doin Petrie!! trippy...theres two petries!Wednesday, August 27, 2003
hakuna matata!
i am in such a great mood tonight! idk what it is, but nothing will ruin my night!
so you know how you're supposed to be able to see mars tonight? its the closest 2 planets have ever been in history and they wont be this close for like another 60,000 years or somethin like that. welllll my mom asks me to occupy my sister for awhile so she can help my brother w/ his homework, so i said lets go find mars! well we're sittin on the back of my moms car and my sister goes is that it?? and i turned around and saw this really bright thing that had a brownish tint to it and i was like omg u found it! sooo i'm on the phone w/ dovie and i start to tell her my planet story, and i'm lookin' up @ the sky while doing so, and i see a freakin shooting star!!!! i havent seen one of those since right after my great-grandma died when i was like 4, and my mom told me it was her way of saying she loved me or something like that...awww! Sooo i made my wish, and went in and jumped around and bragged to my mom...well her and my bro wanted to see mars so we go outside, and guess what?! mars is gone!! a cloud was covering it up. so i go inside to talk on the phone and they all run inside yelling, WE FOUND MARS! so i go to look @ it and it's some puny dim little WANNABE star. sneegs...not mars! i was like n-n-n-n-no! THATS mars! and i pointed to the real mars(the cloud was gone) and they were like whoa it really is mars! so yes...my sister and i saw mars. i'm really proud of my mars and shooting star stories.:)
piercing is literally addicting. ever since i got my belly button pierced like 4 years ago, i've wanted something else done. then the night chris got his tongue pierced, i couldnt take it anymore and did my eyebrow. wellll today i watched matt pierce his labret. holy shit that looked so painful!!!!! i just knew he was either gonna pass out or cry. so did he lol. before that chris tried to gauge(idk how to spell it....where ya make the holes bigger) his ears, and ow is all i can say! i even tried to do it for a sec and i was like um no! BUT after watching all that, i want something else pierced! i dont want my eyebrow done again, i sure as hell dont want my labret, i dont want anymore on my ears(mb tho), i CANT get my tongue-mom would kill me and im not trusting those guys to do it, i dont want any private areas done, hmmm!! im pretty sure i want a little bitty nose ring. ive wanted that for so long, and i thought i almost had my mom talked into takin' me to get it done one night. its either that or another hole or two on my belly button. hmm what to do?! ehh i'll most likely just stay how i am now, but we will see!!
welllllllllllll now i'm on the phone w/ kristin settling events of the night, and i'm tired as heck soo i'm goin to bed! ibuenos noches!
so you know how you're supposed to be able to see mars tonight? its the closest 2 planets have ever been in history and they wont be this close for like another 60,000 years or somethin like that. welllll my mom asks me to occupy my sister for awhile so she can help my brother w/ his homework, so i said lets go find mars! well we're sittin on the back of my moms car and my sister goes is that it?? and i turned around and saw this really bright thing that had a brownish tint to it and i was like omg u found it! sooo i'm on the phone w/ dovie and i start to tell her my planet story, and i'm lookin' up @ the sky while doing so, and i see a freakin shooting star!!!! i havent seen one of those since right after my great-grandma died when i was like 4, and my mom told me it was her way of saying she loved me or something like that...awww! Sooo i made my wish, and went in and jumped around and bragged to my mom...well her and my bro wanted to see mars so we go outside, and guess what?! mars is gone!! a cloud was covering it up. so i go inside to talk on the phone and they all run inside yelling, WE FOUND MARS! so i go to look @ it and it's some puny dim little WANNABE star. sneegs...not mars! i was like n-n-n-n-no! THATS mars! and i pointed to the real mars(the cloud was gone) and they were like whoa it really is mars! so yes...my sister and i saw mars. i'm really proud of my mars and shooting star stories.:)
piercing is literally addicting. ever since i got my belly button pierced like 4 years ago, i've wanted something else done. then the night chris got his tongue pierced, i couldnt take it anymore and did my eyebrow. wellll today i watched matt pierce his labret. holy shit that looked so painful!!!!! i just knew he was either gonna pass out or cry. so did he lol. before that chris tried to gauge(idk how to spell it....where ya make the holes bigger) his ears, and ow is all i can say! i even tried to do it for a sec and i was like um no! BUT after watching all that, i want something else pierced! i dont want my eyebrow done again, i sure as hell dont want my labret, i dont want anymore on my ears(mb tho), i CANT get my tongue-mom would kill me and im not trusting those guys to do it, i dont want any private areas done, hmmm!! im pretty sure i want a little bitty nose ring. ive wanted that for so long, and i thought i almost had my mom talked into takin' me to get it done one night. its either that or another hole or two on my belly button. hmm what to do?! ehh i'll most likely just stay how i am now, but we will see!!
welllllllllllll now i'm on the phone w/ kristin settling events of the night, and i'm tired as heck soo i'm goin to bed! ibuenos noches!
tiny dancer
man oh man. dreams are weird!! i have the most random dreams ever. i used to NEVER remember my dreams, now i remember like 3 or 4 everynight. and they're WEIRD!!! they're @ random places w/ really random people. i'd give an example but u'd think i was nuts!! hehe
last night we didn't do much...all hung out @ coreys til the Bleau's and neena went to pancho's. then me chris kristin n matt went to wal-mart so kristin could get a planner like mine:) and i got the most bad ass finding nemo pen! heck yeah, thanks kristin!!!! and then somehow i spotted the most beautiful thing i've ever seen...an aggie photo album!! me and kristin(my aggie sis) searched all over the whole freakin store tryin to find another one, but the workers said its probably a return from another wal-mart. so guess what me and kristin are gonna do? go to every walmart until we find another one!!!! she got the one last night, now i GOTTA get one too!!
today seems...boring! i've just been layin around all day, sleepin, and watchin my soaps! gah i wish when you yelled @ the tv they could hear you. i swear, soap opera stars are so gay sometimes...seriously! if you get someone pregnant wouldn't you think that by the end of the pregnancy you'd see their actual stomach @ least once?? i hate tv! weeeeelllllll im off to finish watching passions and then shower and get ready!!
friday morning i'm going to school w/ kristin! it's been so long since i've seen ramirez, i GOTTA visit that lady! and kristin has her 1st per, then gets to leave after that for eti. sounds bueno to me!!
last night we didn't do much...all hung out @ coreys til the Bleau's and neena went to pancho's. then me chris kristin n matt went to wal-mart so kristin could get a planner like mine:) and i got the most bad ass finding nemo pen! heck yeah, thanks kristin!!!! and then somehow i spotted the most beautiful thing i've ever seen...an aggie photo album!! me and kristin(my aggie sis) searched all over the whole freakin store tryin to find another one, but the workers said its probably a return from another wal-mart. so guess what me and kristin are gonna do? go to every walmart until we find another one!!!! she got the one last night, now i GOTTA get one too!!
today seems...boring! i've just been layin around all day, sleepin, and watchin my soaps! gah i wish when you yelled @ the tv they could hear you. i swear, soap opera stars are so gay sometimes...seriously! if you get someone pregnant wouldn't you think that by the end of the pregnancy you'd see their actual stomach @ least once?? i hate tv! weeeeelllllll im off to finish watching passions and then shower and get ready!!
friday morning i'm going to school w/ kristin! it's been so long since i've seen ramirez, i GOTTA visit that lady! and kristin has her 1st per, then gets to leave after that for eti. sounds bueno to me!!
Monday, August 25, 2003
tres
last night was great! after having a bad day @ home, i went to coreys to see chris and we just layed there and fell asleep...i love waking up in his arms!!{aww-hehe} then kristin stopped by and woke us up and after she left we layed there some more and talked and then put in drumline. i ended up spending the night....chris & corey freakin crack me up!! corey was in a country mood for some reason, so he's singin' and dancin' along to all the songs. hahaha you shoulda seen him! he's gonna be a dancing clown when he grows up. i took another nap @ like 3 in the morning but when chris crawled back into bed i woke up and i thought i had only been asleep for like 10 minutes, but then my mom called to tell me i needed to go home to babysit b/c my bro's sick, and it was 6:30! soooo i came home and crawled in bed!! now i'm watchin' my soaps...gotta love em!
Sunday, August 24, 2003
WhOa
someone sent this to me and BOY is it weird:
while sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. your foot will change direction.
while sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. your foot will change direction.
zzzz...
this w/e has been...nice, i guess! friday i picked up peen from work so her n cor could talk, so we went over there and they did their thing while i sat on the porch...then everyone ended up over there, me and kristin went to chickfila & albertsons, then back to coreys. pretty much just sat around all night. chris pierced his eyebrow...its cute! yesterday neena left to go hang out w/ her madre, and me and MY madre went to target...and saw neena! then we came home, i got ready, watched big brother, and was off to coreys! me and neena left for a lil bit to go w/ aaron to brian moores so-called party. it was REAAAAALLY gay! there were quite a few people there, but none that i choose to associate w/. reminds me why i dont go to naaman anymore. gayness!! me n peen just stood there talkin' to kody the whole time. when we were leaving, i swear, the whole class of '05 walked in....after that aaron took us back by coreys and we just sat around for the rest of the night. hahaha we're all sittin' in the living room and we hear coreys bed squeaking...he has a REALLY loud bed, so thats all we could hear. and we're all like uhh everyones out here, who's in coreys room?!!? turns out it's some randomer that escaped from rehab and some girl. poor corey lmao! sooo thats about it...me n peen headed home ab 2 and she passed out while i ate and then i passed out too! not too exciting, but its all good.
hey peen who am i?? "it's dark in there" hahaha dumbass WE KNOW!
im dreading getting the call from my grandma tonight saying she'll come pick me up. i either gotta go over there tonight or next w/e, since my g-pa was sick this w/e. we will see...
hey peen who am i?? "it's dark in there" hahaha dumbass WE KNOW!
im dreading getting the call from my grandma tonight saying she'll come pick me up. i either gotta go over there tonight or next w/e, since my g-pa was sick this w/e. we will see...
Friday, August 22, 2003
drama drama drama...
wow. tonight has been interesting....it was fun up until we dropped off the guys' groceries @ the house and headed toward peens' to take her home. me and memaw went to eckards to get my pics, went to jack in the box, then i went to coreys to meet up w/ neena since no one else was there yet. well when i get there chris n kristin pull up so we go inside and corey matt and tray show up. we all chill n stuff n then when its time to go home, my mom takes me n peen by the store so we can get dinner for the fellas. so we stock up on ramen, and run by cor's and on the way to take peen home i had to do one of the hardest things i've ever done. *******i havent got to talk to her much tonight so idk how things are gonna end up but i love her SOOO much and wish for the best for her. yeah and THEN while i'm @ albertsons i have a lovely little conversation about how one of chris's ex gf's has been reading my blog and thinks that i'm psycho for saying "i love you" already. umm im pretty sure that i'm not the one reading someones blog that i haven't talked to in YEARS. and you don't know anything about our relationship so dont say anything. and who's psycho? who calls chris saying oh you need to be w/ me blah blah blah. ok its OVER between yall...and it HAS BEEN! leave it alone! im pretty sure when yall were together he was tryin to get w/ me, and as soon as i told him i had feelings for him, he broke up w/ you. nice try tho! AAANNNYYYWWWAAAYYYSSS.............im goin' to the grandparents tomorrow..how exciting!!! not. ehh oh well what are ya gonna do?!
on a lighter note, here's some new pic's:
good ol FONC!
chillin' @ our supercool hangout
what the hell?! its a ghost, right killer???
mm this stuff is YUMMY!
this is our random black friend POO. she steals liquor by puttin' it between her legs lmao how crazy is she?!
me and MY chris!!:-D
on a lighter note, here's some new pic's:
good ol FONC!
chillin' @ our supercool hangout
what the hell?! its a ghost, right killer???
mm this stuff is YUMMY!
this is our random black friend POO. she steals liquor by puttin' it between her legs lmao how crazy is she?!
me and MY chris!!:-DWednesday, August 20, 2003
kristin update
SHES OUTTA JAIL!!! i got my aggie sis back:)
masterpiece theatre
ok i'm in major josh kelley mood...mb b/c peen didn't go to the freakin concert w/ me last night like she said she would:'( it's all good, he'll be back! but yeah i'm sittin here jammin' my little heart out to JK in my bra & undies!! i love having the house to myself...its ME time! 
maaaan i'm dreading going to my grandparents this weekend. i'm sure i'll have fun, i love those people SO much, but it can get pretty boring over there. i'm going on friday b/c my grandma(Honey) is going out of town for the weekend w/ her daughters for her birthday, and my grandpa(Pappy) doesnt wanna be home all by himself all weekend. SoOo saturday we're meeting some of the family @ valley view @ 1(show up if u wanna save me) and then my little cousin is spending the night and we're gonna go out to eat and stuff....then sunday, honey gets back and i told her i'd stay til like tuesday so i could spend time w/ her too. it shouldn't be that bad but i'm gonna miss my boyfriend and everyone else. and theres no computer. and they get on to me if i'm onthe phone too much. and they don't like to rent movies. and they won't even let me walk to the pool by myself, even tho you can see it from the front and back porch. and they don't let me shop by myself. and IDK but im scared lol....oh well, what are ya gonna do?! CRAPPY! me and matteo were supposed to go w/ our madres this w/e and get our tattoo's...woops!
ok i'm starting to get REALLY worried...kristin is missing. last time we talked to her was yesterday morning...she called me @ 6:30 but i was sleeping, and chris talked to her but he was sleeping still and doesnt remember what she said. but she called back and said something ab her throwing up and her sister(heather) called the cops on her, and the whole time her grandma was yellin' @ her to get off the phone. well chris called back and her cell phone was off and her house phone has coreys number blocked. soi called and asked for kristin and heather said she wasnt there. she was missing allll day. @ like 3:30ish dovie goes by her house and kristins car is out front but no one answers the door. no one heard from her all night so @ like 10somethin i called the house and talked to heather and she said she didnt know what happened b/c she hadn't talked to her grandpa yet. WeiRD!!!! so kristin l. crossley, if you are out there you better tear your ass home and call me!!!!!!!! OH! & we called the bail bond place(cowboys of course-lol) and asked if the jail had a kristin crossley and they said no....but we asked if they had garrick rosas and they said no too, and we know he's in there and has been for days...who knows?!
well i'm gonna keep jammin' to my josh k. and dance around and jump on the bed....gettin' any mental images yet? hehe
OH!!!!! and yeah no more cell phone! the bill came yesterday and it was $400 again when its supposed to be like $97. so yeah moms takin' it away...i managed to keep it all last night, and this morning when she woke me up i wouldnt tell her where it is so i got it today too. just call it and if i dont answer call the casa...the #'s on the v-mail!! yup and shes threatening to rip out the eyebrow ring...sneegs!! holla
maaaan i'm dreading going to my grandparents this weekend. i'm sure i'll have fun, i love those people SO much, but it can get pretty boring over there. i'm going on friday b/c my grandma(Honey) is going out of town for the weekend w/ her daughters for her birthday, and my grandpa(Pappy) doesnt wanna be home all by himself all weekend. SoOo saturday we're meeting some of the family @ valley view @ 1(show up if u wanna save me) and then my little cousin is spending the night and we're gonna go out to eat and stuff....then sunday, honey gets back and i told her i'd stay til like tuesday so i could spend time w/ her too. it shouldn't be that bad but i'm gonna miss my boyfriend and everyone else. and theres no computer. and they get on to me if i'm onthe phone too much. and they don't like to rent movies. and they won't even let me walk to the pool by myself, even tho you can see it from the front and back porch. and they don't let me shop by myself. and IDK but im scared lol....oh well, what are ya gonna do?! CRAPPY! me and matteo were supposed to go w/ our madres this w/e and get our tattoo's...woops!
ok i'm starting to get REALLY worried...kristin is missing. last time we talked to her was yesterday morning...she called me @ 6:30 but i was sleeping, and chris talked to her but he was sleeping still and doesnt remember what she said. but she called back and said something ab her throwing up and her sister(heather) called the cops on her, and the whole time her grandma was yellin' @ her to get off the phone. well chris called back and her cell phone was off and her house phone has coreys number blocked. soi called and asked for kristin and heather said she wasnt there. she was missing allll day. @ like 3:30ish dovie goes by her house and kristins car is out front but no one answers the door. no one heard from her all night so @ like 10somethin i called the house and talked to heather and she said she didnt know what happened b/c she hadn't talked to her grandpa yet. WeiRD!!!! so kristin l. crossley, if you are out there you better tear your ass home and call me!!!!!!!! OH! & we called the bail bond place(cowboys of course-lol) and asked if the jail had a kristin crossley and they said no....but we asked if they had garrick rosas and they said no too, and we know he's in there and has been for days...who knows?!
well i'm gonna keep jammin' to my josh k. and dance around and jump on the bed....gettin' any mental images yet? hehe
OH!!!!! and yeah no more cell phone! the bill came yesterday and it was $400 again when its supposed to be like $97. so yeah moms takin' it away...i managed to keep it all last night, and this morning when she woke me up i wouldnt tell her where it is so i got it today too. just call it and if i dont answer call the casa...the #'s on the v-mail!! yup and shes threatening to rip out the eyebrow ring...sneegs!! holla
Monday, August 18, 2003
...zzz...
all i can say is what a day!!!! after going to sleep @ about 4:30 this morning, i woke up @ 6:30 and kristin, chris, corey, matt, and justin came and got me and we were off to naaman. chris and i went in w/ them so we could see kristins' schedule to know when we were supposed to pick her up b/c she's letting chris use her car during the day. man it was so strange to be @ naaman...i thought i'd never walk thru those halls again!! and seeing everyone all excited about school was just trippy!! well me n chris are walkin' back out to the car to leave and we turn around and corey and matt are back there. yup, skipping on the very freakin first day of school! they walked in to get their schedules and mr. baker told them they needed to shave so they said F that and left. so we all went to sonic & 7-11 to get breakfast outta the way, and then to nicks house...and guess who was there??? joel and gustavo! they wouldnt give joel his sched. and idk gustavo's reason, but they were walkin to nicks and a cop gave them a ride! how random and weird is that?! so we chilled there and watched major payne and all took a power nap. we all woke up and all of us but nick n gus went to albertsons to stock up on some raamen & goldfish then went to cor's...theeeen @ like 12:30 kristin calls and wants to be picked up, so me n chris go get her and head out to subway in sachse to see our wonderful dovie!! stayed there for quite awhile then picked up matt n corey and we went to chickfila and rich square. me n matteo got cute eyebrow rings, and chris got a tight tongue ring...black w/ blue flames. after THAT we went back to coreys for a bit, then back to subway...spent FOREVER there!! it ended up bein just me chris kristin matt corey dovie taylor neena and joel....no customers=mucho fun! "you are not locked in the freezer" BS! the knob wont turn!!! then we headed off to walmart n peen & kristin got some school stuff and we went back to coreys and watched a movie!! then i got sonic and came home! now here i am w/ a killer headache, living off a total of 5 hours of sleep in the last 3-4 days, and w/ a huge ass spider bite on my arm.:( tomorrow im wakin' up early again. kristin has ramirez 1st per and ramirez asked me to go visit her, so me n chris are gonna do that during 1st and then we're leavin...most likely hittin' up that sleep! prolly w/ matteo & corey...lil skippers! well im about to pass out from no sleep, greasy food, and the pain in my head so HoLLa!
yup thats the new ring!
yup thats the new ring!
HA! little donald and little corey...how cute
me n jugs!
me and my christopher todd!
my wonderful peeeeen
me n tay!
THATS ME!
the barbells really long right now and i have plain silver balls, but its a hole! haha
yup me and ricci dones got tattoo's this weekend! heres mine...right above my fanny! me n matteo are goin this w/e w/ our moms' to get our real ones tho.
me n peen @ camp!!
sorry guys, nat just taught me how to do this so i'm excited and showin' off lol!
Sunday, August 17, 2003
you need that like you need another hole in your face
yesterday was a fun day! started out w/ goin to subway in sachse w/ my mom n sis to visit dovie, and chris kristin and matt are there too, so we all sit around and shoot the wind...or is it breeze?? after that i went w/ my mom to help her w/ my bro n sis's school supplies. i miss elementary school. ThEn me n ricci dones went to the mall and she got 2 pair of badass shoes. after that we met up w/ everyone and went to fine line and my christopher todd got his tongue pierced. that looked freakin painful as crap!! but he said it didnt hurt...go figure! it's REALLY swollen today and he says its sore...poor baby! well chris inspired some of the rest of us to get pierced. matt got his eyebrow pierced, i got mine pierced, and kristin got her cartilage pierced. i was planning on getting my cartilage done too but we had difficulties w/ the 'brow, and im not sure if i'm ready for neverending soreness. we'll see, mb next weekend! all the family kinda flipped when i walk in @ 2 in the mornin' w/ a new hole on my face! haha what are ya gonna do!? well hurricane harbor plans w/ neena fell thru, so ricci spent the night last night and we went today. holy crap we're lazy!!! lol we rode ONE ride allll day and slept the rest of the day in the lazy river and wave pool. nice. after we got back we went to coreys so i could see my boytoy! we're pathetic....i missed him so much and i only went a day w/o seeing him. ya know what sucks?? since he got his tongue pierced, he can't kiss for 2 freakin' weeks!!! umm thats not gonna happen, its been like a day w/o kissing him and we're goin crazy! he said he didnt care and tried kissin' me but i said sneegs, im not gonna be the one to F up your tongue!!!! welpers i'm about to shower such...contimplating goin' to school tomorrow, lol watch me show up more this year than when i was actually enrolled. ironic.
Saturday, August 16, 2003
SOS
how do i put pictures in my blog? i've tried and it just shows up as a box w/ a red X. help me someone!!!
oh and peen-you still gotta help me w/ my layout...you've said ud change it for me if i made it, and i did that before you even moved out!! wake up ho!:) haha
oh and peen-you still gotta help me w/ my layout...you've said ud change it for me if i made it, and i did that before you even moved out!! wake up ho!:) haha
sotally tober
i'm never drinking alcohol again. or @ least getting drunk off my ass. if i drink from now on, i will stop once i feel a buzz. lately i've been the sober girl that takes care of all the drunk people. i've had to drive them home, console them while they're crying for no reason, mend their wounds, take care of them while they're throwing up, help them walk straight or even stand up, etc. what made me come to my conclusion, was last night. one of my friends was so drunk she passed out and then while lying on her back, she was throwing up straight up into the air, among other things. she was chasing people around, and falling while she was doing that, and everyone was running from her b/c she had her own vomit all over her. i would feel so bad if i did that while i was drunk, so therefore i will never get drunk again so i won't have to worry about that!! problem solved!! AND that way there are no hangovers to worry about either...or saying or doing anything you don't mean. no, it's not fun @ all to babysit all these people, but someone's gotta do it! plus i care about all these people more than they will ever know, and i'd rather have a little bit of a bad night than see something bad happen to them.
well, sleep was great last night! i was doing something on my phone while i was laying in bed, and i just passed out in the middle of it. no more stayin' up all night for me!! it made me literally sick last night:-/
hmm what is up for today? shopping was talked about, but the person i was gonna go w/ will be very hungover today, im afraid. my family's @ the movies. dovies working from 10-8. neenas not texting me back, but i think shes getting her hair done today. the guys' are prolly asleep still. what to do?! i really wish i drove....march 10th isn't TOO far away, i guess... im craving a butterfinger. i think i'll ask my grandpa to take me to get one. mb ill call my daddy and see if he wants to go to lunch or somethin! even tho i'll be spending all day 2morrow w/ him and possibly tonight. ehh we'll see.
well, sleep was great last night! i was doing something on my phone while i was laying in bed, and i just passed out in the middle of it. no more stayin' up all night for me!! it made me literally sick last night:-/
hmm what is up for today? shopping was talked about, but the person i was gonna go w/ will be very hungover today, im afraid. my family's @ the movies. dovies working from 10-8. neenas not texting me back, but i think shes getting her hair done today. the guys' are prolly asleep still. what to do?! i really wish i drove....march 10th isn't TOO far away, i guess... im craving a butterfinger. i think i'll ask my grandpa to take me to get one. mb ill call my daddy and see if he wants to go to lunch or somethin! even tho i'll be spending all day 2morrow w/ him and possibly tonight. ehh we'll see.
Friday, August 15, 2003
sleep deprovation
i'm pretty sure i'm gettin' tired of these late night(early mornin') bedtimes and pullin' all nighters!! me n peen stayed up all night last night, watched a couple movies, went to alsups, had girl talk, yada yada yada, and then @ like 7 or 8 this morning we walked to corey's casa to spend the day w/ our marvelous boyfriends!! we woke em up when we got there and spent all morning chillin' w/ them and justin. we watched cruel intentions and goofed around. i love chris...OH SO MUCH! :) we just now walked back so peeners could shower and get ready for work...on our way we saw jacob swift n stopped and talked for a bit. stupid dangerous biker boys!! uh yeah i'm thinkin that it's way too freakin hot to be walkin' outside!
sunday better be sunshiney! me n peen are goin to hurricane harbor w/ my dad, stepmom, some strange little girl, and who knows who else! i went like last week w/ dovie kayli derek(her bf) katie(crispell...she was in town) and her friend...it was fun fun fun!
welpers im gonna lay down in my bra and undies and cool off and watch soaps til peen goes to work then i'm gettin ready and goin back to see my chris!! ...the next 3 weeks peen, the next 3 weeks...mmm i like it!
is the power back on in new york yet?? sucks to be them! maaan especially if you've seen the movie THEY! yikes
sunday better be sunshiney! me n peen are goin to hurricane harbor w/ my dad, stepmom, some strange little girl, and who knows who else! i went like last week w/ dovie kayli derek(her bf) katie(crispell...she was in town) and her friend...it was fun fun fun!
welpers im gonna lay down in my bra and undies and cool off and watch soaps til peen goes to work then i'm gettin ready and goin back to see my chris!! ...the next 3 weeks peen, the next 3 weeks...mmm i like it!
is the power back on in new york yet?? sucks to be them! maaan especially if you've seen the movie THEY! yikes
Thursday, August 14, 2003
ha
My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
ILC
i love my boyfriend so much!! i'm sure y'all are getting tired of reading about him but i don't care! i just sit here and think about stuff and it always ends up w/ me thinkin' about how happy he makes me. he tells me the sweetest things in the world, they make me melt inside... who else would freakin tango with me in the wendy's parking lot? i love how we can just lay on my living room floor and have tickle fights and wrestle and bite the crap out of each other, and pour our hearts out at the same time. i swear i have bite marks from my head to my toes lol...and a hickey on the inside of my elbow that looks like i shoot up. thanks chris! i love how nothing either one of us has done in the past bothers us or even matters. i love how how perfect everything feels w/ him and how he says our relationship feels more perfect than anything he's known. goodness gracious that kid gets to me!! he knows exactly what to say to make me smile. last night we were talking about how these last few days have just been the best!! we've spent so much more time together since we had our talk the other night...:) wow i really do love him! sIiIiIgH!!!!! ok well enough mushy gushiness for now...i'm sure you'll hear more later haha lucky readers!!
Lucky Number 7
whoa, peen and i watched a freakin scary movie last night!!! now that i think about it, it was really gay, but still scary as crap. chris and corey came over right after it was over b/c we were so scared lol. so they got here @ like 2ish i guess and all night we laughed, cuddled, and got closer to our boys!!! they left ab 6 this morning...so sad! i swear we can't even go 2 hours w/o seeing them. i spent the night @ coreys on monday(chris lives there, mon was his b-day), stayed over there allll day yesterday, went home @ 6 to shower and eat, and went right back over there...then me n peen come home @ 12, and get scared and miss our boys so there ya have it!!
hahaha if any of you remember, it was really harsh when me and matt broke up, and the other day kristin tells me that he dedicated "theres more to me than you", by jessica andrews, to me. holy crap thats some funny stuff!! heres the lyrics...cracks me up everytime i sing it!! i'll bold the funny parts:)
I spent years and all of this time
Thinking I was better off cause you were mine
You always said it was your way or the highway
So I'm shiftin' my life into drive
I'm getting out,kissin' the past goodbye
Like Toby said,"How Do You Like Me Know?"
This conversation has run dry
And I keep telling myself
Oooh oooh oooh
There's more to me then you
Oooh oooh
Don't underestimate what I can do
Well I'm alright,it's ok
I know I'll make it through
Cause there's more to me then you
I'm not sayin' I'm battered and bruised
But I might as well be with the words you use
I believe in myself and that makes me stronger
Things change,so have I
I'm gonna make hay while the sun still shines
You can clip my wings,I'm still gonna fly
I'm on my own and I'm on my way
And keep telling myself
Oooh oooh oooh
There's more to me then you
Oooh oooh
Don't underestimate what I can do
Well I'm alright,it's ok
I know I'll make it through
Cause there's more to me then you
There was always something that meant more to you than me
And I'm just sorry it's taken this for you to see
Oooh oooh oooh
There's more to me then you
Oooh oooh
Don't underestimate what I can do
Well I'm alright,it's ok
I know I'll make it through
Cause there's more to me then you
hahahahaha wow i'm sorry but i just picture matt freakin rosas singin that to me and WHOA! its hilarious!! the other night he was just a tad bit tipsy, and i put that song on and started singin' it to him as loud as i could and man oh man was it great!!!!!!!
lol me and ronny are text messaging right now and that kids' crackin me up! hey did you know aaliyah died? lmao memories!! he met me kristin and dovie @ taco bueno last night and when he was leaving he asked if i had fun @ homecoming.....freshman year!! mr. random!! i was like oh yeah tons!
ok well takin' peen to work now! HOllA
hahaha if any of you remember, it was really harsh when me and matt broke up, and the other day kristin tells me that he dedicated "theres more to me than you", by jessica andrews, to me. holy crap thats some funny stuff!! heres the lyrics...cracks me up everytime i sing it!! i'll bold the funny parts:)
I spent years and all of this time
Thinking I was better off cause you were mine
You always said it was your way or the highway
So I'm shiftin' my life into drive
I'm getting out,kissin' the past goodbye
Like Toby said,"How Do You Like Me Know?"
This conversation has run dry
And I keep telling myself
Oooh oooh oooh
There's more to me then you
Oooh oooh
Don't underestimate what I can do
Well I'm alright,it's ok
I know I'll make it through
Cause there's more to me then you
I'm not sayin' I'm battered and bruised
But I might as well be with the words you use
I believe in myself and that makes me stronger
Things change,so have I
I'm gonna make hay while the sun still shines
You can clip my wings,I'm still gonna fly
I'm on my own and I'm on my way
And keep telling myself
Oooh oooh oooh
There's more to me then you
Oooh oooh
Don't underestimate what I can do
Well I'm alright,it's ok
I know I'll make it through
Cause there's more to me then you
There was always something that meant more to you than me
And I'm just sorry it's taken this for you to see
Oooh oooh oooh
There's more to me then you
Oooh oooh
Don't underestimate what I can do
Well I'm alright,it's ok
I know I'll make it through
Cause there's more to me then you
hahahahaha wow i'm sorry but i just picture matt freakin rosas singin that to me and WHOA! its hilarious!! the other night he was just a tad bit tipsy, and i put that song on and started singin' it to him as loud as i could and man oh man was it great!!!!!!!
lol me and ronny are text messaging right now and that kids' crackin me up! hey did you know aaliyah died? lmao memories!! he met me kristin and dovie @ taco bueno last night and when he was leaving he asked if i had fun @ homecoming.....freshman year!! mr. random!! i was like oh yeah tons!
ok well takin' peen to work now! HOllA
Monday, August 11, 2003
pete & repeat
ahhhhh i've said it before and i'll say it again...I HATE DRAMA!!! this time it's my own fault tho. i didn't mean to start anything, and i thought i was avoiding something being started but sneegs. i've written stuff in my blog a couple times about how chris and kristins' friendship bothers me sometimes but that i didn't want to bring it up to either one of them b/c it would get taken the wrong way and/or blown out of proportion. well someone called kristin and informed her of what i had written, so she reads it and calls me to talk about it. turns out i shoulda just talked to her in the first place b/c now shes upset that i didn't tell her after i've promised numerous times i would if something bothered me, and b/c i wrote it in this "tabloid"(hehe). it sucks b/s i know i would feel exactly the same way if i was her, and i dont know what to say to clear things up. g's...all this on chris' birthday!!!!
kristin-if you read this, im sorry i didn't talk to you about it!! don't worry about what other people say about it b/c it's not their business...i love you tons and i hate that ur upset right now! aggie sisters 4 LIFE!:)
well like i said, today is christopher todd atwell's birthday! hopefully my mom will let me stay out...i haven't in forever:-/ yeah, still clueless on what to get him for his birthday! me and kristin are going shopping for him tomorrow if she still wants to. this interesting black girl poo is supposed to get a bottle of liquor for tonight. kristins driving her to get it and i owe it to her to go along for the ride! haha well thats it for now, shower and gettin' ready time!
kristin-if you read this, im sorry i didn't talk to you about it!! don't worry about what other people say about it b/c it's not their business...i love you tons and i hate that ur upset right now! aggie sisters 4 LIFE!:)
well like i said, today is christopher todd atwell's birthday! hopefully my mom will let me stay out...i haven't in forever:-/ yeah, still clueless on what to get him for his birthday! me and kristin are going shopping for him tomorrow if she still wants to. this interesting black girl poo is supposed to get a bottle of liquor for tonight. kristins driving her to get it and i owe it to her to go along for the ride! haha well thats it for now, shower and gettin' ready time!
Saturday, August 09, 2003
STRiPPED
i stayed home last night for the first time since i can remember. it was nice! me and peen woke up @ like 6 yesterday morning after about an hour or two of sleep. chris called me and for some reason i answered...i guess i didn't realize what time it was...so we talked for awhile and then me n peen layed in my room til everyone left for work then went to the living room to watch tv. chris corey and matt all came over @ like 9 and we watched harry potter til me and chris fell asleep. we woke up and watched soaps then peen went to work. corey and matt had fallen asleep so me and chris spent some together just laying there and talking. i love that guy so much!! they left around 3 and i fell asleep. i figured i'd just sleep for like 30 minutes b/c my grandma was supposed to pick me up ! like 3:30 to go to my cousins birthday party, but she didnt! so i woke up @ like 7:30 and got my book and went and layed in my moms room w/ her and i read while she watched tv. i read until like 2 and then slept! i haven't read a book just b/c i wanted to in so long! this is a really good book tho! it's neenas moms' and after she read it, neena did, and then she gave it to me! after i read it im passin' it on to my mom and grandma. it's called the lovely bones. it's about this girl who was raped and murdered and it's all from her point of view. she tells what it felt like to die and what it's like in her heaven, experiencing everything and watching her loved ones live their lives. its REALLY good! kinda depressing, but its alright!! today i woke up and read some more(ive read almost the whole book in 2 days...im sure ill finish it b4 i go out tonight) and then rode the dartrail downtown w/ my family...we walked around and found how to get to the court building b/c my grandma has jury duty on tuesday and doesn't wanna drive. after that we went to get shoes for my bro & sis. then my mom and i went to subway so i could fill out an application, and to target. i got christina aguileras cd and a purse! muy bueno! and now i'm sittin here passing time by blogging and waiting on my taco bell. not sure what i'll do tonight, prolly make another appearance @ derricks house. we stopped by the other night and said hello to a few guys, then left!! it was kinda boring but it was good to see them. ok well i'm outta here!! blog lataz!:-D
Thursday, August 07, 2003
a rose by any other name would still smell as sweet
i hate cell phones. the screen on mine is messed up right now...it changed to like dark blue so i couldn't see anything on it. me and mom switched phones and traded out the sim cards and stuff so i could have a working phone for the weekend, and it hasn't messed up on her once. gayness!! i was supposed to get my new one in the mail on tuesday, yesterday @ the latest, but i still don't have it. grr... i miss my cute lil phone:(
what do guys like to get for their birthdays? chris' b-day is the 11th(monday) and i have noooo idea what to get the guy!! any suggestions? lemme know!
last night we went to "central park" to hang out b/c we had too many people to sit @ someones house, so we had nowhere else to go. we found this little ugly mutt dog and started playing w/ him for some reason. we named him henry and all of us fell in love w/ him except for kristin....she hated him. he was so fun! i was playin' w/ him on the baseball field and givin him water and running all over w/ him and he would just follow me around!! he was so ugly he was cute....it was hard to leave him. i will never forget good ol henry!
i haven't really been up to much more lately, just doin the same ol thing! went to the mall w/ peen yesterday since she didn't have to work...got some cute comfy shorts for $5 @ charlotte russe...whatabargain!! but today coffee spilled all over em:( hopefully it'll come out!
what do guys like to get for their birthdays? chris' b-day is the 11th(monday) and i have noooo idea what to get the guy!! any suggestions? lemme know!
last night we went to "central park" to hang out b/c we had too many people to sit @ someones house, so we had nowhere else to go. we found this little ugly mutt dog and started playing w/ him for some reason. we named him henry and all of us fell in love w/ him except for kristin....she hated him. he was so fun! i was playin' w/ him on the baseball field and givin him water and running all over w/ him and he would just follow me around!! he was so ugly he was cute....it was hard to leave him. i will never forget good ol henry!
i haven't really been up to much more lately, just doin the same ol thing! went to the mall w/ peen yesterday since she didn't have to work...got some cute comfy shorts for $5 @ charlotte russe...whatabargain!! but today coffee spilled all over em:( hopefully it'll come out!
Saturday, August 02, 2003
LINKS
i have links now!
pool anyone?
tonight was an okeeday night...ate @ sali's, chilled @ coreys, watched final destination, played some pool w/ chris, and came home! im PISSED! i stepped in a freakin ant pile and like 50million ants attacked my left foot all @ once...little bastards! and then i go to put on my shoes and one was soaking wet for some reason and the other one was missing in action, so i came home barefoot tonight! i wanna freakin' see an american wedding 2morrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm in a shopping mood but the malls will be hella crowded this weekend so i'm thinkin' sneegs. well i'm listening to some weezer and interrogating neenas ex so i'll blog more later when i actually have something to write about.....psh that'll happen!
Friday, August 01, 2003
feat&peenJR's!?
last night was neener peeners birthday! we didn't do much...after she went out w/ her mom & bro's, we went to coreys and watched final destination 2(again). and then we played the game on the final destination1 dvd. it says that i'm gonna die on december 31, 2022 @ 11:50 pm...which means right b4 the ball drops on new years eve. dovie matt and kristin are all gonna die together... it was pretty gay but it amused us for awhile. then me n peen went back to her house and talked and went to sleep...woke up today, tried to watch our soaps but her channel 5 was messing up so we couldnt, and then sean adam and killer came and got us and we took peen to work and then they brought me home!! poor seany's all scratched up from his wreck:( darn snapple bottle! my grandparents just left for the beach....lucky bastards!!!!!!!!!!!! i was supposed to be @ the beach right now but nooo plans just had to go and change. oh well i will definately go by the time summer is over. tonight peen & i wanna see an american wedding. it looks the m-a-d funny! it'll be neenas first rated r movie she can by her own ticket for!! hehe she doesn't have an id tho...ehh o well! wow what am i gonna do @ my house w/o grandparents allllllll weekend?! my mom will still be here but she's coooool! welpers im gonna go do gay laundry and get ready for my evening!
have a good weekend everyone-be careful!!
have a good weekend everyone-be careful!!
Thursday, July 31, 2003
happy birthday to you! & you! & you! & you!
this week is full of b-days! today is neena's(happy birthday to the best friend a girl could have!!!!!!!!! i love you to the moon and back), yesterday was matt & corey's, and the day before that was justins(coreys bro). have you ever fallin' asleep and woken up and its just a little bit later but you feel like you got a full nights' sleep? yeah well yesterday i fell asleep @ like 2, and chris called @ 2:45, and i thought it was morning time so i was all ready to get up and go! i was SO tired b4 i fell asleep too, i dont get it! i even fell asleep w/ pizza in my mouth lol...life couldn't get much better-sleeping and eating @ the same time! so @ like 4 peen and i decide to bake corey a birthday cake! we do that, put it in the oven, and went to walmart to get sprinkles and icing and candles. we went back to my house, finished it, and @ 6 we walked over to coreys, i crawled in the window, unlocked the door for peen, we set the cake down, and crawled in bed w/ our boyfriends and slept unil like 12! chris is so funny when he first wakes up...he rolled over and i was right there and he goes whoa this is trippy, im confused... so i smiled really big and go good morning!!!!!!! and he was like what?!?! i say im confused and you say good morning?! ahh it was great, i guess you had to be there. hahaha and THENNNNNN neenas on the top bed w/ sleepin' cor, and she leans over to look @ me n chris b/c we were all talkin' and she FALLS OFF THE TOP BED! right smack dab onto the floor! man oh man was that funny! last night was kinda random but it was fun!! we ended up all meetin' up @ the baseball fields and hangin' out there. i had to go to the bathroom really bad so ricci went w/ me and we start walkin' and this guy on a john deere tractor golf cart mini-truck kinda thing drives by and we ask for a ride so we get there in like .234 seconds...and he was out there when we were done too so he drove us back! what a nice guy:) after that we went to coreys and everyone started going home so we did too. i was fallin' asleep on the floor and neena tells me jeff kettler's comin' over and so she went outside and talked to him for awhile n i fell asleep on the floor...zzzzz...
GARREN(sp?) MATTHEW ROSAS I AM SOOOO MAD @ YOU!!! we made the deal not to take triple c ever again and then you come in and tell me you ACCIDENTALLY took it?!?! :'( that just breaks my heart!
now i'm waiting on memaw to get home to take me to get neenas b-day stuff...i woulda got it ahead of time but its one of those things ya just cant get ahead of time. she has such a sweet bf! he bought her an $85 kenneth cole watch and today he's giving her a bunny...how cute is that?! her rooms gonna stink tho...i used to have a bunny that me and kayli found on the side of her house and it smelled up my room so bad!! no more rabbits in my room!! just gimme a piggy and i'll be the happiest girl in the world!
man yesterday @ coreys house was so much fun! all day it was just me chris neena and corey...and justin but he slept most of the day. it's really hard for me and chris to get alone time since 1-he lives @ coreys and theres always a million people there, 2-he doesn't have a car anymore, 3-idk its just really hard!!! but yeah yesterday neena and corey were watchin soaps in the living room and me and chris were watchin' em in coreys room and it was just a lot of fun spending time like that w/ him. not doing anything, but not being bored either. or having people runnin' all around being loud and annoying. peen & i decided that from now on when she spends the night over here, we'll get my mom to take us over there on her way to work @ like 7:30 and we'll crawl in bed w/ our fellas and go right back to sleep. *mmm i like it!*
i will conclude this entry by saying that i think i have west nile virus. i've had the headaches from hell, been sick a lot lately, been extremely tired, had mood swings, threw up once last night and 3 times 2day(yummy i know)....and have had lots of mosquito bites. my mom thinks i'm pregnant...HA! not me!!!!
GARREN(sp?) MATTHEW ROSAS I AM SOOOO MAD @ YOU!!! we made the deal not to take triple c ever again and then you come in and tell me you ACCIDENTALLY took it?!?! :'( that just breaks my heart!
now i'm waiting on memaw to get home to take me to get neenas b-day stuff...i woulda got it ahead of time but its one of those things ya just cant get ahead of time. she has such a sweet bf! he bought her an $85 kenneth cole watch and today he's giving her a bunny...how cute is that?! her rooms gonna stink tho...i used to have a bunny that me and kayli found on the side of her house and it smelled up my room so bad!! no more rabbits in my room!! just gimme a piggy and i'll be the happiest girl in the world!
man yesterday @ coreys house was so much fun! all day it was just me chris neena and corey...and justin but he slept most of the day. it's really hard for me and chris to get alone time since 1-he lives @ coreys and theres always a million people there, 2-he doesn't have a car anymore, 3-idk its just really hard!!! but yeah yesterday neena and corey were watchin soaps in the living room and me and chris were watchin' em in coreys room and it was just a lot of fun spending time like that w/ him. not doing anything, but not being bored either. or having people runnin' all around being loud and annoying. peen & i decided that from now on when she spends the night over here, we'll get my mom to take us over there on her way to work @ like 7:30 and we'll crawl in bed w/ our fellas and go right back to sleep. *mmm i like it!*
i will conclude this entry by saying that i think i have west nile virus. i've had the headaches from hell, been sick a lot lately, been extremely tired, had mood swings, threw up once last night and 3 times 2day(yummy i know)....and have had lots of mosquito bites. my mom thinks i'm pregnant...HA! not me!!!!
Sunday, July 27, 2003
New post
i got freakin' hit on by a girl @ the mall today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was mucho weird...i hurried up and got in the dressing room and sent my mom a text message tellin' her to get in there b/c i was scared. it was really bad...i didn't know how to react! i wish she woulda asked what my shirt meant...i wore my BTBA shirt-boy tested boy approved. lol oh well life goes on!:-/
so yeah i went to the mall w/ my mom bro & sis 2day and i got 2 shirts and a pair of shorts...i love shopping! there was a random monster puppet show goin on outside of fast forward that we watched for a couple minutes. it was pretty weird!! i don't think the puppeteer lifestyle is for me.
i'm finding all kinds of awesome vintage t-shirt websites online...it's awesome!! ...i know you care!:)
slept on the couch again last night....still scared to sleep in my spider infested room-YUCK!
welp i slept in this morning and didn't go to church but i'm about to shower and stuff so i can go w/ kristin tonight...im happy she's goin!! jugs & peen are gay, they can't go.
so yeah i went to the mall w/ my mom bro & sis 2day and i got 2 shirts and a pair of shorts...i love shopping! there was a random monster puppet show goin on outside of fast forward that we watched for a couple minutes. it was pretty weird!! i don't think the puppeteer lifestyle is for me.
i'm finding all kinds of awesome vintage t-shirt websites online...it's awesome!! ...i know you care!:)
slept on the couch again last night....still scared to sleep in my spider infested room-YUCK!
welp i slept in this morning and didn't go to church but i'm about to shower and stuff so i can go w/ kristin tonight...im happy she's goin!! jugs & peen are gay, they can't go.
L is for the way you look at me...
howdy! well tonight was one interesting night! actually this whole day has been interesting. started out waking up in my moms room(there was a spider in mine last night), moving to my grandmas room, sleeping some more, getting up, and we(me mom bro sis) went to the 1/2 price bookstore. i looked around for forever trying to find something that would interest me but no luck! so i decided to go to the movie section and hunt down The Brave Little Toaster!!!!!! once again, no luck! i REALLY wanna see that movie tho, so if anyone out there has it and doesn't want it anymore, you can give it to me!:-D after that lil adventure, kristin came and got me and we went to pier 1 & the container store to look @ apartment stuff....even tho we're not goin to college station for another year, we'd like to have ideas, hehe! after that we went to coreys, woke chris up, went to kristins and i discovered the Schwan man. wow!!! you know that ice cream truck lookin' thing that sells all kindsa food? well kristins grandma had the catalog from the Schwan man so i was looking thru it and was amazed! everything in there looked soooo yummy! and how the heck does he have all that food crammed into his little bitty truck?! crazyness!! after that we went back to coreys to tell chris we were going to the lake and while he showered we went to sonic and got free food w/ our coupons and didn't even have to give 'em to the chick! i think she was too into her lecture @ kristin for speeding to realize she didn't get em from us...her own fault! after that we got chris, went to pick up jugs(dovie), and went all the way out to the far side of lake ray hubbard and walked around for awhile. the rest of the night was spent yellin' and cuddlin' and harrassing walmart(boy did i miss walmart...)! it was a really fun night tho considering we didn't do anything too exciting. i love chris. seriously i do!! siiiigh i can never be mad @ him for more than like 5 minutes, i swear! yesterday when we went over there i just looked @ him and was like aww ok i missed you! he was crackin' me up tonight...little biter!! the whole ride home tonight was spent w/ kristin crying b/c her knee, chris and dovie beating each other, and me screaming @ them to stop....what a lovely little family!! i missed my peen tho!! she stayed home tonight....corey's outta town til 2morrow and her and kristin arent exactly the best of friends right now. poopers!!
well right now i'm lecturing 2 old good friends about the choices their making and how i know they could be doing better...i learned my lessons, i wish they could learn theirs... it sucks b/c it feels like everything i'm telling them is going in one ear and right out the other, & i'm just giving a lecture and nagging...but i'm doing it b/c i care and i know they can do better w/ their life. siiiiiigh
well i'm about to hit the hay after i finish talkin' to a couple of people on here...gotta get up for church tomorrow morning. and then 2morrow nights' the camp slideshow...ha! that'll be interesting:) goodnight all!
well right now i'm lecturing 2 old good friends about the choices their making and how i know they could be doing better...i learned my lessons, i wish they could learn theirs... it sucks b/c it feels like everything i'm telling them is going in one ear and right out the other, & i'm just giving a lecture and nagging...but i'm doing it b/c i care and i know they can do better w/ their life. siiiiiigh
well i'm about to hit the hay after i finish talkin' to a couple of people on here...gotta get up for church tomorrow morning. and then 2morrow nights' the camp slideshow...ha! that'll be interesting:) goodnight all!
Friday, July 25, 2003
home sweet home
why hello! i just got home from camp a couple hours ago and BOY am i glad to be here!! don't get me wrong, i had a BlAsT, but i got homesick...and boyfriendsick. we had lotsa fun, made lotsa new friends, and learned lotsa new stuff! funny how you take so much stuff for granted. tv, fast food, cars, etc. we were without EVERYTHING for 5 days. well not everything, but ya know! having to walk everywhere for 5 days kinda sucks...luckily i had a few rides on the golf cart! i went rock climbing, played bunches of sports n stuff, and got closer to God. it was mucho fun! we met david, broderick, kj, josh, yeah yeah(josh#2), nick, aaron, jeff, spikey hair guy, mr. perfect, and last but not least, travis and tyler!...and all their lil friends. hehe man oh man church camp people are so freakin' hot and funny! i miss 'em already! :) we had an awesome speaker(thomas young), an awesome drama leader guy(tom toombs-aka-lil tommy), and an awesome band(joey witham)!!! well i came home w/ more knowledge, 2 new shirts, a kazoo, a sunburn, and MANY memories!
man, im upset! i come home missing chris like CRAZY and so excited to see him. peen comes home w/ me and we call over to coreys and tell them to come over so they say ok, kristins taking us to chris' house and then she'll drop us off over there. yeah that was 3 hours ago...we call and they're back @ coreys...looks like they really missed us too huh?! ugh guys...
welp i'm gonna go chill w/ neena bajeena and wait for memaw to wake up so we can get my film developed...HoLLa!:)
man, im upset! i come home missing chris like CRAZY and so excited to see him. peen comes home w/ me and we call over to coreys and tell them to come over so they say ok, kristins taking us to chris' house and then she'll drop us off over there. yeah that was 3 hours ago...we call and they're back @ coreys...looks like they really missed us too huh?! ugh guys...
welp i'm gonna go chill w/ neena bajeena and wait for memaw to wake up so we can get my film developed...HoLLa!:)
Saturday, July 19, 2003
can't live w/ em cant live w/o em...
man. what do you do when your boyfriend has a best friend? thats a girl? thats his exgirlfriend? thats one of your close friends? that he spends every second of every day with? even when he's w/ you? here's the facts:
my boyfriend(chris)s' best friend is kristin. they went out for a year and 7 months. when he had another girlfriend, he got kristin pregnant(she had a miscarraige). they were still having sex when me and matt were together, which isn't that long ago! me and kristin are really good friends, and i've told both of them numerous times that their freindship doesnt bother me, but i can't help it-it does. im just scared that i'm gonna get hurt once again. they hang out all day everyday. even when me and him are together she's right there sayin' chris come here i wanna talk to you, chris come get food w/ me, chris fuck you. i love kristin to pieces and i really hope she wouldn't do that to me, but it makes me wonder when she calls me telling me how no one will ever have what they have and no one will ever take him away from her, not even me. she may not mean to, but it always seems like she's trying to make me jealous of what they have. idk... and i know if i bring anything up it'll just start crap. and i'm afraid that by me saying anything it'll get blown out of proportion and possibly to him choosing me or her. i dont want that happening @ all b/c 1-i love both of them and i DO understand boy/girl best friendships, and 2-b/c best friends are more important than a girlfriend, and i'd get hurt no matter what. i don't want this to be a big deal, or even a deal @ all. but i can't help feeling scaredd and having my suspicions. other people wonder too, it's not just me, but idk! geez louise. and if i tell chris that this is what's bothering me, he'll tell kristin and get mad @ her for making me feel like that. and then she'll get mad @ me for not saying anything to her. and GRR i should have to be scared of telling my boyfriend how i feel. but i am:( i really don't know what to do. i love him and don't wanna lose him. HeLp Me SoMeOnE!!!!! ahhh well im gonna go talk to dovie on the phone and try not to worry about this. holla
my boyfriend(chris)s' best friend is kristin. they went out for a year and 7 months. when he had another girlfriend, he got kristin pregnant(she had a miscarraige). they were still having sex when me and matt were together, which isn't that long ago! me and kristin are really good friends, and i've told both of them numerous times that their freindship doesnt bother me, but i can't help it-it does. im just scared that i'm gonna get hurt once again. they hang out all day everyday. even when me and him are together she's right there sayin' chris come here i wanna talk to you, chris come get food w/ me, chris fuck you. i love kristin to pieces and i really hope she wouldn't do that to me, but it makes me wonder when she calls me telling me how no one will ever have what they have and no one will ever take him away from her, not even me. she may not mean to, but it always seems like she's trying to make me jealous of what they have. idk... and i know if i bring anything up it'll just start crap. and i'm afraid that by me saying anything it'll get blown out of proportion and possibly to him choosing me or her. i dont want that happening @ all b/c 1-i love both of them and i DO understand boy/girl best friendships, and 2-b/c best friends are more important than a girlfriend, and i'd get hurt no matter what. i don't want this to be a big deal, or even a deal @ all. but i can't help feeling scaredd and having my suspicions. other people wonder too, it's not just me, but idk! geez louise. and if i tell chris that this is what's bothering me, he'll tell kristin and get mad @ her for making me feel like that. and then she'll get mad @ me for not saying anything to her. and GRR i should have to be scared of telling my boyfriend how i feel. but i am:( i really don't know what to do. i love him and don't wanna lose him. HeLp Me SoMeOnE!!!!! ahhh well im gonna go talk to dovie on the phone and try not to worry about this. holla
Friday, July 18, 2003
long time no blog
wow i think i've been having blog withdrawals. usually write in here @ least once a day and i haven't written all week! well let's see what's happened....JACK SHIT! i went to the VERY LAST Alabama concert tonight w/ my mom out @ Smirnoff. it was pretty good!! and tomorrow i'm goin' to Warped Tour! WOOHOO! im the m-a-d excited! then sunday afternoon i leave for church camp. i'll be gone til friday...try not to miss me too much! well i'd write more but i'm about to leave....Latems!
Monday, July 14, 2003
sotally tober!
welllll tonight was the first night in a LoNG time that i consumed alcoghol. and i'm proud of myself. not b/c i drank, but b/c i stopped b4 i got drunk. thisf sober lifestyle isn't so bad aftgerall!!!
well today i turnevcnd in my camp money. we leave next sunday and getn back the next friday. man idk how iym gonna be able to be gone so lonmg. i'm gonna miss my mom & my chrisc SoOoOo bad! seriously!!!!! oh well it'bll be tons of fun & hopefully i'll learn a lot andn come back a much better persocn.
tonight @ church cwe talked aboutt love. it was pre3tty intereszting actually!! peen, it's fate im tellin yam!!!!!!!!!!!
went shoppin' today...i,t was fun!! then came home, weent to church, tc, taco buezno, coreys, and swimmin! i l ove chris. for real.h its really love! i've only byeen away from him for 2 hdours and alerady im missin tyhe heck outta him!c!
welkp im gocin ato bed now! hoLLa!
**sorryo for the typos'...let me remind you i drank a little tonight.**
well today i turnevcnd in my camp money. we leave next sunday and getn back the next friday. man idk how iym gonna be able to be gone so lonmg. i'm gonna miss my mom & my chrisc SoOoOo bad! seriously!!!!! oh well it'bll be tons of fun & hopefully i'll learn a lot andn come back a much better persocn.
tonight @ church cwe talked aboutt love. it was pre3tty intereszting actually!! peen, it's fate im tellin yam!!!!!!!!!!!
went shoppin' today...i,t was fun!! then came home, weent to church, tc, taco buezno, coreys, and swimmin! i l ove chris. for real.h its really love! i've only byeen away from him for 2 hdours and alerady im missin tyhe heck outta him!c!
welkp im gocin ato bed now! hoLLa!
**sorryo for the typos'...let me remind you i drank a little tonight.**
Saturday, July 12, 2003
spinwheel
by slinky.
Friday, July 11, 2003
closure
whoa. last night me and peen had a random "letscallalottapeeps" night. i ended up calling jason(my ex bf, to those who dont know) and left him a message. well i get off the computer earlier and saw that i had a new message n missed call..from jay! i wasn't gonna call him back but i was talkin to dovie and mentioned it to her and she said i should call him back so i did. wellllllll we ended up talking for like an hour and a half and he apologized for bein an ass and 4 everything else. we're supposed to hang out tomorrow...THATS gonna be weeeiiird as hell! he's w/ katye and i'm w/ chris so it shouldn't be too weird. im sure it'll be awkward @ first but hopefully it'll just be like two old friends hangin' out! its so freakin strange that i talked to him tho. i seriously thought we'd never talk again. i hated his guts!!! ehh oh well time cures all i suppose. well im gonna go hop in bed. literally HOP! ha. goodnight
Thursday, July 10, 2003
girls will be girls
ahh tonight is relaxing! came home from peen's this morning, took a nap, went to coreys, we all layed around n watched a movie, went to subway & whataburger, back to cor's and then i came home. i just took a nice relaxing bubble bath and now im all cuddled up in a big blankey ab to crawl into my bed! MY BED!!! the one i haven't slept in a week! wow i miss that thing.
i'm happy to say that chris and i are still goin' strong! he's the mad sweet guy & i love him to pieces!! what a guy...
well kiddos it's about that time...HoLLa!
i'm happy to say that chris and i are still goin' strong! he's the mad sweet guy & i love him to pieces!! what a guy...
well kiddos it's about that time...HoLLa!
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
VROOM
ohhhh how could i forget to write about me and dovies lil escapade?!?! ya know those little poppers that look like sperm and you throw em @ the ground and they, well, pop?? wellllll dovie decides to throw one @ this trans am driving the opposite way of us down ridgegate...it hits their window, we see brake lights, they reverse and haul ass after us....we drove all around the neighborhood and eventually park in a driveway and wait for a few minutes. it was very scary...i do not suggest that you do this.
RoxyKiki04: you and storm are soulmates
omg if i have to deal w/ anymore storm crap i'm gonna scream!!!!!!!!! a couple nights ago matt tells me that garrick has a picture of me and storm @ his house. i thought that was weird since i've never hung out w/ both of them @ the same time, so i tell matt to ask ab it! well last night he tells me that it's a picture of us KiSSiNG....never seen it! whered it come from!? so i ask who garricks roommates are and one of em is jason henson. which means that they live @ dustins old house. when me and storm were whatever we were, we were ALWAYS @ dustins, and a lot of the time we were under the influence of alcohol, so that makes sense ab the picture. well matt tells me he has something to ask me when no ones around, so when its just me n him i ask him what it was, and he asked if me and storm were still going out!!!! i was like whaaaat?! when were we ever going out?! yeah we acted like it n stuff but we never titled ourselves, and no we're not @ all what we used to be. well garrick said that he heard that storm and i are still together and stuff. i found this very odd so i asked storm about it...our conversation looked something like this:
me-are you telling people that you and i are going out?? haha
storm-no
me-oh well last night i was informed that we were.
storm-people have been telling me that too
me-like who?
storm-well i'm off to school
me-have a good day!
weird huh!?
moving on, last night was a normal night. dovie came and got me, we went to coreys and hung out w/ chris and jayd, jayd left, we got matt, went to TC, changed our minds, went to subway, met kristin up there, went back to tc, actually got snowcones that time, went to albertsons, went to hawaiian falls, went to nick's, went to walmart, went to dovies, attempted to watch belly, and then kristin n i took corey n chris home and we spent the night @ her casa!! we woke up this morning, read about beautiful timmy mcgraw(ourhubby), and now she's taking her senior pictures and i'm sitting here promoting BIG BROTHER 4 to courtney! i highly recommend that you watch that show! it's the MAD good!:) welpers thats it for now...HOLLA!
me-are you telling people that you and i are going out?? haha
storm-no
me-oh well last night i was informed that we were.
storm-people have been telling me that too
me-like who?
storm-well i'm off to school
me-have a good day!
weird huh!?
moving on, last night was a normal night. dovie came and got me, we went to coreys and hung out w/ chris and jayd, jayd left, we got matt, went to TC, changed our minds, went to subway, met kristin up there, went back to tc, actually got snowcones that time, went to albertsons, went to hawaiian falls, went to nick's, went to walmart, went to dovies, attempted to watch belly, and then kristin n i took corey n chris home and we spent the night @ her casa!! we woke up this morning, read about beautiful timmy mcgraw(ourhubby), and now she's taking her senior pictures and i'm sitting here promoting BIG BROTHER 4 to courtney! i highly recommend that you watch that show! it's the MAD good!:) welpers thats it for now...HOLLA!
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
unicow
OH!! i forgot to write about me and kyli's thrift adventures yesterday!! well we're in the first store, and it was pretty boring until me n kyle got the shit scared out of us by this black man w/ a freakin deep voice! no luck there. 2nd thrift store was a little more enertaining. we found nash. he was mad tho b/c he lost his other purple slipper...poor kid! he was kickin some butt in that video game tho!!! next stop-dollar general!! we tried on some kick ass glasses...but i can see so i didn't need the "Readers". we found this creature we like to call a unicow, or cowcorn. veeery interesting! i shoulda bought it!! hahaha then we're standing there and this lady asked where somethin was and the worker guy goes. "oh yah it's over there buy the lsdfjghsljfgblahblahblah..." hahaha it was really freakin funny! she went n looked too! i betcha she's still tryin' to find the lsdfjghsljfgblahblahblah. fun times fun times!! ((how weird is that we CAMPED?!)) then i caught kyle grafiti-ing some pay phone!! *DIG* on our way home we saw this red truck w/ like 50million people shoved in the bed of it, amidst a whole bunch of like bags n suitcases n stuff. i think they were runaway carnies. even the slut!! well our day was mighty eventful and i thoroughly enjoyed it...it will definately happen again one day soon!!
more ovaltine please
welp, last night was...last night! i was supposed to spend the night @ kristins but when we got back to garland she was tired so she went home to rest-dovie was gonna take me over there on her way homebut when we were on our way over there around 12 i called, and kristins already passed out. sooooo she wants me to stay the night tonight!! i didn't wanna go home and put up w/ ?'s from my mom on why i begged n begged to stay out and then ended up coming home, so i stayed @ coreys. 2day we woke up fairly early, i watched corey n chris playfight, and then me n christopher todd took like an hour nap. then we woke up again, nick came over, then dovies' lyin ass jimmy driver(he gets on my MAD nerves...jugs-remind me to tell u what he said ab the wreck)came over, then jayd n trey did. the guys(well all except nicholas, he's still really banged up) all went to hawaiian falls and i came home b/c i didn't feel like bein the only girl around a bunch of boys nemore....so now im sittin here drinkin a pepsi twist and eatin' cold pizza w/ ranch. wow.
Monday, July 07, 2003
Title:
WOW. night before last was way too eventful for me. im just gonna sum up...nick n matt fought, garrick n nick fought, nick ended up in the trauma center @ parkland. he looked so bad, no one could even stand to look @ him except me n justin. and justin couldn't stand to touch him so it was lil ol me takin care of my nicholas. yikes what a night. and before all that happened, kristin informed me once again of her going to corey's to wake chris up and this girl was sleepin' all up on him....so then we go to walmart to get the phone number off her missing persons ad(she's a runaway) and i call her mother and inform her of her daughters whereabouts. later on we trick her into goin to w-mart w/ us and we met her mom and the cops there and now she'll be spending a looooong time w/ the cops and then off to a mental institution. interesting, huh!?! that'll teach ya to go sleep next to my boyfriend after he's already passed out! last night was much more calm...nick got out of the hospital so we visited him, hung out @ coreys, and went to walmart. im getting mucho tired of hangin' out @ wal-mart!! we're running outta fun things to do there. ha! we told on someone else last night...like 2 weeks ago this guy backed into dovie and he was like omg omg omg im so sorry ill pay 4 it blah blah blah! dovie was like oh dont worry about it, but her dad told her he wants the jimmy guy to pay for the light n thats it. so we try trackin him down and the guy tells chris to tell dovie that he MOVED!!! and we see him yesterday and he wont even talk to us. so he leaves and so do we. where did we go, you ask?? to his mommy and daddys' house! turns out he told his parents that someone had backed into him while was working. im pretty sure his car was the one doin' the reversing, and he doesn't work @ the firewheel pool. BUSTED!!!!!!!!!! muahahaha well i think i'm bout to go thriftin' w/ kyli and then hangin out w/ kristin and whoever else when she gets off @ 3. HaSTa PaSTa
**yayforpeensnewcutehousew/thecuteguys!!**
**yayforpeensnewcutehousew/thecuteguys!!**
Saturday, July 05, 2003
to blog or not to blog?
people i know that read my blog:
neena landess(even tho she's computerless right now)
dovie lee
courtney croslin
nick mathews
my mom
people i know that don't read my blog:
everyone else
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hmm... i don't even know why i continue to write in this thing. i'm addicted to reading everyone elses blog, but who looks forward to reading mine? no one, i'm sure! i have no form of writing, i never write about anything of any substance, and im sure people get tired of reading about what i do everynight. the only person i know who regurlary reads this is my mom. and thats just so she can see what i'm up to and if there's anything worth punishing me for. so to sum this post up, i am asking you-my internet audience-should i end my blog, or keep it going? AIM-xxdreamychachexx or misscherri7310@yahoo.com
neena landess(even tho she's computerless right now)
dovie lee
courtney croslin
nick mathews
my mom
people i know that don't read my blog:
everyone else
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hmm... i don't even know why i continue to write in this thing. i'm addicted to reading everyone elses blog, but who looks forward to reading mine? no one, i'm sure! i have no form of writing, i never write about anything of any substance, and im sure people get tired of reading about what i do everynight. the only person i know who regurlary reads this is my mom. and thats just so she can see what i'm up to and if there's anything worth punishing me for. so to sum this post up, i am asking you-my internet audience-should i end my blog, or keep it going? AIM-xxdreamychachexx or misscherri7310@yahoo.com
let's talk about sex baby
hahahaha dovie joan lee cracks me up! she lectures me for having sex and tells me to wait. when me and chris(or my new studmuffin, as mr. mathews called him) started talking, dovie was like don't have sex w/ him wait @ least a week!!! and then today she calls and tells me i NEED to have sex w/ him, that it's about time! how funny is that?@ haha sorry for my random blogness i just thought that was hilarious.
stuck in the middle with you
how come the people you love make you hurt so bad?? tonight was another drama night w/ matt. he was really really drunk and tried yelling @ me, dovie stook up for me, he threw CO2 thingies @ her, and scared the shit out of me. well later on kristin gets there and goes off on him on how he doesnt need to say stuff like that to me, and he just stares @ her. we're all about to leave and me and chris are in corey's room and i notice matt glaring @ me in the doorway so i put chris in front of me and matt yells, "you're a fuckin bitch chris!" and chris is like wtf and matt freakin SPITS on us! not on accident either, he hawked that shit and effin SPIT on us!!! i was like OMG THATS FREAKIN DISGUSTING!! and matt charges! dovie and kristin run in to help me seperate em, dovie gets freakin hit by matt in the chest(y's it always gotta be the chest?!), i get hit in my damn lip, and jayd finally runs in and throws matt outta the house. well we finally get matt calmed down enough for us to walk out the house, and he's sittin there talkin shit to chris while we're walkin by him-thank god chris was the bigger person then and just ignored him!!! so we're all gettin' in our cars to leave and matt just comes chargin @ chris, everyones rollin' around in the street tryin' to get matt away from chris....chris wasn't prevoking any of this, matts freakin psycho now! see what drugs'll do to ya?!?! finally they get matt into tay's truck and go to take him home and we all go to the albertsons parking lot to calm down n figure out what the game plan is. kristin got kicked in the face so her nose is bleeding, chris' hands n knees are bleeding, my lips bleeding, dovie's freakin in pain, and the rest of the guys are just tryin to make sure we're all ok. well chris n kristin leave to go calm kristin down n stuff and im talkin to nick n justin and i just start bawling. seriously, none of this would have happened if it weren't for me....chris and matt were friends til i broke up w/ matt and like a week later started talkin to chris. i feel like freakin shit!!!! everyone keeps telling me that its not my fault, that its matts for bein fucked up and an idiot, but i still can't help but think that they'd still be cool if i hadn't come between them. grrr... WeLlLlLl.... after everyone's calm and done bleeding, we go to the retreat and just chill n calm down and it was an ok end to the night. me and kristin went to walmart to get some liquid bandaids, seal and soothe mouth/lip stuff, and lil chubs...DONT EVER BUY SEAL & SOOTH!!!!!! it's freakin disgusting! it feels like you have wax paper lips...i've been pickin and peelin it off for well over an hour and a half now, and its StIlL not all gone! YUCK! the moral of my story is don't do drugs! i know this may sound hypocritical, but i've learned from my mistakes!! we've pretty much lost what used to be a really good friend/family member. b/c of the choices he's made while under the influence of drugs and/or alcohol, he won't be hanging out w/ us for a very long time, if @ all.
ha i'm going backwards in this post...before i went out w/ tha family, my mom, sister, and i went to richardson to watch the fireworks..they were mucho pretty! they lasted a lot longer than garlands too...it was fun!! on the way, we stopped by the gas station and i saw some really cool guys!!!! thanks 4 tha phone call!;) and before that i spent the day w/ peen helping them move in and then swimming and stuff! HAY-low! dawson joey pacey & jen!!! too bad pacey's psycho! hot, but psycho!
well kiddo's-i hope everyone ELSE had a good fun and safe holiday! MuAh!
ha i'm going backwards in this post...before i went out w/ tha family, my mom, sister, and i went to richardson to watch the fireworks..they were mucho pretty! they lasted a lot longer than garlands too...it was fun!! on the way, we stopped by the gas station and i saw some really cool guys!!!! thanks 4 tha phone call!;) and before that i spent the day w/ peen helping them move in and then swimming and stuff! HAY-low! dawson joey pacey & jen!!! too bad pacey's psycho! hot, but psycho!
well kiddo's-i hope everyone ELSE had a good fun and safe holiday! MuAh!
Friday, July 04, 2003
happy fourth of july!!!
i'm having a cough attack! ow/ew!!!
last night me, dovie, peen, kristin, chris, and matt all met up w/ my mom, grandma, sister, brother, and his friend to watch the fireworks! they finally came on like 30 minutes too late but they were pretty! this is the first year ever i've gotten to watch them w/ a boyfriend...awwww!!! hehe after that we went to star spangled 4th b/c kristin had to talk to a work friend @ the hawaiian falls stand. then we went to whataburger and ate and met up w/ taylor(kenbarbie) and him and matt left and the rest of us went to wal-mart since they'res nothing else to do in this gay town. dovie and neena raced their electric wheelchair thingys and dovie got SPANKED! i didn't have 10 o clock curfew again & peen got to stay the night! woohoo!!! so we came back to my house after a jerky car ride(tehe) and storm came over!! wow i missed that kid! i hadn't seen him since he left for the air force in like march! he brought his hot roomate too! oh man it was so hard trying to ignore his flirtatiousness! he was trying to kiss on me n stuff but i was a good girlfriend and stayed strong!!!! :-D siiiigh... hey peen-"i'm mind orgasming right now" hahaha "you have really soft skin!"
well 2day is the 4th and i'm not sure what my plans are for the day...i have to go to the mall b/c i bought a skirt the other day and i go to put it on last night, and the gay sensor's still on it! and then my mom wants me to go swim w/ her, my sis, bro, & his friend, but we'll see! i'm thinkin pools are gonna be hella crowded today!! i wanna go to the lake but i don't feel like bein shoved on my step-grandpa's boat w/ like 50 old drunk people. i think chris is taking us to breckenridge tonight to see the fireworks. i've hear they're really pretty there-can't wait!! i love that guy:)
last night me, dovie, peen, kristin, chris, and matt all met up w/ my mom, grandma, sister, brother, and his friend to watch the fireworks! they finally came on like 30 minutes too late but they were pretty! this is the first year ever i've gotten to watch them w/ a boyfriend...awwww!!! hehe after that we went to star spangled 4th b/c kristin had to talk to a work friend @ the hawaiian falls stand. then we went to whataburger and ate and met up w/ taylor(kenbarbie) and him and matt left and the rest of us went to wal-mart since they'res nothing else to do in this gay town. dovie and neena raced their electric wheelchair thingys and dovie got SPANKED! i didn't have 10 o clock curfew again & peen got to stay the night! woohoo!!! so we came back to my house after a jerky car ride(tehe) and storm came over!! wow i missed that kid! i hadn't seen him since he left for the air force in like march! he brought his hot roomate too! oh man it was so hard trying to ignore his flirtatiousness! he was trying to kiss on me n stuff but i was a good girlfriend and stayed strong!!!! :-D siiiigh... hey peen-"i'm mind orgasming right now" hahaha "you have really soft skin!"
well 2day is the 4th and i'm not sure what my plans are for the day...i have to go to the mall b/c i bought a skirt the other day and i go to put it on last night, and the gay sensor's still on it! and then my mom wants me to go swim w/ her, my sis, bro, & his friend, but we'll see! i'm thinkin pools are gonna be hella crowded today!! i wanna go to the lake but i don't feel like bein shoved on my step-grandpa's boat w/ like 50 old drunk people. i think chris is taking us to breckenridge tonight to see the fireworks. i've hear they're really pretty there-can't wait!! i love that guy:)
Thursday, July 03, 2003
ilovejustinbrown
krazy kidd J: your a jerk
krazy kidd J: dorkus malorkus
xXDREAMyChacheXx: thank you:-D
krazy kidd J: i love you
xXDREAMyChacheXx: i love you too
krazy kidd J: you are the bread to my sandwich
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the jelly to my pb&j
krazy kidd J: you are the keyboard to my personal computer
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the knob to my door
krazy kidd J: you are the tap to my keg
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the flame to my candle
krazy kidd J: you are the water to my shower
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the cd to my stereo
krazy kidd J: you are the socks to my shoes
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the film to my camera
krazy kidd J: you are the heather to my foster
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the justin to my brown
xXDREAMyChacheXx: we're pimps
krazy kidd J: damn rizzle
xXDREAMyChacheXx: hehe
krazy kidd J: dorkus malorkus
xXDREAMyChacheXx: thank you:-D
krazy kidd J: i love you
xXDREAMyChacheXx: i love you too
krazy kidd J: you are the bread to my sandwich
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the jelly to my pb&j
krazy kidd J: you are the keyboard to my personal computer
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the knob to my door
krazy kidd J: you are the tap to my keg
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the flame to my candle
krazy kidd J: you are the water to my shower
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the cd to my stereo
krazy kidd J: you are the socks to my shoes
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the film to my camera
krazy kidd J: you are the heather to my foster
xXDREAMyChacheXx: you are the justin to my brown
xXDREAMyChacheXx: we're pimps
krazy kidd J: damn rizzle
xXDREAMyChacheXx: hehe
HmPh!
damn the bass on my grandpa's computer hits HARD!!! ok i'm talkin like a guy. but seriously! im used to my crappy little speakers and the one to the right only works when it feels like it. and now my internet sucks ass so i've been using this computer and he has 5 speakers all around in here and then a sub under the desk. the pictures on the walls are shakin'! i'm jealous...think he'd notice if he walked in and had my shit speakers and his were gone? hmmm...
yay! peen got to go out last night!!! i went over there and dovie came over and then we met everyone @ corey's(except corey, he was @ his game). so we stood around, went to sonic to get drinks, and then me dovie n neena went to star spangled 4th to ride something w/ my bro n sis b4 they left. after that we met up w/ our group, but some of em didn't come...nick busted his eye open and so they stayed to help him out. so all night it was me kristin n chris and then peen corey dovie n matt...sorry for stickin you w/ that partner dovie! well thats pretty much my whole night!
wow and now im dealing w/ kristin drama. why cant everyone all just get along for one freakin day?! im so tired of fighting...and the strange thing is, is that no one else ever fights, its always kristin and someone else...HMM....
yay! peen got to go out last night!!! i went over there and dovie came over and then we met everyone @ corey's(except corey, he was @ his game). so we stood around, went to sonic to get drinks, and then me dovie n neena went to star spangled 4th to ride something w/ my bro n sis b4 they left. after that we met up w/ our group, but some of em didn't come...nick busted his eye open and so they stayed to help him out. so all night it was me kristin n chris and then peen corey dovie n matt...sorry for stickin you w/ that partner dovie! well thats pretty much my whole night!
wow and now im dealing w/ kristin drama. why cant everyone all just get along for one freakin day?! im so tired of fighting...and the strange thing is, is that no one else ever fights, its always kristin and someone else...HMM....
Wednesday, July 02, 2003
aaron's bible
hmm somethings wrong w/ my blog. when you go to www.heatherfoster.blogspot.com it sends you to some website called Aaron's Bible! who is aaron and why has my blog turned into his bible?!?!
goodbye to you you're taking up my time
church camp is july 20th-25th! woohoo! me n peen are gonna pimp the bottom beds like WHOA! mt lebanon here we come!
ok sorry 4 that outburst
grr i think all my skin is gonna fall off. im mad peeling from the bad sunburn i had! ehh oh well!
yesterday dovie came and got me and we went to her house to play w/ Bobo(her sugarglider) and so she could change clothes. so thats what we did and then we went and met up w/ chris kristin and matt and drove around, dropped gay matt off @ coreys b/c he didnt wanna hang out w/ us(us? me!). then we went to subway to visit tay n get some free grub!(my 2nd subway dinner of the night) and yah didn't do anything too exciting last night just a lotta driving and stuff! it was fun tho! i love my christopher todd!!!!!!:)
im on a diet. it consists of subway chick-fil-a and taco bell. kristin is joining me, anyone else up 4 it??
ok sorry 4 that outburst
grr i think all my skin is gonna fall off. im mad peeling from the bad sunburn i had! ehh oh well!
yesterday dovie came and got me and we went to her house to play w/ Bobo(her sugarglider) and so she could change clothes. so thats what we did and then we went and met up w/ chris kristin and matt and drove around, dropped gay matt off @ coreys b/c he didnt wanna hang out w/ us(us? me!). then we went to subway to visit tay n get some free grub!(my 2nd subway dinner of the night) and yah didn't do anything too exciting last night just a lotta driving and stuff! it was fun tho! i love my christopher todd!!!!!!:)
im on a diet. it consists of subway chick-fil-a and taco bell. kristin is joining me, anyone else up 4 it??
Tuesday, July 01, 2003
days of heathers life
ok wellllll yesterday when all of us girls were talking on our way home from arlington, kristin randomly goes heather i was talking about you yesterday!! i was like what?!?! and she said that somehow her and vanessa palmer got on the topic of me, whch somehow led to the topic of me and storm. vanessa told kristin that storm had told her how likes me soooo much and he's in love w/ me and he talks about me a lot and other stuff like that. and that he told her all this the other day when he was @ her house. i was like whoa! interesting!! so today me and natalie were talking n i told her ab it, and then she tells me that jessica told her that storm has been telling her to break up w/ her boyfriend and that he loves her so much and he wants her to freakin marry him and move to alaska(he's gonna be stationed there) w/ him. and she had read my blog about how i told him i loved him and that he went to my house the other morning. well after he left my house, he went to her house. she asked him about all this and he denied even talking to me! he said he hasn't talked to me in a long time, and basically made it seem like i made everything up. what the heck?! if you're gonna freakin lie and tell people you don't even talk to me, then dont! gaaaaah guys are so gay i swear! oh well im happy w/ my chris right now!:-D ugh well im gonna watch my soaps, take a bath, and get ready to go out...HoLlA
Monday, June 30, 2003
expect the unexpected
well as you all know, today was our big "family" trip to 6 flags...it started off w/ all the guys oversleeping, so me neena n kristin were stuck liftin the ice n cooler n stuff, then we go to coreys and ALMOST everyone was up. joel and taylor ended up not going b/c they were too lazy too get up. soooo it was me chris neena corey kristin dovie nick n matt. we all cram into the van, and begin out incredible journey. well we get to 6flags, pass up everyone in line to buy tickets(we were smart n bought them ahead of time), and start walkin thru the metal detectors. hahaha wellllll good ol corey bleau forgets he has a knife in his pocket so he gets in trouble w. security, we stand around in the heat for @ least a good hour and a half while he's in the security building. it ended w/ us alll having to turn around and leave...w/o riding a darn thing!!! they refunded our tickets, but neena threw away her ticket stub, and they wouldn't refund coreys', so we just got 6 of 8 tickets back. and coreys suspended from 6 flags for awhile. so we start to leave and the power steering isn't working so we're driving around in arlington w/ a car that barely turns, no AC(y? we didnt know...yet), kristin's freakin out b/c its hard to drive, and yah! so we finally get to a gas station and chris gets out to look under the hood and the car is smoking like whoa and the car was overheating, and we find out a freakin belt broke! sooo we end up sitting @ this gas station and some hot ass subway w/ rude workers for HOURS and hours! @ least we made the best out of the situation and managed to have SOME fun...dovie-ZIMA! hahahaha!! well kristins grandpa shows up and tries to fix the belt but it still wouldn't work, so we had to call a tow truck, the van got towed, gay trey comes and takes the guys home, and kristins grandpa takes us girls back to kristins. we had a MAJOR gab fest ab all the guys and more funny stuff. it was a blast! we went to subway so peen could get food, and then we took her home b/c she's still grounded:( and then we go to coreys, wake the guys up, and me dovie kristin chris & trey went to razoo's. we had a mad food fight, told our waitress secrets, talked about how justin timberlake and cameron diaz were sitting right by where we were sitting the other night, and more fun stuff. after that we went back to coreys, got the fellas, and went to like 3 pools b4 we settled on good 'ol stoneleigh. me n dovie went to sonic first and visited mike, and talked to cody for a bit. sooo our evening was spent @ stoneleigh swimming, w/ almost no drama! nick was being an ass to kristin so that was no bueno, but other than that it was a blast! aw man...i was so mad! when i first got in the pool, i was standing next to the waterfall in the top pool enjoying my ocean water, and all of a sudden corey freakin picks me up and throws me in the bottom pool and i MAD belly flopped! but all i was worried about was my ocean water hahahaha...surprisingly it survived that and a few more dunks! the night ended w/ some randomers showing up when we were ab to leave and then chris taking me home! wow that guy is freakin great! he's sooo cute, and SoOoOo sweet!!! im surprised @ how comfortable i am w/ him. i think its b/c i feel like i live w/ those guys and idk!! i dont know of any other guy that i'd let play w/ my feet and toes and knees. hahaha he was getting dirt off my toes @ subway! how sweet is that??!?! lolol! it REALLY upsets me that my mom doesn't approve of him tho. :( she just needs to give him a chance! he's the mad sweet! and he really is a good guy. he won't do triple c anymore, i've never heard of him drinking or doing any other drug. except for weed but thats an occasional thing, and mom you gotta understand that! u did way worse when u were my age, and im sure u dated a lot worse. look @ my dad!!!!! hahaha but seriously...he's a really good guy, he's got a good head on his shoulders, and yah idk! oh! and him and dovie were having a sex talk ab me the other day and he was like im not even worried about having sex w/ her, i could do w/o it! which proves that he's in this for me, and not just some ass. i know its hard mommy but please try not to be so judgemental! i love ya!! well now im watchin tv and tired as crap so im ab to hit the sack! goodnight all! much love...
is it just me or has my blog turned into a million email like posts to my mom?! ha sorry guys ill try n cut down tha mom talk:)even tho shes the best ever!
is it just me or has my blog turned into a million email like posts to my mom?! ha sorry guys ill try n cut down tha mom talk:)even tho shes the best ever!
Sunday, June 29, 2003
breakin' outta prison!
woohoo! tonight is my last night of groundedness!! even tho its only been since yesterday morning, it feels like its been FOREVER!!!!!!
last night i babysat my brother & sister and watched GAY-BINGO-A-GO-GO on the phone w/ peen! i got my cell phone back before my mom went out so that was bueno! my mom wouldn't let anyone come over last night tho so that sucked...she said i'd have to see storm the next time he was in town...so this morning im sleeping and my brother comes in and is like storms here to see you!!!! and i was like crap! 1-im sleeping 2-i look like crap and havent seen the guy in almost 4 months 3-if my mom catches me ill be in big trouble. so i tell chris to tell storm i cant talk b/c im grounded, and i went back to sleep. well i wake up to my mom yelling @ me for not going and talking to him and i was like what tha....?!?!?! so i tried getting a hold of him so i could tell him to come back but no success. oh well theres always next time, right? :-/ so after i get up, me and my mom had a talk and we're both giving a little and we came to the conclusion thaaaat.......i'm ungrounded starting 2morrow!!! except starting tuesday i have a 10oclock curfew for a week...but oh well its much better than being totally grounded! after our talk me my mom my bro n my sis went to the mall and i got a skirt and 2 shirts and a smoothie! then i went to albertsons to buy my 6 flags ticket for ToMoRrOw!!i got to see my christopher todd AND my peen 2day! i went to corey's to get my Vanilla Sky back and to see my chris, but ended up talking to kristin the whole time about some gay ass shit! then i saw peen when i took her taco bell for dinner. i'm such a good friend!! i had taco bell for lunch AND dinner AND a snack today. i think i'm gonna turn into a meximelt... well tonight i've been sitting around watching vanilla sky and working out all this gay drama that freakin matt's causing. he's such a baby! seriously!! who says "if she goes, im not going"?! i dont have a problem being around you, whats ur problem w/ being around me?? im not gonna try and talk to you about all this unless you want me to, b/c i dont need anymore of you're pointless SHIT. i know you're hurting or w/e and i respect you more than to sit in front of you and make out w/ chris or w/e, i seriously don't know why you're flipping out like this. everybody thinks youre acting rediculous about this whole thing...get over it and grow up!! AND dont you EEEEVVVVEEEERRRR say you're gonna HIT me again! THANKS!! so after talking to dovie kristin n chris and workin' everything out w/ THEM, i watched my movie and played w/ my family. now i'm watching i love lucy talkin' to cassidy and about to pass the heck out! gotta big day ahead of me! the FAMILY's goin to 6flags! WOOT WOOT! peen you better be able to talk your mom into still letting you go! idk what i'll do w/o u there!! just sit and cry all day probably...:)i love ya!
last night i babysat my brother & sister and watched GAY-BINGO-A-GO-GO on the phone w/ peen! i got my cell phone back before my mom went out so that was bueno! my mom wouldn't let anyone come over last night tho so that sucked...she said i'd have to see storm the next time he was in town...so this morning im sleeping and my brother comes in and is like storms here to see you!!!! and i was like crap! 1-im sleeping 2-i look like crap and havent seen the guy in almost 4 months 3-if my mom catches me ill be in big trouble. so i tell chris to tell storm i cant talk b/c im grounded, and i went back to sleep. well i wake up to my mom yelling @ me for not going and talking to him and i was like what tha....?!?!?! so i tried getting a hold of him so i could tell him to come back but no success. oh well theres always next time, right? :-/ so after i get up, me and my mom had a talk and we're both giving a little and we came to the conclusion thaaaat.......i'm ungrounded starting 2morrow!!! except starting tuesday i have a 10oclock curfew for a week...but oh well its much better than being totally grounded! after our talk me my mom my bro n my sis went to the mall and i got a skirt and 2 shirts and a smoothie! then i went to albertsons to buy my 6 flags ticket for ToMoRrOw!!i got to see my christopher todd AND my peen 2day! i went to corey's to get my Vanilla Sky back and to see my chris, but ended up talking to kristin the whole time about some gay ass shit! then i saw peen when i took her taco bell for dinner. i'm such a good friend!! i had taco bell for lunch AND dinner AND a snack today. i think i'm gonna turn into a meximelt... well tonight i've been sitting around watching vanilla sky and working out all this gay drama that freakin matt's causing. he's such a baby! seriously!! who says "if she goes, im not going"?! i dont have a problem being around you, whats ur problem w/ being around me?? im not gonna try and talk to you about all this unless you want me to, b/c i dont need anymore of you're pointless SHIT. i know you're hurting or w/e and i respect you more than to sit in front of you and make out w/ chris or w/e, i seriously don't know why you're flipping out like this. everybody thinks youre acting rediculous about this whole thing...get over it and grow up!! AND dont you EEEEVVVVEEEERRRR say you're gonna HIT me again! THANKS!! so after talking to dovie kristin n chris and workin' everything out w/ THEM, i watched my movie and played w/ my family. now i'm watching i love lucy talkin' to cassidy and about to pass the heck out! gotta big day ahead of me! the FAMILY's goin to 6flags! WOOT WOOT! peen you better be able to talk your mom into still letting you go! idk what i'll do w/o u there!! just sit and cry all day probably...:)i love ya!
well i totally agree w/ what krystle said in her blog. if ya havent read it, me and her had a talk tonight about all the drama thats been going on. even tho it hasn't been directly between me and her, we're still in the same fight, if you wanna call it that. after talking to her i realized that this whole thing was really gay. yah i knew that from the start, but it got out of hand. no more blog wars for me. if they agree to stop talkin shit then so do i! and she said somethin that really made sense...just b/c you aren't friends, it doesnt mean you have to be enemies. yah i'll always hold what happened against courtney, and thats not gonna change, but it doesn't mean i'm not over it, b/c i am. things like are gonna happen but it's really not worth all the stress. i don't wanna fight anymore and i know we're not, i'm just saying... courtney, i still dont agree w/ what happened, mainly HOW it happened, but i want you to know that i'm over it. and im not gonna hold it against you anymore and keep stressin. im not saying we should be the best of friends, i just dont wanna be enemies(another thing krys said). i know you care and i hope you know i do too, even tho i may not act like it. i've just been going thru lotsa crap lately and i wanna say that i'm sorry if i've hurt your feelings or been rude to you. we should have just settled this the mature way and not let it get like it did. i will admit that i was wrong by fighting back in my blog and saying some things i shouldnt have said. hopefully you feel the same way. i just wish that it could have been settled like this from the start. and krystle, i never had a problem w/ you...i had a problem w/ some of the things that you said to/about neena, but that's not my deal. that's between you and neena. hopefully we can all just get over this and @ least get along... yeah i'll agree that some of the stuff i did was immature, but i hope you can see how you could have handled it more maturly too. i do care about you girls and i really do appreciate your caring for me. we may not ever talk again as long as we live, we may someday all be the best of friends, who knows?! i just want the gayness to be over and out of the picture. and i hope that you girls and neena can settle your differences too. that's about all i have to say about this, but yah i'm always here if you need to talk or whatever. THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
storm's in town tonight and wants to stop by and i wanna see him and my mom wont let me. i also really wanna see my christopher todd but she's not letting that happen either. being grounded for no reason really sucks...:'(
storm's in town tonight and wants to stop by and i wanna see him and my mom wont let me. i also really wanna see my christopher todd but she's not letting that happen either. being grounded for no reason really sucks...:'(
Saturday, June 28, 2003
truce?
it's all OvEr!!!!!! NO MORE DRAMA POR FAVOR! i'm holding up the white flag on this one.
i just ate some good freakin food! it's from that new burger place on belt line where burger king used to be...by planet tan and stuff. i highly recommend it!
so it's lookin' like i'm not gonna be moving in with peen anymore. we got into some major trouble this morning....gay!!! i haven't talked to her tho since we fell asleep this morning. but her mom and my mom did a lot of talking and im afraid i wont be able to talk to my peen for awhile...yikes! im already goin' crazy and i just talked to her this morning. what am i gonna do?!
i just ate some good freakin food! it's from that new burger place on belt line where burger king used to be...by planet tan and stuff. i highly recommend it!
so it's lookin' like i'm not gonna be moving in with peen anymore. we got into some major trouble this morning....gay!!! i haven't talked to her tho since we fell asleep this morning. but her mom and my mom did a lot of talking and im afraid i wont be able to talk to my peen for awhile...yikes! im already goin' crazy and i just talked to her this morning. what am i gonna do?!
amidsummernightsnightmare
since when does honesty get you in trouble when you didn't do anything wrong? im sorry for not respecting your decisions. i do respect and care about you tho. i'll work on it i promise! can you please work on not being so strict too? i WANT to be honest with you and tell you everything but you're making it really hard when i can't be happy and tell you stuff if all you do is badmouth the people that make me happy. i love you so much and i hate when we're like this. i dont know what i'd do w/o you...and i dont wanna find out either. please give them a chance...they're helping me thru everything too and they do care. i know you had a really bad first impression but you gotta understand i made the same mistakes. you know i'm a good person, theyre good people too. please try and understand where im coming from...you were my age once. i want you to get to know them like i do...you'll realize they're not that bad. and maybe then when you realize they're not what you think, you can start trusting me a little more. i love you.
i finally found a guy i'm really comfortable with. sucks that there's drama about it, but you never know...it could be worth it all in the long run!
my cell phone got taken away and i'm grounded for a week...hopefully i can get out of it b/c i didn't intentionally lie. i realize i was wrong by asking until i got my way but i'm gonna work on that...please work on trusting me and believing me and treating me like i'm 17. i know i'm still a kid but you gotta let me live a little too.
last night was fun...hung out w/ all the usuals and spent the night @ corey's. sounds like matt pretty much hates me now:( im a "fucking bitch". i didn't mean to hurt him and i feel bad but...wow i dont even know.
i finally found a guy i'm really comfortable with. sucks that there's drama about it, but you never know...it could be worth it all in the long run!
my cell phone got taken away and i'm grounded for a week...hopefully i can get out of it b/c i didn't intentionally lie. i realize i was wrong by asking until i got my way but i'm gonna work on that...please work on trusting me and believing me and treating me like i'm 17. i know i'm still a kid but you gotta let me live a little too.
last night was fun...hung out w/ all the usuals and spent the night @ corey's. sounds like matt pretty much hates me now:( im a "fucking bitch". i didn't mean to hurt him and i feel bad but...wow i dont even know.
Friday, June 27, 2003
julie or sophia??
is it really after 5 in the freakin morning?!
wow i feel like tom cruise in vanilla sky...fuck buddy or love?? even tho the fuck buddy could be love too and there's no fuckin goin' on...ok you caught me, i just wanted to mention the greatest movie in existance. but seriously! what do u do when u secretly like a guy and he secretly likes you too, but if it got out all hell would break loose?? hmmm...just when things start to calm down again something else has to happen to stress me out again.
tonight was nice!! went to corey's, sat around & did the usual, went to stoneleigh, went up and visited justin for a while....fun stuff! he's beautiful & i love him more than life itself! hehe whataguy!! then we went down to the pool and swam for awhile til our good cop friend came to tell us goodnight. then we went to the firewheel retreat pool and hung out w/ a whole bunch of peeps. daryl...me u n drunken ramirez...starbucks! dont 4get! cass-i'll never 4get new years haha you better not either! theeeen we went to corey's again but just for a minute b/c sean wright was there tryin to fight w/ all our guys all by himself...nice try! and dovies NOT a bitch...@ least he didn't hit her like his brother!!!!! so then me and peen came home and donald came over and we watched vanilla sky...donald's the best scratcher in the world! thanks bud! theeeeen he left and chris taylor & matt came over so we sat in the back of tay's truck and laughed and had a merry time til corey found out they were all here so he came over too and him and peen worked out they're gay fight(boysdontknowwhatENOUGHmeans!) and we read all about boobs & such until my mom calls and bitches at me and tells me to come inside. i really dont see what the big deal is w/ me sitting in front of my house in the back of taylor's truck where she can see everything i'm doing if she wants. i'm doing the same thing i'd be doing inside the house, except w/ the fellas & its outside. she tells me im fucking up again and that she's gonna give me a triple c test. yeah if they even HAVE such thing, i'll be glad to take it! after our freakin huge talk about all that i can't believe she doesn't think i'm being honest about not taking it. UGH!!! and how am i fucking up?! mom i know you'll read this....im seriously not doing anything wrong i swear to you! i was talking to my friends for cryin' out loud! whats so wrong w/ that????? you were a teenager once, you know on a summer night you dont wanna be cooped up inside the house...if ur gonna make me come home so early then @ least let me sit outside w/ some friends. if i was gonna do any kinda drug or have sex or do w/e you think i'm doing, it wouldnt be in front of our house! just some innocent chatting! grr.... enough of that!
2morrow i have a dr's appt @ 4:30 finally!! storms supposed to come down again this w/e....mb i'll finally get to see him! it's WAY overdue! i miss that kid like whoa! and monday the family's all going to 6flags...wow i gotta get some $$$! yikes...
well peen's snorin' her lil heart out in my bed and my eyelids are gettin' heavy(dont worry i didn't smoke MOM) so i'm gonna crawl into bed too. sweetdreams everyone! have a good safe w/e! stay outta trouble!:)
wow i feel like tom cruise in vanilla sky...fuck buddy or love?? even tho the fuck buddy could be love too and there's no fuckin goin' on...ok you caught me, i just wanted to mention the greatest movie in existance. but seriously! what do u do when u secretly like a guy and he secretly likes you too, but if it got out all hell would break loose?? hmmm...just when things start to calm down again something else has to happen to stress me out again.
tonight was nice!! went to corey's, sat around & did the usual, went to stoneleigh, went up and visited justin for a while....fun stuff! he's beautiful & i love him more than life itself! hehe whataguy!! then we went down to the pool and swam for awhile til our good cop friend came to tell us goodnight. then we went to the firewheel retreat pool and hung out w/ a whole bunch of peeps. daryl...me u n drunken ramirez...starbucks! dont 4get! cass-i'll never 4get new years haha you better not either! theeeen we went to corey's again but just for a minute b/c sean wright was there tryin to fight w/ all our guys all by himself...nice try! and dovies NOT a bitch...@ least he didn't hit her like his brother!!!!! so then me and peen came home and donald came over and we watched vanilla sky...donald's the best scratcher in the world! thanks bud! theeeeen he left and chris taylor & matt came over so we sat in the back of tay's truck and laughed and had a merry time til corey found out they were all here so he came over too and him and peen worked out they're gay fight(boysdontknowwhatENOUGHmeans!) and we read all about boobs & such until my mom calls and bitches at me and tells me to come inside. i really dont see what the big deal is w/ me sitting in front of my house in the back of taylor's truck where she can see everything i'm doing if she wants. i'm doing the same thing i'd be doing inside the house, except w/ the fellas & its outside. she tells me im fucking up again and that she's gonna give me a triple c test. yeah if they even HAVE such thing, i'll be glad to take it! after our freakin huge talk about all that i can't believe she doesn't think i'm being honest about not taking it. UGH!!! and how am i fucking up?! mom i know you'll read this....im seriously not doing anything wrong i swear to you! i was talking to my friends for cryin' out loud! whats so wrong w/ that????? you were a teenager once, you know on a summer night you dont wanna be cooped up inside the house...if ur gonna make me come home so early then @ least let me sit outside w/ some friends. if i was gonna do any kinda drug or have sex or do w/e you think i'm doing, it wouldnt be in front of our house! just some innocent chatting! grr.... enough of that!
2morrow i have a dr's appt @ 4:30 finally!! storms supposed to come down again this w/e....mb i'll finally get to see him! it's WAY overdue! i miss that kid like whoa! and monday the family's all going to 6flags...wow i gotta get some $$$! yikes...
well peen's snorin' her lil heart out in my bed and my eyelids are gettin' heavy(dont worry i didn't smoke MOM) so i'm gonna crawl into bed too. sweetdreams everyone! have a good safe w/e! stay outta trouble!:)
Thursday, June 26, 2003
Genius
woohoo i figured out how to have a title! ok sorry i'm gay...
hey kids! im workin on a new template thingy for my blog...its gonna be the MAD cute! hopefully i can figure it out on my own but if not peen's gonna help since she knows all that html stuff.
last night was pretty fun...we went to walmart and bought popsicles and lunchables and sat in the back of tay's truck and chowed down. then us girls went to ryan's casa....he came out in his pimp robe hahaha so sexy! not @ all like a little brother;) hehe then matt duzan calls and wants me to go swimmin' w/ him so dovie drops me n peen off and we swim w/ matt n jesse for awhile then guess who just so happens to show up?? corey matt & taylor!!!! wow i think me and peen have shadows... haha we were talkin ab how jealous matt r. gets so matt d decides to do some funny shit w/ me lol i dont think matt r saw tho, b/c he wasn't crying or anything. hehe he was actin kinda weird tho...oh well, what are ya gonna do?! so matt n jesse leave and we stay up there for a lil bit and then taylor joel matt n corey take me n peen to her casa and we watched vanilla sky again and passed out....fun stuff!!!!
today i had & still have the headache from hell, plus i had to do gay chores so i came home early and now im sittin here lookin for blog stuff! hmm...not sure what the agenda for the day is. me n ryan are supposed to have movie night @ his casa-my 2 picks for the night are vanilla sky & swimfan(surprised?? hehe) and his are boiler room and half baked. sounds bueno to me!
last night was pretty fun...we went to walmart and bought popsicles and lunchables and sat in the back of tay's truck and chowed down. then us girls went to ryan's casa....he came out in his pimp robe hahaha so sexy! not @ all like a little brother;) hehe then matt duzan calls and wants me to go swimmin' w/ him so dovie drops me n peen off and we swim w/ matt n jesse for awhile then guess who just so happens to show up?? corey matt & taylor!!!! wow i think me and peen have shadows... haha we were talkin ab how jealous matt r. gets so matt d decides to do some funny shit w/ me lol i dont think matt r saw tho, b/c he wasn't crying or anything. hehe he was actin kinda weird tho...oh well, what are ya gonna do?! so matt n jesse leave and we stay up there for a lil bit and then taylor joel matt n corey take me n peen to her casa and we watched vanilla sky again and passed out....fun stuff!!!!
today i had & still have the headache from hell, plus i had to do gay chores so i came home early and now im sittin here lookin for blog stuff! hmm...not sure what the agenda for the day is. me n ryan are supposed to have movie night @ his casa-my 2 picks for the night are vanilla sky & swimfan(surprised?? hehe) and his are boiler room and half baked. sounds bueno to me!
Wednesday, June 25, 2003
wow today has turned out to be a good day! after i wrote last peen came over and we watched Titanic. but not the new one, it was from like 1942. good stuff lemme tell ya! then @ 1 she left and it was off to court for me and mi madre. we sat there(well she sat, i had to stand) for 2 and a half freakin hours just to find out that my case had been dismissed!!!!!! WTF talk about gay!! i did get to see the nicest ass i've ever seen on a guy tho! hehehe!! so after that i went and bought me and peen subway and went to corey's and no one was there so we grubbed and then cleaned corey's room for him so he'd be surprised when he got home. theeeen me peen and dovie went and got snow cones and then went back to cor's and had so much freakin fun! everyone was in a good mood and we were all so hyper...it was great! possibly the most fun i've ever had over there! UNTIL i had to deal w/ more Matt drama. you'd think when you break up w/ a guy the drama would end...PSH! im layin in the living room playing w/ nick & mitchell havin' tons of fun and then neena and dovie come in to drag me in corey's room b/c matt's bawling his eyes out b/c he doesnt like me anymore b/c i supposedly don't act like i like him. umm why should i always have to be the one to innitiate conversations and stuff?! so then he comes in and lays on me and tells me he hopes i dont think he doesnt like me anymore b/c he loves me. why would i think that?? mb b/c you just told everyone you didnt!!!!! gay! but everythings all good now. so then we go to matts house for awhile and sit around and laugh about gay stuff til we decide we wanna swim. so we go to stoneleigh and swim...surprise surprise!! ryan cawood came! i miss that kid! sellers memories like WHOA! me, corey, chris, dovie, ryan, josh(HA), wow! so josh gonzalez decides to be gay and come up there and try and kick nick's ass....didnt happen, im pretty sure josh is the one who walked away a LOSER! but anyways, after we ran out of things to do and places to go we just went n sat up @ ua8 for awhile. ThEeEn me dovie and matt go to walmart to find some light up flip flops! HOLY FREAKIN CRAP I HAVE THE COOLEST SHOES IN THE WORLD!!!!!! i have 2 pair of light up flip flops...i love them. and matt got a pair of slipper thingys that are comfy as heck! i had curfew tonight(sucks) so me n dove took matt home then i came home and sat here talkin to ryan on the phone for awhile and now im sleepy! its gonna be weird sleeping @ my house w/o peen. i seriously cant remember the last time i've done this. and last night was spent w/o her too b/c she couldn't go out and i stayed @ mike n griggs' apt. well 2morrow will hopefully be another funfilled day for feat!!! HOLLA!
oh!! and for some gay reason my mom still wants me to go to rehab....i've been w/o triple c since thursday night and im fine! havent taken it or even gotten close, i dont think i need to go! i just need my sadie back, right girly?! hehe of course i do! that'll solve all my problems...ALL of em! :)
oh!! and for some gay reason my mom still wants me to go to rehab....i've been w/o triple c since thursday night and im fine! havent taken it or even gotten close, i dont think i need to go! i just need my sadie back, right girly?! hehe of course i do! that'll solve all my problems...ALL of em! :)
Tuesday, June 24, 2003
i can't remember the last time i was up so early! i was up, outta bed, dressed, and out the door by 8freakinoclock this morning! proud?? yeah ya should be. last night started out really gay...dovie came and got me and we went to coreys casa and everyone(&imeanEVERYONE) was over there so we all sat around and acted stupid. then me dovie and ricci went & got snowcones(highlightofmynight) and then we met everyone up @ stoneleigh. the one night that everyone swims, i dont have my bathing suit....good job heather!!!! so us girls just sat there and watched the guys swim for awhile then mike calls and asks if i wanna go see his apartment finally and i said of course! so him and griggs come pick me up and we went alllll the way out there. their apartment looks suprisingly nice considering it belongs to two 18 year old guys. we sat around, watched old school(funnymovie!) i watched them bong a few beers and i did one just so they'd shut up ab it. then we went to jack in the box & it was freakin closed! plano jack in the box's suck!!! they close @ midnight...how gay is that?! so we went to wendy's & back to the casa to grub & watch jason x. wow talk about a gay movie! **what are they doin mike?! tryin to turn us on & get us scared?? lol sex should never be scary! yeah tell that to griggs. HAHAHAHA!!!!!** fun times!! after the movie we fell asleep and then mike wakes me up super early and griggs is already gone & workin...how do these guys stay up late & get up so early & be fine?! i couldnt do that for very long... but anyways!! now i'm sitting here @ home makin' waffle fries for breakfast. pretty original huh?! i have gay ass court @ 1:30 today. :( sucks!! im scared shitless. i dont understand why you still get truency when you're not even freakin enrolled in school anymore!!!!!! stupid laws... well ill blog later if im not im effin' JAIL!!!!!! wish me luck guys
Monday, June 23, 2003
NEVER TRUST NEENA MICHELE LANDESS WHEN YOU'RE LAYING OUT!!!! she'll wait til you fall asleep and then go inside and leave you out there for hours until you're burnt to a crisp!!!!!!!!!! hehehe jk love ya peen! she thought i was awake and she went inside and left me outside on my raft and i just slept and slept and slept! now i'm BrIgHt red! its all good tho....it'll turn to a tan in another day or so. so last night chris matt & kristin came and got us and kristin was in a bad mood and matt was getting stressed out so he went w/ nick & joel and then we went to get chris' car and kristin left. so then we meet back up w/ nick joel & matt and we were all sittin around bein gay and i stole chris' car and me and peen drove around for a bit and then her mom called and asked if we could go back home & babysit for an hour and then peens curfew would be 2 so we said ok and thats what we did! then when we went back out we just sat up @ ua8 like the cool people we are. everyone was yelling & screaming @ each other so i fell asleep in the back of taylors truck until we left and went swimming. it was really cold so i got out and tried the sleep thing again. so then we get back to peen's and donald calls me. we're talkin and stuff and i think it's really funny how two peoples stories of the same night can be so different! hmm what do ya know?! well thats my night...exciting huh?! im gonna go take a cold shower and then lay in front of the fan so my skin will cool off hehe. everyone have a fun & safe night tonight! MuAh!!!
Sunday, June 22, 2003
haha ok everyone keeps asking me what the hell happened so ill summarize. i wrote a blog(6/20/03...its down there) ab how a couple friends disappointed me and for some odd reason courtney thought it was her place to devote a blog of hers to me(theres a link on here somewhere so you can read it) and then me and her talked ab it a lot one night and then you can figure out the rest from my previous blogs.
ok, i was just gonna drop what all was said in court's first blog to me, but after talking to my mom and showing her that and all my blogs ab it, she's made me realize i need to stick up for myself and prove courtney wrong. what was that about how i should have gone to my mom or some professional? "You need to go to your mother or some perfessional for help. THAT IS if you TRUELY think you are addicted." well if you knew what the hell you were talking about, you would have known that the first person i talked to ab everything was MY MOM. and the 2nd? my grandpa...who specializes in drug recovery crap for a living. HE HAS DEGREES! i think you could consider him a professional. and what do you mean THAT IS if i'm TRUELY addicted?! do you think i'm fucking making it all up?!?!?! and then she said this: "ALSO, if by discussing your personal matters with your closest friends, and they call you dumb, you chose to take the risk of hearing their opinion." yeah i took that risk, and i knew it. did i ever say otherwise in my blog? no i was just expressing how i felt about the way they reacted. you talked about overdosing....who said anything about overdosing?! hmmm sorry but i never overdosed, nice try. "By taking triple C and then going on your "rant" on your blog, well thats reason enough for you to be called stupid. I dont personally think this, but think about it, you and Neena do all this crazy, "stupid" stuff, and then parade around on the internet about it.. for whatever reason, my choice in reason for it is attention." right courtney, i want attention. i freakin blogged ab how my friends disappointed me, nothing more. if i wanted attention i would have spilled my guts and told the whole story. i love how you know all the answers!! :) ok and you also mentioned THC & drinking constantly. i stopped smoking weed over 3 months ago(until a recent slip which happened while i was on trip c, but thats besides the point). drinking constantly? i havent drank since prom, and before that it was NEVER constant. you talked about how i should have known the risks of the drug before i took it. ok well a year in a half, almost 2 years ago is when i started taking triple c. i stopped after a few times when i found out how dangerous it was. so when i started up again earlier this year i knew what i was getting myself into. PLEASE dont talk about the "lifestyle" me and neena lead, unless you actually know. "As for your friends calling you stupid... maybe they weren't your friends to begin with, but hey, its not my position to determine that." exactly, it's not your position to determine that so dont. "I simply say this, in part, because Neena, but also because if you are going to try and get help, GET HELP, not search for the answer from a person who has struggled with the same problems, that is.. if you arent searching for the "I understand"s I care about you, and I care about Neena, but if you honestly cared about your friends opinions, then you would have gone to them first, in search of an opinion, not after you made the mistake." you obviously have no idea what recovery is. it includes getting help from someone who has suffered the same problems as you. they've been exactly where you are so they know how to help. how the hell can you sit there and tell me how i should have handled my situation when you have no idea what i'm going through?! oh and i really do appreciate how you deleted your "hey heather" blog like you said you would. actually i'd rather you leave it there b/c it just proves how ignorant you are. and how you TOTALLY stuck your nose where it doesnt belong. what made you feel like it was your place to jump in and tell me how to live my life. i'va said it before and i'll say it again...WHO ARE YOU?! i think you really need to figure that out b4 you go off and tell everyone else who to be. i really don't understand how you can get on to others for being rude and then turn around and do and say the things you do. i can't believe i'm justifying myself and wasting all this time to/on someone i never even talk to. i hope that by all this you realize that you were the wrong one here and you'll think next time before you decide to be nosy. you're right, you do have the right to voice your opinion, but if you're the great person you make yourself out to be, you would know when to keep it to yourself. this is all i have to say for now but if you want to hear more, you know where to come.
feel free to announce your opinions as long as you leave my name out of it. THANKS! and i'll be glad to get over it when i think it's over. i thought it was until you continued playing these games. i even wrote in here that things were SETTLED. and if you "care" so much, then stop acting like this. rumor has it that you're telling people that Neena initiated everything...i'm pretty sure you're the one who wrote the blog to me, including mine and neenas names. |-see here-| hmmm i think you could call that initiation-not me talking to you about it and not neena text messaging you defending herself. yeah and i also think it's funny that i never once said me and brendan DATED. wow if you only the knew the things that have been said by those boys... i seriously don't see how you can call me immature. i'm pretty sure i'm not the one who started a *blog war*, made comments on someones legs and mouth being the same, made a deal out of freakin fonts, etc. how gay is this?! seriously. and to think....it could have all been avoided if someone would have minded their own freakin business!!! good job! i hope you got what you wanted! pointless fighting & DRAMA. g's louise!!!!!
so ANYWAYS!!!!!!
last night we all went over to matts house and sat around, searched for nicks key, and talked to the old mayor of garland! hahaha who knew that matts stepdad used to be the mayor of garland?! i still want my autograph johnny!!! :) so then we were off to stoneleigh to sit around and eventually swim. me n peen went up and said hey to our fellas and talked about some mysterious ass grab-age! lol wow. the night ended w/ me & neena goin back to her casa, chowin down on some wheat thins, and sleeping! we woke up this morning, got ready, & went to church w/ dovie. i came home early b/c i was feelin' like CrAp...i think it's withdrawals....gay. so now i'm back @ my house about to take a nap and hopefully feel a little bit better so i can do somethin later on! much love-feat
MY MOM IS THE GREATEST!!!
so ANYWAYS!!!!!!
last night we all went over to matts house and sat around, searched for nicks key, and talked to the old mayor of garland! hahaha who knew that matts stepdad used to be the mayor of garland?! i still want my autograph johnny!!! :) so then we were off to stoneleigh to sit around and eventually swim. me n peen went up and said hey to our fellas and talked about some mysterious ass grab-age! lol wow. the night ended w/ me & neena goin back to her casa, chowin down on some wheat thins, and sleeping! we woke up this morning, got ready, & went to church w/ dovie. i came home early b/c i was feelin' like CrAp...i think it's withdrawals....gay. so now i'm back @ my house about to take a nap and hopefully feel a little bit better so i can do somethin later on! much love-feat
MY MOM IS THE GREATEST!!!
Saturday, June 21, 2003
::everyone
i
know
has
got
a
reason
to
say
put
the
past
away
i
wish
you
would
step
back
from
that
ledge
my
friend::
i
know
has
got
a
reason
to
say
put
the
past
away
i
wish
you
would
step
back
from
that
ledge
my
friend::
*i'm immature*
me and court settled everything and had our words but i have something to say to everyone: before you make your opinions of me and announce them publically, please find out whats really going on.
wow there's been oh so much drama lately! i love my "family" tho and even thru all the bad stuff we still manage to have the times of our lives! neena matt corey nick chris kristin dovie joel & even laura ricci taylor jayd ricardo(ass) useless & justin! i love all you guys and i got your backs and you got mine! summer '03 has been a blast thanks to you guys!
well the last few days have been VERY hectic! one day was spent bailing joel out of jail...me & peen woke everyone up @ like 9 in the morning and worked nonstop til we had our joelsophina back! we went to the bail bond place, the jail, called almost everyone we knew, and did all we could and our mission was accomplished! then i had a nervous breakdown...or something like that, and realized a whole lotta shit in my life needs to change and i just need *me time* to figure out who i am again. i got way off track and into some really dangerous stuff but now i know that i need to get it all right again. thank you so much to all that care and are here for me. i love you all endlessy!
my boys come & go but i know the ones who will be here no matter what when i need them! to matt-i'm SO very sorry if i've hurt you but i just need you to know that i still really care and hopefully things will get back to normal and i can be w/ you again. i hope you understand that you didn't do anything wrong and i respect you sooo much for being strong. i know it's hard, it's hard for me too. but it'll all be ok and you know i'm here! MuAh!!!
me and peen are about to get all gUsSiEd up for tonight....be careful everyone and have tons of fun! you only live once. through all the bad choices i've made i dont regret a thing. everything i've done has made me learn lessons and has made me a much stronger person. -holla::feat-
me and court settled everything and had our words but i have something to say to everyone: before you make your opinions of me and announce them publically, please find out whats really going on.
wow there's been oh so much drama lately! i love my "family" tho and even thru all the bad stuff we still manage to have the times of our lives! neena matt corey nick chris kristin dovie joel & even laura ricci taylor jayd ricardo(ass) useless & justin! i love all you guys and i got your backs and you got mine! summer '03 has been a blast thanks to you guys!
well the last few days have been VERY hectic! one day was spent bailing joel out of jail...me & peen woke everyone up @ like 9 in the morning and worked nonstop til we had our joelsophina back! we went to the bail bond place, the jail, called almost everyone we knew, and did all we could and our mission was accomplished! then i had a nervous breakdown...or something like that, and realized a whole lotta shit in my life needs to change and i just need *me time* to figure out who i am again. i got way off track and into some really dangerous stuff but now i know that i need to get it all right again. thank you so much to all that care and are here for me. i love you all endlessy!
my boys come & go but i know the ones who will be here no matter what when i need them! to matt-i'm SO very sorry if i've hurt you but i just need you to know that i still really care and hopefully things will get back to normal and i can be w/ you again. i hope you understand that you didn't do anything wrong and i respect you sooo much for being strong. i know it's hard, it's hard for me too. but it'll all be ok and you know i'm here! MuAh!!!
me and peen are about to get all gUsSiEd up for tonight....be careful everyone and have tons of fun! you only live once. through all the bad choices i've made i dont regret a thing. everything i've done has made me learn lessons and has made me a much stronger person. -holla::feat-
Friday, June 20, 2003
im tired of people not taking me seriously and thinking this is all a joke and no big deal. just because its not some huge hardcore drug doesnt mean its not a huge hardcore problem b/c it is. i try to talk to you so you can help me out, not so you can make fun of me to my fucking face or tell me i'm a loser. last night i went to up to justins apartment b/c i know he "loves me" and will help me out and try and calm me down and i know he's been to rehab before so he can tell me what it's like so i don't have to be so afraid. instead of getting that i get made fun of and laughed at. yeah so its cough medicine, you can get it almost anywhere; it doesnt mean you cant get addicted like any other drug. then i try talking to a "best friend" mike. he tells me i'm a loser. thanks that really helps right now. i know i'm a loser....it really sucks when i dont feel like me anymore, when im depending on a drug to make me feel comfortable. when i dont even freakin recognize myself in the mirror. i'm taking a huge step in admitting i have a problem and an even bigger step admitting it to you, an addict, and trying to tell you what i'm going through so you can be there for me and help me, so maybe eventually i can help you. by writing all this i'm not trying to get your sympathy or your "it'll be ok"'s or your "i'm sorry i understand"'s. im just trying to tell you that i came to some of you for help and instead you drove me to want to do it even more. thanks.
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
God made
flowers, rainbows
and bright
skies of blue,
And God
blessed us
even more
when He made
special friends
like you.
GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DO I!
I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH PEEN!!!!!!
flowers, rainbows
and bright
skies of blue,
And God
blessed us
even more
when He made
special friends
like you.
GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DO I!
I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH PEEN!!!!!!
it all started when this car drove by coreys house two nights ago w/ barbecue sauce on the windows and we all thought it was blood. then later on we're just chillin out there and this car drives by and a guy yells "who's throwin' this barbecue??" and i said I AM! and kristin yells no shes not what the fuck do you want and he says somethin like he'll be payin a visit later this weekend. he drives by again and dovie and kristin jump in the car and chase him down to his house and ask him whats his deal and he says someone egged his car and threw barbecue sauce all over it and they tell him that it wasn't us but that corey's house has been getting egged and stuff too and we had no idea who was doin it. so last night i'm walkin up to coreys house and this little asian girl is standing there talkin to all the guys and she was like are you heather? and i said yeah and she started goin off on how when people drive by sayin shit i dont need to say 'i am' and i was like whoa no we had no idea what that guy was even talking about, i was kidding by sayin that, and we all were like wtf i guess he's sayin that b/c so many people are outside. so we finally get everything straightened out w/ her and she's walkin off and this car w/ 3 swoll ass asian guys pulls up and they get out and start talkin shit sayin' they'll get us back but they don't play w/ barbecue sauce. you better believe we were scared!!! the little asian girl keeps telling em it wasn't us but the guys are still talkin shit and finally they get in the car and leave. so THEN later on last night we're all sittin around and someone comes in and says there's asian guys out front and someone else runs in and says they're in back too. so me and peen are all scared on the bed while the house is surrounded by these killer asian guys and all our guys are goin outside w/ baseball bats & stuff. someone gets cor's mom and tells her that they're back and her and coreys dad go out there and hopefully settled it all! but wow. talk about some scary shit!!!!! but the night ended w/ watching swimfan(greatest movie ever) and me and peen coming home to my house and sleeping finally!
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
ok kinda weird that i'm bloggin' ab this after my LoVe post but it's all gravy! i have a boyfriend!! hehe i knew that matt(rosas) wanted to be w/ me or whatever cuz i talked to corey ab it and i was plannin on getting into anything until after i saw storm this weekend buuuuut... im gay hehe jk when matt asked me out it just felt right to say yes so i did!! and it couldn't be any more perfect either b/c peen and corey & now me and matt! june 17th @ 3:00am! awww yay im happy!:-D
well last night was freakin crazy....kristin almost kicked these 2 girls' asses, i almost kicked this fucker guy in a pt cruisers' ass, chris atwell and justin wright almost kicked each others asses(but thanks to us girls they didnt...and i have a bruise on my arm now:/) and now i'm gonna kick justin wrights ass! he fuckin hit dovie....no guy is ever supposed to hit a girl and ESPECIALLY not my dovie! thats reeeeeaaaaally messed up. he knocked the wind out of her and everything. that guy better watch out. she punched him in the face after he hit her which was good but we all shoulda just kicked his ass then and there. grrr... and he was completely sober too that pisses me off even more! ugh!
ok well i'm off to watch my soap's and be bored til peen gets off work then we're off to hang out w/ our boyfriends! hehehehehe
well last night was freakin crazy....kristin almost kicked these 2 girls' asses, i almost kicked this fucker guy in a pt cruisers' ass, chris atwell and justin wright almost kicked each others asses(but thanks to us girls they didnt...and i have a bruise on my arm now:/) and now i'm gonna kick justin wrights ass! he fuckin hit dovie....no guy is ever supposed to hit a girl and ESPECIALLY not my dovie! thats reeeeeaaaaally messed up. he knocked the wind out of her and everything. that guy better watch out. she punched him in the face after he hit her which was good but we all shoulda just kicked his ass then and there. grrr... and he was completely sober too that pisses me off even more! ugh!
ok well i'm off to watch my soap's and be bored til peen gets off work then we're off to hang out w/ our boyfriends! hehehehehe
Monday, June 16, 2003
hmmm where to start?!
the concert last night freakin rocked!!! aside from the fact that the power went out for about an hour and there were hundreds of sweaty people stuffed into a room w/ no lights and no air conditioning. it's ok, peen and i met a hot guy out of it! his name was doug....the name kinda ruins it for him tho haha. before third eye blind came on this guy josh kelly, and his band opened and they were awesome! the cd's pretty good too! me and peen managed to get into the front row!!!(well besides the pit, but thats only like 2 rows) we had a blast and sweat more than i think i've ever sweat in my life!
i'm in love! me-heather lee foster-in love?! how weird is that?!?!?! i never saw this coming. especially when i haven't even seen the guy in months! lately me and storm have been talking a lot again and the other night he showed me that he really cared about me and what happens to me and i thought so much that night and i ended up calling him and telling him i love him. shocked the hell outta me. even tho i feel so strongly about him it would be really hard to have a relationship w/ him. i wouldn't even get to see him every weekend, and it will be that way for @ LEAST 4 more years. stupid air force!!!! g's! well we'll see what happens!
welp the big move is happening this weekend! i am SO excited! we saw the house the other day and it's oh so cute! can't freakin wait!!
hahaha billy madison is such a great movie! me and nick are quoting it and i'm laughin so hard! im so about to go watch it! it's a MAD funny movie! so is master of disguises!! if you havent seen that you really need to! lol
the concert last night freakin rocked!!! aside from the fact that the power went out for about an hour and there were hundreds of sweaty people stuffed into a room w/ no lights and no air conditioning. it's ok, peen and i met a hot guy out of it! his name was doug....the name kinda ruins it for him tho haha. before third eye blind came on this guy josh kelly, and his band opened and they were awesome! the cd's pretty good too! me and peen managed to get into the front row!!!(well besides the pit, but thats only like 2 rows) we had a blast and sweat more than i think i've ever sweat in my life!
i'm in love! me-heather lee foster-in love?! how weird is that?!?!?! i never saw this coming. especially when i haven't even seen the guy in months! lately me and storm have been talking a lot again and the other night he showed me that he really cared about me and what happens to me and i thought so much that night and i ended up calling him and telling him i love him. shocked the hell outta me. even tho i feel so strongly about him it would be really hard to have a relationship w/ him. i wouldn't even get to see him every weekend, and it will be that way for @ LEAST 4 more years. stupid air force!!!! g's! well we'll see what happens!
welp the big move is happening this weekend! i am SO excited! we saw the house the other day and it's oh so cute! can't freakin wait!!
hahaha billy madison is such a great movie! me and nick are quoting it and i'm laughin so hard! im so about to go watch it! it's a MAD funny movie! so is master of disguises!! if you havent seen that you really need to! lol
Sunday, June 15, 2003
WOW!!!! i've been really busy lately! im not gonna write all ab what i did b/c im sure i'd bore whoever's reading to death, but i will tell you that i'm a new me! me and peen are starting all over! a new neighborhood, no more drugs or excessive alcohol, no more random things w/ random guys, no more lying to parents, ... and i'm in LOVE!!!!!!! i'm sure i'll write more about all this later but i've gotta go get ready for the third eye blind concert! yay!!!!!
peen-thanks for being there thru everything and understanding! i love you more than you'll ever know!!!!!!!
peen-thanks for being there thru everything and understanding! i love you more than you'll ever know!!!!!!!
Monday, June 09, 2003
i am so incredibly happy right now!! and for no real reason! i've dealt w/ some minor drama today and handled it so calmly, when usually i stress over stuff like that. for once i feel like i can handle anything that comes my way....i feel oddly mature. this may sound gay but its my blog so screw you! this is where i come to get stuff out of my head and onto my computer screen....im not even thinking about what to write, my fingers are just typin' away! its cool tho b/c then its not all stuck up there bothering me! : ) hmmm...
how is a girl supposed to get a relationship these days?? don't get me wrong i do enjoy these little flings that come and go but it's about time i really cared for a guy and the feeling was mutual for once, ya know?? where can i find a decent guy that enjoys my company and being rediculously corny romantic?! if that makes any sense! i want someone i can just lay around w/ and not go out all the time but i also want a guy who i can go out w/ my friends or his friends and have a blast too! if you're out there, come and get me!
welp im gonna go swim w/ my peen now kids so holla!
how is a girl supposed to get a relationship these days?? don't get me wrong i do enjoy these little flings that come and go but it's about time i really cared for a guy and the feeling was mutual for once, ya know?? where can i find a decent guy that enjoys my company and being rediculously corny romantic?! if that makes any sense! i want someone i can just lay around w/ and not go out all the time but i also want a guy who i can go out w/ my friends or his friends and have a blast too! if you're out there, come and get me!
welp im gonna go swim w/ my peen now kids so holla!
ok i wrote for about an hour in here earlier and when i pushed post & publish the peice of crap froze and everything i wrote was GONE!
last night was the best night of my life! in over 17 years i have never been happier than i am right now! and it's b/c my best friend in the whole world is neena michele landess! we've overcome SO many obstacles in all the years i've known her! it's been like 11 years now! wow i love that girl! i feel SO comfortable w/ her and i can tell her anything and everything w/o having to worry ab her reaction....b/c i know her so well i know how she'll react! hehe! i seriously feel like i can do anything in the world as long as i have my best friend peen by my side. i don't even know how to describe our friendship....it's like we're in love, but a best friend, soulmate kinda love! i love you w/ all my heart and more peen! we'll be best friends til forever when we're living in our boat! and i'm your sister-in-law!:-D
holy freakin crap! last night the sky was effin' amazing! peen and i layed outside for hours and hours just staring up @ the clouds....it was beautiful! didn't even feel real, we had to pinch each other to make sure we werent dreaming. i wonder if it'll ever look like that again?! i hope so!!!
well i'm gonna go finish eating my chick-fil-a and mb start cleaning and packing! i'm moving in w/ my peen if ya havent heard!!!!!!
last night was the best night of my life! in over 17 years i have never been happier than i am right now! and it's b/c my best friend in the whole world is neena michele landess! we've overcome SO many obstacles in all the years i've known her! it's been like 11 years now! wow i love that girl! i feel SO comfortable w/ her and i can tell her anything and everything w/o having to worry ab her reaction....b/c i know her so well i know how she'll react! hehe! i seriously feel like i can do anything in the world as long as i have my best friend peen by my side. i don't even know how to describe our friendship....it's like we're in love, but a best friend, soulmate kinda love! i love you w/ all my heart and more peen! we'll be best friends til forever when we're living in our boat! and i'm your sister-in-law!:-D
holy freakin crap! last night the sky was effin' amazing! peen and i layed outside for hours and hours just staring up @ the clouds....it was beautiful! didn't even feel real, we had to pinch each other to make sure we werent dreaming. i wonder if it'll ever look like that again?! i hope so!!!
well i'm gonna go finish eating my chick-fil-a and mb start cleaning and packing! i'm moving in w/ my peen if ya havent heard!!!!!!
Sunday, June 08, 2003
....girls dont just want sex!!!:-D
OH!!! i forgot! i'm moving in w/ peen! YAY!!! its just for the summer, but wow a whole summer! im so excited! and we're gonna buy fish for our room and name em squirt, nemo, marlin, & dorry! woohoo!
HEY!! ok time to update ya on what i've been doin the last couple days....even tho im sure like 1 person reads this hehe. ok saturday i came over to neenas house and went to the west end w/ justin & nick...SO much fun!! we rode the dart rail down there and then ate @ joes crabshack, listened to the band, watched this badass painter guy who like would spraypaint the thing and then light it on fire and he did it all to the beat of techno music and it looked so tight! then we sat on this wall and watched elvis impersonators and talked to a homeless guy handing out donuts while we waited for our train. when we got back to garland we went to justins apartment and chilled for awhile til me n peen had to be back @ her casa @ 2. so we got here, tired the whle swimming thing w/ sean but it was too cold so me and peen walked to my house, got a couple movies, walked back and started to watch the master of disguises again w/ sean and she fell asleep right away and we did shortly after! til freakin adam called me @ 4 in the morning! THANKS TEASE!!!!! jk i love that guy! sooooo today woke up layed around, watched maid in manhatten, master of disguises again(freakin hilarious movie!!!) did seany's laundry(UR WELCOME SEAN!!), and went and saw finding nemo w/ peen & john! holy crap that movie is soooo funny! i highly recommend it! and now me peen corey and joel are sittin @ her house watching while you were out! i'm starting to get ligtheaded(dont worry its a good thing) so this conludes my sunday night entry!!
**to a few cerain people-please but out & stop worrying ab what other people do...and don't believe everything you hear! :-D
-FEAT
**to a few cerain people-please but out & stop worrying ab what other people do...and don't believe everything you hear! :-D
-FEAT
Saturday, June 07, 2003
holy crap...my throat hurts sooooooooooooooooo bad! im gonna be pissed if i get sick!!!!! and it'll be all brendans fault b/c he's been coughing & he thought he was getting sick! >:-o
last night....can you say random?! holy shit!! started off w/ me, peen, and her madre goin to hooters then me n peen got dropped off @ mi casa. then we went to gay eckerds, neighborhood walmart(fuckin pharmacists), the great cvs, blockbuster, and back to eckerds to get my pics. then we went to my house to watch a movie but my effin' grandpa was watching tv so we went to her house and started to watch maid in manhatten. then gammon & landon called my cell(this is where the randomness starts), and they came and got us and we went to landons house and chilled. then it was back to my house and taylor, matt, & nick came and got us and we went to coreys house(even tho he's outta town) and we hung out, listened to music, found peen's keys w/ the help of the magnificent RoSe(our bf), and yah!! then we went back to my house and my gay ass g-pa was still occupying the tv so we went in my moms room and watched tv, listened to music, sang, & bonded hahaha!!! then my mom got home so we all laughed and had great fun!! so me my mom and neena are arguing ab us spending the night @ nicks, going out, and having people over, when ryan cawood & trey come over so we chill w/ them for awhile and talk ab 6th grade math hehe. then it was back inside w/ my mom for me n neener til adam, killer, and charlie/charles/mikey/mikejones came over and we chilled w/ them til we couldn't stand anymore(literally)...so finally @ 3 fuckin 30 my grandpa gives up and me and peen get the tv! WOOHOO!!!! so we start to watch master of disguises or somethin like that and it was gay as shit so we fell asleep! pretty random night, huh?! who knows what'll go down 2night?! u better believe i'll blog ab it 2morrow!! much love
-FeaT
-FeaT
Friday, June 06, 2003
hey all! i just got back from brendans casa;) fun stuff! didn't do much just chilled and listened to the same song over and over and over and over again lol that and the beginning of another one! twice now brendan-damnit!! hehe jk its cool and ur not a fag! ok i'm goin backwards in this blog...didnt do anything last night really, mike came over and we went to the walmart on 66 for our mystery item and they dont sell it anymore....neither does albertsons...GAY!!! so we went back to my house and watched tv and i passed out and he went home since i'm not allowed to have guys spend the night anymore-pooper! yesterday was boring too...me and peen woke up and chilled for ab an hour then she had to go to work. don't know whats up for tonight, somethin w/ neener weener! brendans workin 2night, coreys outta town, what to do?! im sure we'll find somethin!!
ahhh im so pissed! i was just chillin @ mi casa earlier watchin days of our lives, and the doorbell rings and its the mailman w/ a package for my grandma! so i called her and left a message and while i was waiting for her to call back i got too excited and opened the box and it was a really nice cd walkman thing! i was sooo excited b/c i was ab to buy one and yah!! so i open it all up and im listening to it like a cool girl on my couch and my grandma calls so i tell her ab it. yeah and she tells me that my grandpa ordered it for him:( such a disappointment!! it was like getting a puppy and falling in love w/ it and then it gets run over by a semi. NUTS!!!!!! oh well mb i can talk my g-pa into letting me have it. OoOrRr i can just not tell him ab it;)
welllllll i'm off to shower and stuff-HOLLA!
ahhh im so pissed! i was just chillin @ mi casa earlier watchin days of our lives, and the doorbell rings and its the mailman w/ a package for my grandma! so i called her and left a message and while i was waiting for her to call back i got too excited and opened the box and it was a really nice cd walkman thing! i was sooo excited b/c i was ab to buy one and yah!! so i open it all up and im listening to it like a cool girl on my couch and my grandma calls so i tell her ab it. yeah and she tells me that my grandpa ordered it for him:( such a disappointment!! it was like getting a puppy and falling in love w/ it and then it gets run over by a semi. NUTS!!!!!! oh well mb i can talk my g-pa into letting me have it. OoOrRr i can just not tell him ab it;)
welllllll i'm off to shower and stuff-HOLLA!
Thursday, June 05, 2003
wow!!! last night was mucho fun!! peen came over and donald came and got us and we went to walmart for a bit and stopped by brendans and then he had to pick up his mommy so he dropped us back off @ mi casa! then nick came over and we were watching freddy got fingered i think lol and then colby derrick zack & some girl randomly showed up so we chilled w/ them for awhile too! and peen said jayd and taylor came over to say hola but they didnt come in! so theeeeen everyone leaves and donald comes back to get us and we go to taco bell and drive around for a long time and end up @ a park in waterview so we played for like an hour and it was sooo much fun!!:-D things w/ springs are the greatest things ever invented!! and slides suck ass when you hurt yourself goin down em! oh well it's all gravy...so then me n neena came home @ like 3 and watched swimfan...good movie!! and then we fell asleep @ like 6:45! we woke up 2day @ like 11 and layed around watchin tv for like an hour b4 she had to leave to get ready for work and now im thinkin bout takin a nap hehe! ill prolly just go watch a movie tho....HaStA pAsTa!
Wednesday, June 04, 2003
didn't do anything too exciting last night, went to walmart w/ neena and john and then he took us to corey's house and we chilled there all night. this white maxima is gonna get its ass kicked tho if it doesnt watch out!!!!!! gay people that have nothing better to do! sheesh... so i got home @ like 12 and passed out-sorry nick! i was soooo tired! and today i woke up w/ one of my gay ass headaches so i kept going back to sleep and it still wouldnt go away! so im sittin here in pain waiting for it to go away so i can shower and stuff. cool huh?! brendans coming home from his football camp @ OU 2day! yAy
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
storms coming home to visit this w/e!!! YAY!!!! he's been gone for sooooo long! he called last night and said he was gonna come back and visit but doesnt know if he can spend the night....coolness! it'll be weird to see him knowing that when he left i was like omg this guy is the one! and now i'm *exploring my options*. it's cool tho, i know he's not expecting us to be like we were when he left b/c he said somethin like, "so you got any boyfriends, am i gonna be able to see you?". so thats good! welp i guess we'll just hafta see how it goes! im excited tho, we got really close b4 he left... ok so anyways!! last night me n mike went to walmart for our mystery item and back to mi casa and watched scary movie 2, went to wendys @ like 2(we were the last people to be served-woohoo), came back, ate, and slept! then i woke up @ like 5:30 this morning b/c my grandma was bein really loud so when she left i woke mike up and we sat there and watched tv til my mom bro & sis got up @ like 6:45 to get ready for work & daycare and we talked to them...they're great in the mornings! then mike was bein mean and wanted to sleep so @ like 8 i guess, i stole his car(well he let me) and went to mcdonalds while he caught some zzzz's and got some breakfast-YuM! then back to the house, ate, and slept!! we slept til like 1:45 and he left like 20 min's later and i'm chillin watchin my soaps!! well they're gettin exciting so ADIOS!!
Monday, June 02, 2003
once again i thought i was goin to bed last night fairly early....wrong! justin nick n jeremy came and got me around 1 and we went to justins apartment and hung out and derrick justin brown n karissa ended up over there later on too. didn't do anything too exciting, took a walk w/ justin(w) down to the pool n sat there n talked w/ my feet in the water. he's so sweet! i love that guy!! i got home around 3ish i guess n sat here and talked to the justins on the computer for awhile and then went to sleep! hahaha and i talked to smarterchild...i havent talked to that thing in so long!! its gotten so hi-tech! lol fun stuff! aww and i talked to john! if there are any sweet hot nice fun girls out there you need to give this guy a call!!!!!!:) he's the best! so today i woke up around 10 and brendan called me from camp:-D that guy's great!!! seriously! so funny and hot and sweet and fun and YaH!!! a very bueno guy! hehe well now im tryin to decide if i should clean, go back to sleep, lay out, or be gay and sit @ the computer...hmmm what to do?! TTFN!
psh i thought i was goin to sleep last night...yah right! after i wrote again, i got yet another phone call! from mike this time n said he was comin over to spend the night so i got the covers n went in the livin room and we talked n watched tv til ab 6 this morning....well he went to sleep earlier but not me. so today i wake up and me and peen go to the galleria and got SO much stuff! i got like 5976398763946 bracelets! and a necklace! and shoes! and a wallet! and underwear! and a shirt! and pants! and perfume from hollister & victorias secret! and a watch! and a photo album! and a phone holder thingy!! she got lots too...fun stuff! then we met donald up there and we walked around some more and then all came back to my house and chilled and showed mi familia what all we got. then me n peen went back to her house and got ready n stuff n went out w/ donald for the night....wow-singing @ the top of your lungs is the best!!! me neena n donald sang as loud as we could to everything from kelly clarkson to glassjaw today! it freakin rocked! now i'm home and debating on goin back out or sleeping. im thinkin sleep sounds nice! if i dont get another phone call right when i'm dozin off...SHEESH! welp we'll see! goodnight 4 now:-D
Sunday, June 01, 2003
haha wow and i thought no one would call! get this: right after i write in here & lay down cory calls and him and jonathan come and get me and we go for a drive...wellllll jon says his battery's almost dead so we decide to go to walmart to buy a new one. yah we didnt make it! we get to those wind-y streets by webb and the truck totally dies. corys drunk as shit and and him and jon push us uphill backwards while i steer and then some security guy comes to save the day-we thought! he gives us a jump and we're thinkin ok awesome we can make it to walmart now! he drives away and we go maybe 20 feet back down the hill and the truck dies again. so they push and i steer back up the hill and i see some random guy runnin up behind them so im like uh we have company! so the guy and jonathan stand there and talk for like 10 minutes while cory's pukin' and then they push us up another hill and around a corner and we stop and they decide the randomer and jon will just go to walmart to get the battery while me n cory wait there...so i'm sittin there chillin' and cory finally gets done throwing up and walks to where the car was and we wait and wait and wait and they FINALLY get back w/ the battery and jon's like man yall will never guess what happened!! so he tells us that the lady workin @ the checkout counter doesnt know crap and the battery busts open and the acid goes everywhere and she gets it all over her hands and it starts burning the shit out of her so she runs away and jon tries cleaning it all up and some manager person comes up and is like hey you can't be back there and so jon tells him the story and he runs off too hahahaha...so finally they get a battery and leave! so the random guy drops jon and the new battery off and leaves and jon hooks up the new battery to the old one and i get the car started and everyone jumps in, jon throws the new battery in the floor board and we haul ass to go meet cody @ the shop but then jonathan feels confident enough to drop me off @ mi casa first so they do and leave! how funny is that?! ok well now i'm really goin to bed...unless i get another random call! haha adios!!
i like makin' my words bold, can you tell?!
i like makin' my words bold, can you tell?!
what an exciting day this has been!!! NOT! let's start w/ last night... christie came over, we watched drumline(pretty good movie), went to brendans w/ neena, hung out there for awhile...kinda boring but its cool!! then came home around 12 cuz peen had curfew, watched a gay movie called crush, n went to sleep! then today woke up me n christie went to my bro's baseball game, got a couple hot dogs n came home and she took a nap while i showered n stuff. tonight-wow did pilates and worked my ass off! im so sore and tired now and mad b/c im bored and home @ 12:15 on saturday night but OH WELL what are ya gonna do!? welp im gonna lay down n watch tv n pass out b/c i doubt anyone will call w/ somethin to do! goodnight!!
yay for everyone that graduated tonight!:-D
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yay for everyone that graduated tonight!:-D
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Friday, May 30, 2003
omg why are parents so freakin ignorant?! im sitting here having the hugest fight w/ my mom crying my eyes out over NOTHING! its not even worth all this....i seriously dont understand parents and why they do some of the stuff they do. shes makin such a huge deal out of something tiny. and she doesnt understand why i don't wanna watch my 10 year old brother and 7 year old sister every fuckin day this summer from like 7 til 6 for $60 a week. um hello?! geez!!!! ok i'm done venting...for now! ok so last night i went to brendans n spent the night...it was fun! but isn't it always when i'm w/ him?? :-D it was funny...we finally went to bed @ like 4 and brendan fell asleep right away and right when i dozed off one of his friends came in and started rubbing on him and whispering "brendan, i'm horny, i wanna fuck" tryin to get him to think it was me...it was sooo funny! he did that twice and then when brendan didnt wake up he jumped up and straddled both of us and was like yaaaah idk, it was really funny tho! and then this other guy comes in and looks @ me and goes "what?? she is not naked!!" lol man those guys crack me up! they kept comin' in and singing and dancing...funny stuff, lemme tell ya! well i gotta go clean since i didnt yesterday...yuck!
woohoo! everyones outta school now! have a GREAT summer!!!!!!
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woohoo! everyones outta school now! have a GREAT summer!!!!!!
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Thursday, May 29, 2003
howdy! i just got home from going swimming w/ mike n griggs...it was fun! guys are such babies ab cold water tho, geez!! im sooo bored and tired and i dont feel all that great...oh well! i think i'm goin to sadies casa n spending the night in a lil bit...mb go out w/ brendan. who knows?! im out!
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.:...and thats the way the cookie crumbles:.
wow i thought i was tired when i wrote earlier, but holy crap im EXHAUSTED now!!! i had a fun night tho... brendan came n got me right after i wrote earlier n we went back to his house and hung out then took his sister to gymnastics n we went to the mall til we had to pick her up. then it was back to his casa, watched a couple movies, he took a NAP, some people came over @ like 12 (and one of em i knew from the whole storm thing and he was like what about storm?!...yikes!!) and then we went to this "party" and just chilled and saw some random people and then came home! hahahahaha oh man when we were @ the guys house we were sittin on the front porch and there was hugest moth i have EVER seen! i swear these guys were more scared than any girl woulda been lol, well mb! they were beatin the crap out of it and missing every time...finally it was in 3 pieces on the ground haha and the sensor thing on the light ended up breaking...funny stuff!! i just walked in & im sittin here sleepy as crap talkin to brendan & bout to go to sleep! goodnight(well, morning) everyone!
PEEN-if ya read this call me! i have some funny stuff to tell ya:-D
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PEEN-if ya read this call me! i have some funny stuff to tell ya:-D
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Wednesday, May 28, 2003
blaaah im so tired!! didnt do much yesterday, went to neenas for awhile and then she went to coreys so i got my pics developed n came home. then later mike came over and we went to the store to get our mystery item once again! found it on the first try for once woohoo! then back to mi casa and watched crank yankers-that's one funny show! then we met neena and walked her home from coreys and came back here n watched a couple movies and slept! and now i'm doin nada! just got ready n im bout to call brendan back n prolly go to his casa! thats all i have to say for now, i'll prolly write more lata! aDiOs!
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Monday, May 26, 2003
2day's been pretty boring...woke up, had to clean the bathroom(which i threw a fit ab b/c i rarely go in that one), showered n stuff, neena came over n we watched jay and silent bob...funny movie! then donald came over and we took PEEN home and went back to my house and chilled til like 10 then he left to go pick up his padre and now here i am! he might come back over in a little bit...idk tho! if he does we're goin to brendans casa for a bit! fun stuff huh?! good luck on your exams everyone!!! its your last week! well some lucky people dont have to go @ all this week but yah, to everyone else-you're almost there! summer's gonna be so freakin fun! hangin out @ the lake w/ the russians-lol, the beautiful beach, and everything else thats gonna go down! can't wait!!! well kids i'im gonna hold two fingers up n say PeAcE cuz will & grace is on!
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.:...and thats the way the cookie crumbles:.
BUENO!!! ...i mean hola! :) wow love makin' music is the BEST!!! i burned the greatest cd today....i love it! *i dont see nothin' wrong w/ a little bump 'n grind* hehe im gay sorry
2night was great!!! neena came over n brendan donald n bryan came n got us and we went to brendans house and chilled n swam n sat in the HoT TuB!! (dos??) then all these people came over so we hung out inside and yah!!! tons of fun! drunken donald is freakin hilarious!! HER NAME IS PEEN! who knew that other people used the word chache?! WOW! well anyways...i decided i wanted to sleep in my own bed for the first time since like tuesday so i ended up comin home ab 2ish and now im bout to hit tha sack!
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2night was great!!! neena came over n brendan donald n bryan came n got us and we went to brendans house and chilled n swam n sat in the HoT TuB!! (dos??) then all these people came over so we hung out inside and yah!!! tons of fun! drunken donald is freakin hilarious!! HER NAME IS PEEN! who knew that other people used the word chache?! WOW! well anyways...i decided i wanted to sleep in my own bed for the first time since like tuesday so i ended up comin home ab 2ish and now im bout to hit tha sack!
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Sunday, May 25, 2003
hey hey! its too freakin early to be up on a sunday!! im bout to pass back out but i thought i'd be a pimp n blog first: ) i have more effin mosquito bites damnit!! i wish all bugs that bite stng or just gross me out would become extinct....yuck! ok so here's my weekend so far(so far b/c mon's a holiday): friday night went to mikes house and laughed my ASS off!!!!!! we were playing this drinking game and griggs messed up like 69868976769786 times so of course he ended up getting drunk and made it all even funnier...i guess you had to be there to think it was funny... haha the funniest thing he did was, ok well first i'll explain the game. i wont tell ya all of it, just that when you draw a 10 you have to name a category and then you go around in the circle naming things in the category and whoever messes up takes a drink. our categories had been like kitchen appliances, beer brands, car brands, etc. and when griggs draws a 10 he blurts out irish women. irish women for cryin out loud, how random and strange is that?! funny guy!! he had to be home @ 12 so we took him and caught all these little girls ab to wrap corbett's house and it was funny as crap! freshmen get so into that stuff...it was like 20 girls and 5 guys and they had war paint under their eyes and they were staked out in a huge white van. ha! after that incident me and mike went to the park n played...i'm the playground mistress! woohoo. then it was off to my house to crash!! then saturday me neena chris amanda and riley went n saw bruce almighty...lotsa laughs! then we went to my house so i could get ready n we could kill time and we went to corey's casa and hung out for awhile and played in the rain...mucho fun! then donald came n got us n we went to brendans house for the night!! i missed those guys too much! me n donald reminissed(sp?) ab old times when we went out and he came to church w/ me and stole a butt load of starbursts hahaha MeMoRiEs!! and then brendan made me feel bad ab stopping talkin to him a long time ago...but its all good now!! we had TONS and TONS of fun! wow:) muy BUENO!! tehe well neena woke us up @ 7:30 this morning to go home so im super tired n im goin back to sleep now! today brendan wants me to see bruce almighty again w/ him and yah!! im out-peace playas!
Friday, May 23, 2003
hola! today's been fun so far!! mike woke me up and wanted me to go up to naaman w/ him so we went and chilled in ramirez's room! i miss that lady...i still talk to her but rarely get to see her. oh well this summer we have lots planned!:) then we went to mikes for a few n griggs came over and then griggs left n me n mike went to aj's and chilled for a bit then the boys were off to play basketball and i came home to get ready!! so i'm sittin here about to shower playin' w/ SwEeTiE! WOOHOO THE FEELING IS BACK EKIM!! idk where this is coming from, but im so greatful for my friends....my guy friends in particular. i was just thinkin ab how mike is the best friend i've ever had(b/c i was tellin james ab it b/c he asked if we mess around) . a lotta people think we mess around and we're more than just friends but not true...well in a way it is. we dont mess around but we are more than just friends. he's like a brother to me and i can tell him just about anything and no matter what we're doin we have a blast. i love that kid! my other really good guy friend i'm thankful for is john...he's sooo sweet and we have the same great/weird taste in music. it's funny b/c i'll tell him to d/l a song and he'll be like what the fuck is this shit?! it sucks! and like 2 days later he's like remember that song you told me to d/l? i love it!! hehe and we have such a love/hate relationship! he'll be like hey slut and i'm like hey stoner! i think i'm better w/ guy best friends...don't get me wrong, i love my girls, but it seems like im more comfortable w/ guys. who knows...this was really random...i think im gonna go shower and get ready now.TA-TA!
Thursday, May 22, 2003
after i wrote last night neena and kristin came and got me and we went to corey's casa for awhile and watched the mavs lose:( i signed neenas yearbook(even tho im a non-naamaner now) while her and corey got "better aquainted" hehe!! then i came home, mike came over around 10ish and we went to wal-mart and got followed around by this guy that looked like shaggy, went to blockbuster and got feardotcom.com and came back to my house and watched it and passed out! then today woke up went to my ged class(i dont have to go back b/c he said im on a 12th grade level and i can pass the test w/o the class-YAY!), came home and ate braums, slept, watched 2 csi's, and now i'm sittin in my room listening to some cool tunes and talkin to some cool people! well once again i have nothing exciting to write about so ToOtLeS
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
hello!! yesterday was a pretty busy day. started off w/ me and my mom driving all over creation to get everything i needed for my id so i can take my ged test, got home @ like 4 and john trent and some randomer came over and they smoked while i looked @ johns yearbook, then i went over to mikes casa and mike griggs daniel and i all had a lovely game of poker...i did pretty good! won some, lost some, came out w/ ab $10 more than i started w/! gotta love poker tuesdays! :) so then griggs had to go home and me and mike went another search for the mystery item and found it @ only our 2nd store this time. then it was off to my house to watch vanilla sky. whoa. that movie really messes w/ your head and makes you think a lot. i love movies like that! kinda like the cell, but w/o the scare factor(mares eat oats and does eat oats and little lambs eat ivy...). so today i wake up and mike makes us breakfast...what a wonderful best friend!! and then he leaves and i sleep more!! so now here i am bloggin' and watching i know what you did last summer. mavs play tonight, and of course they will win. thats all i have to say for now, kinda boring i know, but not much has been goin on w/ me lately so ya know!!
**i didn't ask you to read my blog, and i didn't ask for your opinion either so please keep it to yourself! gracias**
**i didn't ask you to read my blog, and i didn't ask for your opinion either so please keep it to yourself! gracias**
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
oh and how could i forget....the mavs game was AWESOME tonight!! the last 14 seconds, can you believe it?! i love my dirk!;)
i would like to say thank you. thank you to all the people who find my life and its' events so important that you feel the need to talk about them. i really am sorry that if your lives are so boring you have to talk about mine. yeah im talking about what happened between neena and i, but im mainly talking about me dropping out and getting my ged. i've heard about so many of my "friends" talking shit about my decision to do that and i'm freakin tired of it. first of all, who the hell are you to sit back and judge my life?? are you perfect?? do you ever make mistakes?? screw you if you think i give a fuck what you think!!! secondly, you dont even know the circumstances...you may think you do, but trust me-you dont! im sooo incredibly tired of two-faced people that act like they're one of my best friends to my face and then turn around and talk about how i'm stupid for doing the things i do. if i cared what you thought then i would have asked you first. but i didnt, did i?! so SHUT UP AND QUIT WASTING YOUR TIME TALKING ABOUT ME! yeah when i've talked to people i've told them that i really dont care what people say about me and what i do, and i dont, UNLESS i hear that the people i think are my friends are the ones doing the talking. how nice of you all...really. i would just like to say that if you have a problem with what i do then please come talk to me about it or keep it to your freakin' self;stop going off and telling other people and have it eventually get back to me. you can't trust anyone these days so you better be sure i'll find out about it sooner or later. and the thing w/ neena...it was almost a month ago, get over it!!!! we have!
sorry this is such a negative post...have a nice night everyone!:-D
sorry this is such a negative post...have a nice night everyone!:-D
Monday, May 19, 2003
jeremy biggerstaff is a really cool guy and i miss hangin out w/ him!! he's lucky b/c he got the new deftones cd a day b4 it comes out. thats all i have to say right now, im watchin friends and makin neena & heather *DIKKS*! woohoo
this thing sucks....it always messes up when i write a lot and loses everything i wrote. i wrote about my weekend in details and it didnt work so ill summarize:
friday-road trip & movies w/ mi madre
saturday-hung out w/ mike n griggs
sunday-shopped layed out and went to sleep @ 6pm
there ya have it!! and for some reason my archives arent showing up...if they're lost forever im gonna be pissed.
friday-road trip & movies w/ mi madre
saturday-hung out w/ mike n griggs
sunday-shopped layed out and went to sleep @ 6pm
there ya have it!! and for some reason my archives arent showing up...if they're lost forever im gonna be pissed.
Friday, May 16, 2003
ok so my blog changes colors now. woohoo. its freakin hot out and i wanna go swimming!! why cant i have a pool in my backyard?! i would seriously live in it. seriously. today is friday and so far its sucked!! idk if i wrote this already or not but ives started taking my medicine again and the infamous headaches are back! :( so today i layed in bed all day trying to go back to sleep b/c it hurts sooo bad! so yah i still got that goin on, and john and justin edwards(creekboy) just left mi casa and im bored as heck! who knows what i'll end up doin tonight?! probably not much since my heads still pounding and its like 6:20 and i have no plans yet. well my mom wants me to drive to hillsboro w/ her now so i'll be back later....much later!
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
I NEED A FREAKIN JOB!!!!! seriously! so if anyone reading this thinks they can help, pleeeeaaaase lemme know! gracias!
thats all.
thats all.
you know what i hate?? when people never change their profiles. maybe its b/c i have some strange obsession w/ always reading them, idk... but it bugs the crap outta me when everytime i look @ it, it says the same thing it did the last time i checked. and there are some profiles that i know wont be any different, but i read them anyways w/ that little bit of hope that maybe theyve given me something new to read. majority of the time, they havent. enough about that.
yesterday was pretty ok. mike came over and we went and got snowcones(tc of course) then back to mi casa and my mom brought us chikfila...mmmm...then griggs came over and me him n mike went to the galleria and walked around for awhile, griggs got an application to hollister, and we got marble slab...mmmm....then it was off to my house again and griggs went home. me and mike ended up staying awake til about 7:15 this morning watching old home movies, disney singalongs, aladdin, & sword in the stone! then finally 6 o clock rolled by and we went to mcdonalds WOOHOO!!! he left @ like 9:30 and went to school.
so all day today i've been sleeping off & on and watching tv and now i'm sitting here w/ my super cute kitten SWEETIE in my lap waiting to go to target...i think im goin now...AdIoS!
oh....please get over it and quit acting like its the end of the world.
yesterday was pretty ok. mike came over and we went and got snowcones(tc of course) then back to mi casa and my mom brought us chikfila...mmmm...then griggs came over and me him n mike went to the galleria and walked around for awhile, griggs got an application to hollister, and we got marble slab...mmmm....then it was off to my house again and griggs went home. me and mike ended up staying awake til about 7:15 this morning watching old home movies, disney singalongs, aladdin, & sword in the stone! then finally 6 o clock rolled by and we went to mcdonalds WOOHOO!!! he left @ like 9:30 and went to school.
so all day today i've been sleeping off & on and watching tv and now i'm sitting here w/ my super cute kitten SWEETIE in my lap waiting to go to target...i think im goin now...AdIoS!
oh....please get over it and quit acting like its the end of the world.
Monday, May 12, 2003
holy crap!!! saturday night(well, sunday morning) was crazy!! neena n mike came n got me then we went n got griggs n then we were off to the hotel! whoa! pink panty droppers get me every time! haha even tho this time it was more like yellow boxer droppers.:) so finally we left n came home n neena went home n i slept all day! hangovers are the worst! Oh WeLl!!!! so last night i go to sleep like 11:30 and wake up @ like 9 2day & took my medicine and got the worst headache ever....i hate how my medicine does that!!!! so i slept off and on all day and now i'm sitting here watching pokemon on mute and listening to incubus! well i dont really have anything else to write about like usual so i'm out like a fat kid in.....volleyball! hahaha jonathan!:-D
Saturday, May 10, 2003
camping was great!!! jonathan cory n kyle are 3 of the funniest guys ever...hopefully jon had a good b-day despite all his complaining!! hehe mosquito bites effin suck!!! so do scraped asses and cut feet... shoulda brought freakin OFF! oh well, whats camping w/o bugs n abrasions?!
well its saturday night and im sittin here getting ready to go out w/ my 2 favorite people! prom needs to hurry up and be OVER!! well thats all i have to say for now...TTFN
well its saturday night and im sittin here getting ready to go out w/ my 2 favorite people! prom needs to hurry up and be OVER!! well thats all i have to say for now...TTFN
Thursday, May 08, 2003
today was AWESOME!!!!!!! i got my hair cut! almost 5 inches! wow...its so much lighter!! then i went on a walk w/ neener to derek heads house then to derek faughns....i miss the old days w/ the old guys! me and neena are so in love...shes lucky tho and get to talk to her guy haha well thats all i have to say! 2morrows friday, if youre cool you know what that means!;)
Wednesday, May 07, 2003
MY
SHRINE
TO
THE
MEMORIES
OF
ME
AND
NEENA
MICHELE!!!
heres a list of some of the best or funniest memories...enjoy!!
-peanut butter between my fingers
-the lake!! even tho, ya know, we still had LOTSA fun!
-finding sip
-lettin' the dogs out & ur flip flop breaking
-making our home movies @ tu casa
-watching our shirly temple movies
-drinkin' @ aarons sisters apt...remember when i fell outta my chair?! and on new years ronny wouldnt stop tryin to make out w/ me?!?! that brings up another fun memory...
-NEW YEARS '02!!!!! can anyone say TRIPLE KISS?!!?! me between 2 boys...wow
-me you and danielle *practicing* for dance in your pool, then her doing the exam by herself
-swimming w/ derek n trent when ur parents outta town...WOOPS!
-playing off being tipsy @ tu padres casa
-walking all over creation 2 summers ago w/ our crew..AwWw
-pullit hill! our boat:)
-all the nights w/ me you aaron jake and roxie;) haha jakes popping gum in roxies DaRk room
-homecoming '01
-all the sneaking out of my house
-getting bananas thrown @ my window then us stakin' out in my entry way...I STILL WANNA KNOW WHO THAT WAS!
-spending hours getting ready for doing nothing
-babysitting sam & beau-ner HAHAahahaHAAHahahaHAha
-you have to stay heeya....why?....b/c i hate choo
-joes crabshack....need i say more?!
-going to the hotel hahaha wow this one has a LOT
-my bro getting locked in his room
-the drunk maintenance guy
-the nigerian guy stealin my camera and takin' a picture of us
-changing bathing suits in the hot tub...is that a camera?!
-hanibal not working and us being terrified to watch it in the other room
-us locking our room the next morning...WOOPS!
-all our stupid crushes, bigantslilant03 & codyslilcutie03
-THE SHAGGIN WAGON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-heather feather & neenagator!!
-BLONDE BITCHES- TRL TOPPIN THE CHARTS!!!!
-lardy milky and sconey!!! -donteatthegiraffe-
-hey john......hey bill!!!
-FFA!!!!!!! its down to you now!;)
-the short mailbox hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahha
-aarons squirrel
-must be the monkey!
-cock your head!
-watchin' the superbowl and only payin attention to the last play & the commercials!!
wow and SOOOOOOOOOO much more!!! i love you SOO much girly and i LOVE the time we spend together! i dont think ive ever been bored or had a bad time w/ you! im so excited that we're gettin close again and about all the NeW memories we're gonna have!! you're best!!! rocky & bullwinkle*7310!!!!
SHRINE
TO
THE
MEMORIES
OF
ME
AND
NEENA
MICHELE!!!
heres a list of some of the best or funniest memories...enjoy!!
-peanut butter between my fingers
-the lake!! even tho, ya know, we still had LOTSA fun!
-finding sip
-lettin' the dogs out & ur flip flop breaking
-making our home movies @ tu casa
-watching our shirly temple movies
-drinkin' @ aarons sisters apt...remember when i fell outta my chair?! and on new years ronny wouldnt stop tryin to make out w/ me?!?! that brings up another fun memory...
-NEW YEARS '02!!!!! can anyone say TRIPLE KISS?!!?! me between 2 boys...wow
-me you and danielle *practicing* for dance in your pool, then her doing the exam by herself
-swimming w/ derek n trent when ur parents outta town...WOOPS!
-playing off being tipsy @ tu padres casa
-walking all over creation 2 summers ago w/ our crew..AwWw
-pullit hill! our boat:)
-all the nights w/ me you aaron jake and roxie;) haha jakes popping gum in roxies DaRk room
-homecoming '01
-all the sneaking out of my house
-getting bananas thrown @ my window then us stakin' out in my entry way...I STILL WANNA KNOW WHO THAT WAS!
-spending hours getting ready for doing nothing
-babysitting sam & beau-ner HAHAahahaHAAHahahaHAha
-you have to stay heeya....why?....b/c i hate choo
-joes crabshack....need i say more?!
-going to the hotel hahaha wow this one has a LOT
-my bro getting locked in his room
-the drunk maintenance guy
-the nigerian guy stealin my camera and takin' a picture of us
-changing bathing suits in the hot tub...is that a camera?!
-hanibal not working and us being terrified to watch it in the other room
-us locking our room the next morning...WOOPS!
-all our stupid crushes, bigantslilant03 & codyslilcutie03
-THE SHAGGIN WAGON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-heather feather & neenagator!!
-BLONDE BITCHES- TRL TOPPIN THE CHARTS!!!!
-lardy milky and sconey!!! -donteatthegiraffe-
-hey john......hey bill!!!
-FFA!!!!!!! its down to you now!;)
-the short mailbox hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahha
-aarons squirrel
-must be the monkey!
-cock your head!
-watchin' the superbowl and only payin attention to the last play & the commercials!!
wow and SOOOOOOOOOO much more!!! i love you SOO much girly and i LOVE the time we spend together! i dont think ive ever been bored or had a bad time w/ you! im so excited that we're gettin close again and about all the NeW memories we're gonna have!! you're best!!! rocky & bullwinkle*7310!!!!
first of all, my new razor i wrote about last night is AWESOME!!!! it totally made my day! i recommend you go buy one NOW!
i went to christies 2day b4 church and we swam for a little bit then went to church!! then me her neena and laura sang our hearts out on the way home...mucho fun!
I saw this thing on Natalies friend Kiowas friends list thing, somebody elses journal, so I copied it and I am going to do it!
[ Current Clothes ] black shorts and a white spag strap shirt!
[ Current Mood ] confused & lonely
[ Current Music ] watching friends, so no music
[ Current Taste ] dr pepper and this plastic thing im chewin on
[ Current Hair ] sloppy ponytail
[ Current Annoyance ] double standards
[ Current Smell ] mcdonalds fries
[ Current Desktop Picture ] holy shit-this really hot guy, and ocean, and a girl w/ a nice stomach(inspiration, ha)
[ Current Favorite Group ] group?
[ Current Book you're reading] book?
[ Current CD in CD Player] i have 3, jagged little pill, no strings attached, and a mix one
[ Current DVD in player] the lucy show
[ Current Worry ] global warming....jk i have lots @ the moment
LAST PERSON
[ You Touched ] mom
[ You Talked to ] im talkin to neena cory n christie right now
[ You Hugged ] uhhh kristin i think
[ You Instant messaged ] neena
[ You Yelled At ] Mom...i almost punched a hole in my wall, it was really bad:-/
[ You Kissed ] hahaha it WASNT neena! (im not lying i promise)
[ in the morning i am ] sleeping
[ all i need is ] lotsa stuff!
[ love is ] a mystery
[ im afraid of ] spiders and being alone...not now, like later on in life
[ i dream about ] haha well lately ive had lotsa sex dreams but its weird, they star random people
DO YOU EVER
[ sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you? ] I used to, but now I have no one special to wait for
[ save aol/aim conversations ] I used to...only ones i save now are when people ask what a chache is
[ wish you were a member of the opposite sex ] nope
[ cry because of someone saying something to you ] yep...only if its someone i care about
HAVE YOU EVER
[ fallen for your best friend ] naaah
[ been rejected ]: oh yes!
[ rejected someone ]: yeah
[ used someone ]: not that i can think of
[ been cheated on ]: supposedly
(cheated): nope
[ done something you regret ]: yeah who hasnt?!
NUMBER
[ of times i have had my heart broken? ] hmmm...
[ of hearts i have broken? ] haha none?
[ of continents i have lived in? ] one
[ of drugs taken illegally? ] one...ive abused OTC drugs tho haha b/c im cool
[ of good friends? ] 3...mb 4
[ of cd's that i own? ] a ton
[ of scars on my body? ] no idea...i was a playful kid!
[ of things in my past that i regret? ] a lot
[I KNOW:] today should be Friday;)
[I WANT:] DrEaM;)
[I HAVE:] a burn on my leg that hurts really bad & wont go away!
[I WISH:] I could fly
[I HATE:] hate is a strong word, ignorance
[I MISS:] storm!!
[I FEAR:] still spiders, my answer hasnt changed yet...ask me again in 20 questions if you think you need to
[I HEAR:] the tv
[I SEARCH:] i do?
[I WONDER:] about a lot of things
[I REGRET:] is it really neccessary to repeat these ?'s
[I LOVE:] bubble baths!
[I ALWAYS:] put my friends thoughts and feelings before my own
[I AM NOT ] hungry?
[I DANCE:] when i'm alone or under the influence(neena-"me and heather just danced, i think i humped her!")
[I SING:] all the time
[I CRY:] more than you think, but very rarely @ the same time
[I DO NOT ALWAYS:] look both ways b4 i cross the street...im a rebel
[I FIGHT:] only when its critical!
[I WRITE:] my name a lot when i doodle
[I CONFUSE:] myself
[I LISTEN:] to whoever needs to talk
i went to christies 2day b4 church and we swam for a little bit then went to church!! then me her neena and laura sang our hearts out on the way home...mucho fun!
I saw this thing on Natalies friend Kiowas friends list thing, somebody elses journal, so I copied it and I am going to do it!
[ Current Clothes ] black shorts and a white spag strap shirt!
[ Current Mood ] confused & lonely
[ Current Music ] watching friends, so no music
[ Current Taste ] dr pepper and this plastic thing im chewin on
[ Current Hair ] sloppy ponytail
[ Current Annoyance ] double standards
[ Current Smell ] mcdonalds fries
[ Current Desktop Picture ] holy shit-this really hot guy, and ocean, and a girl w/ a nice stomach(inspiration, ha)
[ Current Favorite Group ] group?
[ Current Book you're reading] book?
[ Current CD in CD Player] i have 3, jagged little pill, no strings attached, and a mix one
[ Current DVD in player] the lucy show
[ Current Worry ] global warming....jk i have lots @ the moment
LAST PERSON
[ You Touched ] mom
[ You Talked to ] im talkin to neena cory n christie right now
[ You Hugged ] uhhh kristin i think
[ You Instant messaged ] neena
[ You Yelled At ] Mom...i almost punched a hole in my wall, it was really bad:-/
[ You Kissed ] hahaha it WASNT neena! (im not lying i promise)
[ in the morning i am ] sleeping
[ all i need is ] lotsa stuff!
[ love is ] a mystery
[ im afraid of ] spiders and being alone...not now, like later on in life
[ i dream about ] haha well lately ive had lotsa sex dreams but its weird, they star random people
DO YOU EVER
[ sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you? ] I used to, but now I have no one special to wait for
[ save aol/aim conversations ] I used to...only ones i save now are when people ask what a chache is
[ wish you were a member of the opposite sex ] nope
[ cry because of someone saying something to you ] yep...only if its someone i care about
HAVE YOU EVER
[ fallen for your best friend ] naaah
[ been rejected ]: oh yes!
[ rejected someone ]: yeah
[ used someone ]: not that i can think of
[ been cheated on ]: supposedly
(cheated): nope
[ done something you regret ]: yeah who hasnt?!
NUMBER
[ of times i have had my heart broken? ] hmmm...
[ of hearts i have broken? ] haha none?
[ of continents i have lived in? ] one
[ of drugs taken illegally? ] one...ive abused OTC drugs tho haha b/c im cool
[ of good friends? ] 3...mb 4
[ of cd's that i own? ] a ton
[ of scars on my body? ] no idea...i was a playful kid!
[ of things in my past that i regret? ] a lot
[I KNOW:] today should be Friday;)
[I WANT:] DrEaM;)
[I HAVE:] a burn on my leg that hurts really bad & wont go away!
[I WISH:] I could fly
[I HATE:] hate is a strong word, ignorance
[I MISS:] storm!!
[I FEAR:] still spiders, my answer hasnt changed yet...ask me again in 20 questions if you think you need to
[I HEAR:] the tv
[I SEARCH:] i do?
[I WONDER:] about a lot of things
[I REGRET:] is it really neccessary to repeat these ?'s
[I LOVE:] bubble baths!
[I ALWAYS:] put my friends thoughts and feelings before my own
[I AM NOT ] hungry?
[I DANCE:] when i'm alone or under the influence(neena-"me and heather just danced, i think i humped her!")
[I SING:] all the time
[I CRY:] more than you think, but very rarely @ the same time
[I DO NOT ALWAYS:] look both ways b4 i cross the street...im a rebel
[I FIGHT:] only when its critical!
[I WRITE:] my name a lot when i doodle
[I CONFUSE:] myself
[I LISTEN:] to whoever needs to talk
L O N G B L O G A L E R T ! ! !
today was nice. started off by going to the dr's for a follow up b/c she wanted to see how i was doing on this new perscription(she upped my dosage...ha!). it went great except for the fact that she told me i need to watch my weight and keep it down.:( so i've put on a couple pounds, im healthy! ehh oh well! i absolutely love my doctor. her name is dr. jane sadler. she has got to be one of the sweetest women i have ever met! its awesome b/c she really cares about her job and being there for her patients. she writes down EVERYTHING we talk about in her little file for me on her computer so everytime i go in there she asks about it all and how its going, not just the medical stuff! it cracks me up b/c no matter how shitty i'm feelin, when i go in there for @ least the first 5 minutes we just sit and talk about clothes, boys, family, anything! and dont even bring up why im there. shes great! so yah if you're lookin for a dr, go see her!! haha now that im done blogging about my DOCTOR...(that was a really random topic, sorry!!)
after my dr's appt, me and my brother went to gamestop so he could buy a game. i decided that i'm gonna save up my money and buy an Xbox. i know, im gay! but seriously... theres so many boring days where i just lay around or sit @ the stupid computer, and if i had an xbox i wouldnt be so bored!! we have a playstation2 but my brothers always on that and i dont have any fun games, and xbox games are so much better!!
nExT me and my sister went to this cheapy cd store that i love and i bought the best cd in the world!!! i got it a long time ago when it first came out and i loved it! i listened to it all day everyday!! but sadly it was lost during a move from albequerque to here:( but its ok b/c i have it again and it rocks! drum roll please....jagged little pill-alanis morissette!!!!!!!!!!
then i went home and my grandma came home w/ a little bitty kitten! she is soooo cute! shes a calico and shes like 6 weeks old and oh so adorable!! me and memaw decided to name her Sweetie, even tho CHACHE would be a great name! hehe that will definately be the name of my next pet!!
after playing w/ sweetie for awhile i went to my bro's baseball game and got an unexpected call from storm!!!!!!! he's @ tech school now so he's allowed long phone calls and yah!! come july 4th, he'll finally be able to come home!!! YaY!! i felt bad b/c he called and i was like who is this?! and he said storm and i was like HEY!!!!!!!!!! hehe i miss that kid!! he said he was gonna write me tonight and then call me again in a day or two so WOOHOO! then i got chased around by these little kids splashing water on me while i was trying to talk to neena and i was annoyed severely.
next on my agenda was target w/ my grandma...i got a pilates video b/c my dr said it would be good for my back and it'll work my stomach and i'm not allowed to do crunches or sit ups anymore:-/ and i also got this new razor that i've heard is the BEST!!! im really excited to take a shower 2morrow after pilates!! it like lathers itself while you shave or something?? idk we'll see how it goes and i'll blog ab it 2morrow haha im such a nerd.
to sum up my day, it was really fun hangin out w/ my family! and we didnt fight @ ALL for once! sweet dreams everyone, i'm out!
***to my chache- don't worry about all the crap that's goin on, b/c that's all it is!! i know its hard but just do what you want and do it for you, no one else!! you're the one who has to live w/ what you do, not them. and like you said, its only high school! in a few years you prolly wont even remember all of this! you gotta have some fun and live life to learn your lessons! be the person you wanna be and enjoy!! i love you always and forever!***
FUNNY THING OF THE DAY:
Ayo7311: i miss my girl flirt what can i do.. hopefully pretty soon she will chill with my crew... she is really hot and has a nice ass... i wish i could keep her and put her in a glass.. lol what would i do without my flirt.. im pretty sure i would be really hurt.. my name is tease and it kinda fits me good.. but this summer flirt is gonna chill in my hood.. ill show her that im not just a tease.. if she wanted to mess around she could do it with ease... she is kinda datin my boy storm.. i need to teach him some game bc he has no form.. i love that nigga thats why id feel kinda bad.. but oh well this girl is pretty rad.. i love ya flirt and this is my flow.. and if u ask ill give u some mo
wow i love that guy! MUAH TEASE!!! -flirt
today was nice. started off by going to the dr's for a follow up b/c she wanted to see how i was doing on this new perscription(she upped my dosage...ha!). it went great except for the fact that she told me i need to watch my weight and keep it down.:( so i've put on a couple pounds, im healthy! ehh oh well! i absolutely love my doctor. her name is dr. jane sadler. she has got to be one of the sweetest women i have ever met! its awesome b/c she really cares about her job and being there for her patients. she writes down EVERYTHING we talk about in her little file for me on her computer so everytime i go in there she asks about it all and how its going, not just the medical stuff! it cracks me up b/c no matter how shitty i'm feelin, when i go in there for @ least the first 5 minutes we just sit and talk about clothes, boys, family, anything! and dont even bring up why im there. shes great! so yah if you're lookin for a dr, go see her!! haha now that im done blogging about my DOCTOR...(that was a really random topic, sorry!!)
after my dr's appt, me and my brother went to gamestop so he could buy a game. i decided that i'm gonna save up my money and buy an Xbox. i know, im gay! but seriously... theres so many boring days where i just lay around or sit @ the stupid computer, and if i had an xbox i wouldnt be so bored!! we have a playstation2 but my brothers always on that and i dont have any fun games, and xbox games are so much better!!
nExT me and my sister went to this cheapy cd store that i love and i bought the best cd in the world!!! i got it a long time ago when it first came out and i loved it! i listened to it all day everyday!! but sadly it was lost during a move from albequerque to here:( but its ok b/c i have it again and it rocks! drum roll please....jagged little pill-alanis morissette!!!!!!!!!!
then i went home and my grandma came home w/ a little bitty kitten! she is soooo cute! shes a calico and shes like 6 weeks old and oh so adorable!! me and memaw decided to name her Sweetie, even tho CHACHE would be a great name! hehe that will definately be the name of my next pet!!
after playing w/ sweetie for awhile i went to my bro's baseball game and got an unexpected call from storm!!!!!!! he's @ tech school now so he's allowed long phone calls and yah!! come july 4th, he'll finally be able to come home!!! YaY!! i felt bad b/c he called and i was like who is this?! and he said storm and i was like HEY!!!!!!!!!! hehe i miss that kid!! he said he was gonna write me tonight and then call me again in a day or two so WOOHOO! then i got chased around by these little kids splashing water on me while i was trying to talk to neena and i was annoyed severely.
next on my agenda was target w/ my grandma...i got a pilates video b/c my dr said it would be good for my back and it'll work my stomach and i'm not allowed to do crunches or sit ups anymore:-/ and i also got this new razor that i've heard is the BEST!!! im really excited to take a shower 2morrow after pilates!! it like lathers itself while you shave or something?? idk we'll see how it goes and i'll blog ab it 2morrow haha im such a nerd.
to sum up my day, it was really fun hangin out w/ my family! and we didnt fight @ ALL for once! sweet dreams everyone, i'm out!
***to my chache- don't worry about all the crap that's goin on, b/c that's all it is!! i know its hard but just do what you want and do it for you, no one else!! you're the one who has to live w/ what you do, not them. and like you said, its only high school! in a few years you prolly wont even remember all of this! you gotta have some fun and live life to learn your lessons! be the person you wanna be and enjoy!! i love you always and forever!***
FUNNY THING OF THE DAY:
Ayo7311: i miss my girl flirt what can i do.. hopefully pretty soon she will chill with my crew... she is really hot and has a nice ass... i wish i could keep her and put her in a glass.. lol what would i do without my flirt.. im pretty sure i would be really hurt.. my name is tease and it kinda fits me good.. but this summer flirt is gonna chill in my hood.. ill show her that im not just a tease.. if she wanted to mess around she could do it with ease... she is kinda datin my boy storm.. i need to teach him some game bc he has no form.. i love that nigga thats why id feel kinda bad.. but oh well this girl is pretty rad.. i love ya flirt and this is my flow.. and if u ask ill give u some mo
wow i love that guy! MUAH TEASE!!! -flirt
Monday, May 05, 2003
i was told that i overuse the word 'seriously'.
dude it must not be meant to be for me to write about me and neenas lake adventures in this stupid blog...twice now ive written so much and right when im ab to save it the computer freezes or i get kicked off.GeEz!!! so yah if you would like to hear about our night @ the lake then read neenas blog or ask me!:) i've decided i'm no longer gonna plan my weekends a week ahead of time. i get so pissed b/c im excited all week ab whats gonna happen and yah!! the anticipation is killer. friday night me neena kyle and cory are going camping! how freakin cool is that?! i havent camped in so long! and i'm going w/ some awesome people and i cant wait! then saturday mikey asked me to go out w/ them after prom!! them=him neena and whoever they happen to be partying w/! so its sunday night and i already wish it was next friday! mb somethin exciting will happen this week....doubtful. i talked to jen for like forever today!! i miss that lady already!!! shes the best! well im off to sleep again! goodnight everyone! HASTA PASTA!!!!
Sunday, May 04, 2003
im PISSED!!! i seriously wrote in this thing for over 45 fuckin' minutes and i was just ab to click post & publish and my freakin cmputer freezes!!!! GEEZ!
Saturday, May 03, 2003
howdy partnaz!! well this morning i had to watch my gay brother and sister so i didnt go w/ neena:( but in a little bit we're finally goin to the lake!! you know you wish you were cool enough to go w/ us! haha well i dont have anything else to say @ the moment so i'm gonna go take a shizower and get my stuff rizeady! hehe im a nerd! HASTA PASTA!
real cancun is such a great movie!!! if you like the real world and partying i totally recommend it!! i wanna go to cancun SoOo bad now! guys-theres lotsa boobs and girl on girl action, girls-the guys are totally hot and you get to see their super hot asses! wow...i cant wait til i can legally drink and go to all kindsa crazy clubs! so then i come home and john derek and trent come get me and we go to the park, albertsons, and the park b/c stupid stoner john lost his shoes there and didnt even realize he wasnt wearing em til he got out of the car @ albertsons! and then i came home and now i'm sitting here talking to the wonderful neena michele!! yay! tomorrow i'm wakin up early and going w/ her to her hair appointment and then we're gonna spend the whooooole day together just like old times! and guess what were doing tomorrow night?! you guessed it!! THE LAKE!!!!!!!!!! how freakin' cool are we?! hehe well enough of my loserish blogging for tonight!! i wish i actally had enertaining things to say in here...haha oh well!
Friday, May 02, 2003
ok i'm officially withdrawn from naaman:-/ sad but actually kinda relieved...i was walkin thru the halls today and i was like wow i dont have to put up w/ this shit any more ever again!!! it was really sad sayin' bye to ramirez & blane (joey wasnt in there). but its ok b/c i know me and ramirez will talk all the time and hang out and stuff! and me and blane text message sometimes and we're goin to the movies tonight! we're seein' real cancun @ 8 @ stonebriar! but yah i g2g get ready so i'll write tonight when i get back!
Thursday, May 01, 2003
awwwwww john emmons is SO sweet!!!! look @ what his profile says:
ive decided to devote my whole profile to the only person that means anything to me anymore. heather foster, she is the best friend ive ever had. shes probably the only girl ive ever talked to that i wasnt tryin to get some from, dont get me wrong, ive tried many times. she brought somethin to my attention not to long ago about how we can not talk for months and then just start back up again without missin a beat. how many people do u have that u can do that with! thats what i thought, no one has as good a friend as me.
I LOVE HEATHER FOSTER!!
I LOVE YOU TOO JOHN!!!!!!!!!!!
ive decided to devote my whole profile to the only person that means anything to me anymore. heather foster, she is the best friend ive ever had. shes probably the only girl ive ever talked to that i wasnt tryin to get some from, dont get me wrong, ive tried many times. she brought somethin to my attention not to long ago about how we can not talk for months and then just start back up again without missin a beat. how many people do u have that u can do that with! thats what i thought, no one has as good a friend as me.
I LOVE HEATHER FOSTER!!
I LOVE YOU TOO JOHN!!!!!!!!!!!
oh!!! and john came over today and we talked and talke and taked and listened to some great music! DRIPS, right gf?? hehe i love that guy!!! i can go w/o talkin to him for months and then tell him all my deepest darkest secrets!:) im so glad we're talkin a lot again and hangin out!!!
whoa somethin's goin on w/ my back...weird! idk what it is but i dont like it ONE BIT!!! it gets to where it hurts so bad i cant even move. :( i just took some more of those pills so enough complaining!
2 more days til lake time w/ neena WOOT WOOT! :)
storm graduates tomorrow from basic training! YAY!!!!!!!
well i guess thats all i have to write ab today...if anything exciting happens you better believe i'l be back to write ab it!!
2 more days til lake time w/ neena WOOT WOOT! :)
storm graduates tomorrow from basic training! YAY!!!!!!!
well i guess thats all i have to write ab today...if anything exciting happens you better believe i'l be back to write ab it!!
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
TOLDJA!!!! if you read my last post you know what i'm talkin about! hehe State of Mind by Clint Black
Got a big leather suitcase, all I own's inside
Seems I've been walkin' for days, can't even bum a ride
Try steppin' to a tune, with the rhythm of a walkin' man
Mind drifts like a big balloon out of my situation at hand
Ain't it funny how a melody can bring back a memory
Take you to another place in time
Completely change your state of mind
Walkin' down a lonely highway not feelin' alone
Thinkin' back when things went my way and not the road I'm on
Well, I've been down a time or two, but it never lasts long
I can always make it through on a wing and a prayer and a song
Ain't it funny how a melody can bring back a memory
Take you to another place in time
Completely change your state of mind
It can make a right from a wrong, it can make you fall in love
It can get you singin' along
Chase the clouds away and make the sun shine above
A melody can bring back a memory
Take you to another place in time
Completely change your state of mind
A melody can bring back a memory
Take you to another place in time
Completely change your state of mind
Got a big leather suitcase, all I own's inside
Seems I've been walkin' for days, can't even bum a ride
Try steppin' to a tune, with the rhythm of a walkin' man
Mind drifts like a big balloon out of my situation at hand
Ain't it funny how a melody can bring back a memory
Take you to another place in time
Completely change your state of mind
Walkin' down a lonely highway not feelin' alone
Thinkin' back when things went my way and not the road I'm on
Well, I've been down a time or two, but it never lasts long
I can always make it through on a wing and a prayer and a song
Ain't it funny how a melody can bring back a memory
Take you to another place in time
Completely change your state of mind
It can make a right from a wrong, it can make you fall in love
It can get you singin' along
Chase the clouds away and make the sun shine above
A melody can bring back a memory
Take you to another place in time
Completely change your state of mind
A melody can bring back a memory
Take you to another place in time
Completely change your state of mind
ok so i'm still up, the storm just ended, and i'm listening to music and i realized how true that clint black song is. ya know, that one thats like 'aint it funny how a melody can bring back a memory, take you to another place in time, it can even change your state of mind'. i was sitting here listening to a certain song and immediatly thought of certain memories with a certain someone. like seriously, just hearing a lttle bit of that song made it feel like yesterday that all that stuff was happening, when it was really about 5 months ago. there's a lot of songs i can think of that i hear and as soon as it starts playing it's bringin back memories...ok so i'm talkin' outta my ass, sue me! ill leave now!!!
im so looking up the clint black lyrics b4 i go to bed!
im so looking up the clint black lyrics b4 i go to bed!
ok so i'm still up, the storm just ended, and i'm listening to music and i realized how true that clint black song is. ya know, that one thats like 'aint it funny how a melody can bring back a memory, take you to another place in time, it can even change your state of mind'. i was sitting here listening to a certain song and immediatly thought of certain memories with a certain someone. like seriously, just hearing a lttle bit of that song made it feel like yesterday that all that stuff was happening, when it was really about 5 months ago. there's a lot of songs i can think of that i hear and as soon as it starts playing it's bringin back memories...ok so i'm talkin' outta my ass, sue me! ill leave now!!!
im so looking up the clint black lyrics b4 i go to bed!
im so looking up the clint black lyrics b4 i go to bed!
today was blah...i had a really bad headache all day and sitll have it now. probably from those pills last night! should i take em again to see??? ;) just kiddin!(i'll wait a day or two) i love lucy. wow. i can never get tired of that show! i swear i've seen some episodes 20 times! i've seen all the others @ least three times! i absolutely positively love it! well i really dont have anything else to write about so i guess this is it!
Monday, April 28, 2003
i can't wait for this weekend!!! me and a super cool girl are spendin the night @ the lake! saturday night me and neena michele are going to my stepmoms dads restaraunt/bar and we're gonna karaoke til the cows come home lol then walk down to the boat and me her and the russian gals are most likely gonna drink our lil hearts out and do who knows what!!! its cool b/c on the dock they have this little bitty building w/ 2 beds in it and like a tiny kitchen and an upstairs and then u open the door and theres the boat! so sunday we'll wake up and hopefully it'll be nice weather so we can go out on the boat and mb the jetski!! and if we're lucky, THE BOYS WILL COME A RUNNIN! im excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow i took some of my grandpa's medicine earlier for my back and i think i'm in love! it feels like i'm on triple c...nice! i have all these colorful lights on in my room and i keep catching myself staring @ em. heh
i got a cd burner in my room! YAY!:)
well thats it for today, pretty boring! lata!!!
wow i took some of my grandpa's medicine earlier for my back and i think i'm in love! it feels like i'm on triple c...nice! i have all these colorful lights on in my room and i keep catching myself staring @ em. heh
i got a cd burner in my room! YAY!:)
well thats it for today, pretty boring! lata!!!
Sunday, April 27, 2003
interesting weekend! friday i stayed home most of the night...john and his friend came over for a little bit then i went n got sonic and christie and we came back to mi casa and hung out. i took an adventurous walk;) while she ate and slept and then mike & griggs came over til like 2 then griggs had to go home. so mike came back n me him n christie fell asleep after stupid shipmates WASNT ON!!! saturday me christie john n derek hung out, went to a car show, & yah! then i had to go out to eat w/ my dad so we went to the lake and ate and i came home and mike and neena surprised me and came and got me and we went to amanda whalen's party which was pretty fun! me and neena were blowing bubbles outta the hot tub which was mucho fun...until i fell in the pool!! its ok tho, i stopped myself b4 i fell too far in! i just had a wet leg for awhile. it was fun hangin out w/ her! hadn't done it in a LONG time!! she's a fun gal! so yeah i drank a little, not too much tho. babysat ant most of the night...poor drunken guy, he threw up on his shorts! :-/ man i could never have a party @ my house...soooo much shit would get messed up! wes punched holes in amandas closet door and someone else punched one on the wall, then the stair banister broke, and this $200 thing in melissas room broke!!!! they're so smart! they labled where to throw stuff away, sex rooms, put trash sacks on the bathroom and kitchen floors, took down some lights, and got the made to come on sunday instead of saturday. good thinkin girls! i stayed up all night, ate some mac & cheese(collin made 3 boxes), got hit on by a lesbian & some weird guy, and then came home @ like 7:30 and slept all day. i talked to my wonderful bagina(rach) for forever tonight!! i love that kid!!! :) my back's been actin up lately so im gonna go pop a few muscle relaxers and prolly pass out! HASTA PASTA!!!!
Friday, April 25, 2003
the following are types of people that piss me off:
-those who try so hard to be different, and end up looking stupid.
-those who try so hard to be different by copying other people.
-hypocrites.
-liars.
-stuck up people.
-two-faced people.
-rude people.
-people that are too nice.
-ugly people.
-pretty people.
-fat people.
-skinny people.
-you.
-me.
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ok enough about that!! :) holy shit...my mom has been sitting @ the bar w/ her coworkers since noon...it's now 4:46. she hasn't had a sip of alcohol in about 5 years (unless you count that time we spent the night @ a hotel after her christmas party for work), let alone been drunk, and now she is 100% plastered. her boss calls me on his cell phone and says that the dallas police department just called him and my moms been arrested...well i dont believe him. he proceeds to tell me for about 10 minutes that he "just doesnt know what to do". i keep laughing @ him and telling him i don't believe him. finally i get the bright idea to call my moms cell phone and if she's still sitting there drinking w/ him, i'll hear her phone ring, and if not, a cop will answer or her phone will be off. i hear her phone ring and her boss goes SORRY WRONG NUMBER and i hear all this laughing in the background and he hangs up. then my moms best friend, also a coworker, shawna calls my cell phone. she just makes googley sounds that i cant understand, and im pretty sure she sang to me. she said that my mom has a date w/ their waiter(bartender) to go to an art festival. my mom, a date?! @ an art festival?!?!!? are you kidding me?! THEN i hear my mom slurring in the background to pass her the phone. so she gets on the phone and she tried to act sober, which was the funniest thing in the world! i didn't know 1/2 of what she was talkin about!!! so now she's on her way home and hopefully she drives carefully!! wow can't wait til she gets home!:-/ hehe
-those who try so hard to be different, and end up looking stupid.
-those who try so hard to be different by copying other people.
-hypocrites.
-liars.
-stuck up people.
-two-faced people.
-rude people.
-people that are too nice.
-ugly people.
-pretty people.
-fat people.
-skinny people.
-you.
-me.
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ok enough about that!! :) holy shit...my mom has been sitting @ the bar w/ her coworkers since noon...it's now 4:46. she hasn't had a sip of alcohol in about 5 years (unless you count that time we spent the night @ a hotel after her christmas party for work), let alone been drunk, and now she is 100% plastered. her boss calls me on his cell phone and says that the dallas police department just called him and my moms been arrested...well i dont believe him. he proceeds to tell me for about 10 minutes that he "just doesnt know what to do". i keep laughing @ him and telling him i don't believe him. finally i get the bright idea to call my moms cell phone and if she's still sitting there drinking w/ him, i'll hear her phone ring, and if not, a cop will answer or her phone will be off. i hear her phone ring and her boss goes SORRY WRONG NUMBER and i hear all this laughing in the background and he hangs up. then my moms best friend, also a coworker, shawna calls my cell phone. she just makes googley sounds that i cant understand, and im pretty sure she sang to me. she said that my mom has a date w/ their waiter(bartender) to go to an art festival. my mom, a date?! @ an art festival?!?!!? are you kidding me?! THEN i hear my mom slurring in the background to pass her the phone. so she gets on the phone and she tried to act sober, which was the funniest thing in the world! i didn't know 1/2 of what she was talkin about!!! so now she's on her way home and hopefully she drives carefully!! wow can't wait til she gets home!:-/ hehe
Thursday, April 24, 2003
Well, last night I went to the game w/ mike and griggs. we had a BLAST!!! the first part was pretty boring but then towards the 2nd half we started gettin into it! we had this routine we would do everytime someone was ab to bat: griggs would clap, i would complain ab being hungry or whistle, and mike would tell me to shut up or do this bird call thing and jiggle the chair in front of him. then the rain started. we decided we wanted to be the last people still sitting in the ballpark. it got down to us and some guy under a huge umbrella and he was still totally dry, while we were completely soaked! finally his son came down to get him so we were like ok as soon as he walks past our row we're outta here!!! and thats what happened!:) so yeah then went to mcdonalds and came to my house and ate and that was my night!!! now i'm sitting here watching passions, one of the greatest shows ever!!
people piss me off...i'm writing this to remind me to write ab it later: )
people piss me off...i'm writing this to remind me to write ab it later: )
Wednesday, April 23, 2003
im sittin here @ mi casa watching jenny jones. theres a 14 year old girl who has sex w/ 42 year old men....how freakin nasty is that?! how do mothers let their daughters do this stuff!!?!?!? geez louise!
awwww natalie cant go to the rangers game tonight! :( now its me, griggs, mike, and one extra ticket! SO SAD!!!!!!
i dont have anything else to write about!
awwww natalie cant go to the rangers game tonight! :( now its me, griggs, mike, and one extra ticket! SO SAD!!!!!!
i dont have anything else to write about!
Monday, April 21, 2003
hello! wow what an eventful day!! me and mike wake up this morning, go to school, chill in ramirez's room 1st period, have a huge discussion w/ tad ab peer pressure....i hate stubborn people that refuse to admit when they're wrong...., meet up w/ griggs, go to mcdonalds, mikes, mike n griggs new apt, measure stuff, go to davids bro's, go to willowbend, go to griggs casa, mine, mikes, the lake, 2 diff pools, play sand volleyball badmitton and tennis, have a sand fight, get blizzards, and hang out @ my house while i performed surgery on davids foot, and everyone went home and i enjoyed a peaceful evening alone til my family gets here around 8:30!!!! this weekend was ok, thursday night hung out w/ mike and griggs & mike spent the night again, and then the rest of the weekend was spent @ my grandparents house! easter was alright. we went to my aunts house for lunch and then back to my grnadparents' then i came home and me my mom bro sis n mike went out to eat then all came home and ChIlLeD!!! I DIDNT SMOKE ON 420!!! i'm actually proud! hehe yay for not doing drugs! i know i'll prolly do it again b4 i die but i'm definately not like i was last summer!!! wow. its so great having a guy as a best friend! i have more fun w/ mike than w/ any girl best friend i've ever had. we do girly stuff tho like shopping, pillow fights, playing w/ hair, making yarn jewelry, etc.! but yeah i'm off to watch csi now!! i'll prolly write tomorrow! ADIOS!
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
my new medicine makes me tired, not hungry, and gives me REALLY bad headaches. :( i've been sleeping since i got home b/c it hurts to be awake...i just thought id write in here for a minute and then hit the sack again. today was joeys birthday and we had a party in jen's room for him! he loved the lemonade i got him! and i donated some free porn too...mb he'll hire an escort for his b-day!! so after that i got my film from today devoloped and it's pretty funny...theres a picture of blane w/ his hand down his pants and a picture of blane w/ my hand down his pants. then theres a funny one of me and joey hanging upside down from the desks. one of shawn w/ icing on his pants(he sat on the cake)...and many more!! well i'm off to bed again...goodnight!
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
today i went to the dr's and she told me that i'm depressed. at first i was like what?! me, depressed?? no way! then i went to the light counselor at school and talked about a lot of stuff and it made me realize i really am depressed. and its weird how you can compare when you start doing bad and events in your life. hmmm... im gonna start therapy soon so we'll see what happens!! for now i'm on some medicine to help my moods. so my day was pretty shitty until me and natalie went out for awhile and i laughed SoOoOo hard @ videotaping randomers in wal-mart. especially this indian guy that caught nat taping him. wow fun times! and she didnt run me over today! yay! :)
tomorrow's joeys b-day and we're having a party afterschool! ramirez is bringin a cake and i bought him a yummy present! hehe HAPPY B-DAY JOEY!!
school's almost out! WOOHOO!
tomorrow's joeys b-day and we're having a party afterschool! ramirez is bringin a cake and i bought him a yummy present! hehe HAPPY B-DAY JOEY!!
school's almost out! WOOHOO!
Monday, April 14, 2003
mondays suck! very much so at that! ooh i didnt say what i did on friday night!! well me and natalie went to target and she got a shirt headband and flip flops(heavy ones) and i got a pair of shoes! then she was off to see her spence and i went home. mike came n got me and me him his two sisters and foreign exchange student from brazil went and played sand volleyball. well that turned into his youngest sister jumping in the ice cold pool for $10 and then pushing the older sister in. well THAT turned into mike and the little one running and jumping over huge bushes...so funny to watch! :) after that we went to celebration station to ride go-karts...that was alright except mikes kart was outta gas or somethin and he only went like 0.007 mph. so then we play laser tag...it sucked...us 5 were the only ones in there and it didnt even work right...we got the brilliant idea to take off all our gear and play hide and seek in the dark....it was so much fun!!!! i dont think they play that game in brazil tho b/c everytime i saw daniel he was standing in the corner with all his stuff still on, shooting @ this thing on the wall....who knows?! then we left celebration station and went to albertsons and bought some Itzakadoozie's and went back to mikes and watched the jackass movie....it is SOOOO funny!:) can't compare to CKY tho. so mikes takin me home and this guy daniel calls and tells me to meet him and adam @ wendys(which is closed b/c its like 2 in the morning) so we chill in the parking lot for awhile and i play w/ adams new pit bull puppy which i'm absolutely in love w/!!!! so i get home @ like 2:30 and nick and justin call and they say they're comin to get me. so i leave again at 3 and we go to justins and hang out til like 5:30 and i came home and slept allll saturday....i needed it for saturday night...yikes!
ive been sleeping off and on all day recooperating from last night...it was very exciting yet somewhat strange. i think im gonna go try and fit a couple more hours of sleep into my night. oh i just took a purity test and a slut test and my results were kinda funny...especially the purity test! who knew i've had sex w/ more people than 73% of the world?! heh!!
Sunday, April 13, 2003
I have a Blog now...DeadJournal was kinda confusing so i figured i'd try something new! if you wanna see my old journal, go to MiSSCHeRRi's DJ! well i've already written in that for they day so farewell!!
